Poems from rocket

one of the scariest things that i ever came to realize was that it was my natural instinct to kill what i found to be more beautiful than...
remember when you told me about the monsters? how they take over, & get inside your head, & they stay- for a really long time....
you feel so at home in the water even though it's always changing. are you hoping that one day familiar waters will reappear and draw up...