Poems from pudgebear01
Fingers run through my hair.
Brushes sweep across my face
Adding color and sparkle.
I watch as the dress I chose
Glitters on my bed.
I hear...
I don't like being vulnerable.
Letting you in only so you can destroy me.
You act so perfect...
So kind...
How do I know if I can trust you...
She sits curled up in a ball,
Hoping the next blow will be forgotten.
She deserves this.
He was giving her everything she could ever dream...
Laughter fills the air.
All eyes on me.
My eyes well up with tears.
People laugh cuz I'm a failure.
Cuz I'm fucked up on so many levels....
Pill after pill.
Drink after drink.
The aching still remains.
The hope that one day I'll be free.
Another drink.
Another pill.
Numbness...