Poems from peacelotus

Not using legal name | Non-binary Otherkin Plural | INFP
you can lose yourself in nothingness if you want to   the number of times i've done it myself are countless   in the nothingness you are...
oh
i think about when you dissapeared i was in a panic for days i hope that you're alright and just getting away from everything
consistantly i tire of company even of those i love   waking up takes energy i may not even have   making dinner seems easy but i need...
i want to wear pastels and cute skirts and expensive stockings but i hate it when people call me a "girl"
"she" is a word i am starting to hate   not inherently only when used for me   and i say in my head "'they' or 'it', please"   but silence...

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