Poems from rubykaur

MY LIFE IS A LIVING HELL. I HAVE EVERY FORM OF MENTAL ILLNESS. I FEEL ASHAMED... I FEEL I AM AT FAULT.. LIKE I COULD HAVE PREVENTED IT......
God...I can't take this anymore. I feel hopeless to say the least... Desperate to be bestowed with some form of greatness. I have no...
Trying to make myself feel better.... Every Single day... When I feel terrible... It is hard... I am frustrated.... I feel disposable......
BIPOLAR, THIS IS WHAT MY LIFE IS NOW.... ALL I LIVE WITH IS MOOD SWINGS.... SOMTIMES UP ..... SOMETIMES DOWN... MANIC... AND  DEPRESSED....
LIES... FALSE BELIEFS.... DENIALS.... ACCEPTING WHAT IS NOT THERE... WORRYING ABOUT MY BIPOLAR... NOT KNOWING WHAT MOOD I'LL BE IN.. IS...

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