I never thought I would hate the sunset,
it makes the trees look dreery and reminds me too much of you;
slow, bright, and intriguing.
I never thought I would hate that song,
it makes parts of me feel worthless and the memories of you spin back;
achey, sad, and lonely.
I never wanted to hate you.
You make me feel out of place,
distrot, and overused.
But, I never wanted love you.
Not for one second.
But you make every part of me weak,
every laugh I have and smile I make glimmers with the thought of you
and the deep undertones of my melancholy melody that I live too
reside to the tapping tune of your racing heart.