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And after everything that happened, I realized I need to say thank you, Because you helped me so much, despite everything you put me through.
It’s officially been one month since the last time that we spoke, And there are days where I am still trying to pick up the pieces that you broke. And most days I am doing pretty well,
It hurts me to say, but I know that this is the end, Because after everything that happened, we can never be friends again. I have to admit to myself, that I will always love you,
I feel myself slowly starting to get better everyday, But every once in a while, it still hurts, and I knew that it was going to be this way. And I find myself still wishing that you would come back,
I still remember the story that you told me, About how your mom wanted nothing to do with your dad until they came to be. How they grew up together, and your mom wanted nothing to do with your dad,
Can I sit here and say that I am starting to let it go? Or is this a lie, and it is something that I already know. During the day I am fine, and then I fall apart most nights,
So here we are, trying to pick up the pieces of the mess that you made, And the damage that you caused is going to need a lot more than a band-aid.
A kiss of water and salt seals unspoken words, I feel the trace of an unsent letter on my lips. Asphyxiated by the protection of our integrity, At the expense of my serenity.
I thought I wasn't going to show it to you, but I did, And now you know how I have felt about you since you were a kid. After all of this time, maybe now you can finally see,
As hard as it would be to hear it, sometimes I wish you would just have the guts to say how you feel, Because you and I both know that it is what is real. I know you want to tell me to leave you alone,
i believe some beauty is worth going blind for  
I've never been brave. All my life, I've been the girl terrified of spiders. I've been the one who isn't able to sleep without a light on, the one who's scared to walk alone in the dark.  
her heart,broken to pieces of glass and mine so beautiful and healed, then she came into my life and i knew she was mistreated, i gave her a chance it was all i can give but,
New year.   New classes.   She's only in 2 of them with me.   Last year, she was in all of them.   I still see her.  
I wonder if you think of me  in the way I do of you.   Does your heart flutter, or do you get butterflies?   Does your heart ache,
5 months, trading kisses in my car Your hands tracing hearts around my arms Our lives, we knew would never be the same Oh why’d you have to go and change  4 weeks, that’s all it took for me to fall
Shattered HourglassDo you guys think that if I break and hourglass time would cease to exist? Just long enough so I  Can I go back to that night Yeah the night you walked out of my room The night were “I love you” no longer held a meaning besides
Once upon a time ago  I thought life could be easy. Look at me  I’m lower  Than the sunken place I feel like I’m lost at sea 
We fell in love in late spring  As cool wind nipped at our cheeks  we found warmth in each others bodies  Our love blossomed into the summer Hot, sunny days  Walking trails hand in hand 
I think I lost myself, again Because here I am, fondling the sheets at 3am, looking for you in the darkness I only feel comfortable, if you are around And I can't eat, unless I feed you first 
the day you left  the world still spun precisely poised in orbit and time. no meteor shower or catastrophic event molested the cosmic drab. the day you left we didn't make the headlines. 
if oneday you hear me through shadows, understanding; when we've screamed out deaf through pinholes in the floor. then perhaps you'll discover the me you've been missing; unearth that lazy hammer
Beneath the weight of betrayal's sting, I feel the tears that longing brings, Made a fool, manipulated, accused, Left torn, worthless, empty, and bruised.
It's funny how life decides to teach you lessons in the hardest way, And that most of the time, you don't know what else you can do, think, or say. For the first time in a long time, I am finally starting to feel like me again,
Lightning, you strike once, ruling the sky, never striking the same way again.   Lightning, thunder told me of your arrival, but why is there no thunder to tell me when you leave?  
The Light was gone  Fading like a dying star.  The glass was shattered Like a broken heart. The person lost Looking for what could be. Found with nothing Given everything.
I’m not gone lie  nights are a little lonely when you’re not there  No laughter No exchange of I love you No call 
I am broken in pieces, sitting behind my bedroom door, Trying to get myself to pick up the peices of my heart that are scattered all over the floor. You broke me in ways that I will never be able to understand,
Sitting in front of the door with the tears streaming down my face, Knowing that there is no way that I can get out of this dark place. Just as I thought things were turning around, life decides to take a turn,
For so long, I kept holding on, trying to convince myself that all of this was for something, But I wasn't prepared for all of the hurt and pain that it would bring. I am covered in bruises, cuts and scares from head to toe,
Blue hair Blonde eyes Piercing Cheshire lashes Beating Pounding! Burning into ashes!   Blooming Blossom My Darling English Rose What secrets lie
My Secret Place. Well, secret in my eyes. It’s the only place I can go when I need to be alone. Alone with my thoughts, The leaves made the perfect hiding place from the sun. hiding behind the clouds. It was so quiet.
She slips on her left shoe, Before I ask her for a hug, She squeezes me with all her might, But it felt just like a small bug, I tell her with a soft tone, As she walks up to the door,
This back and fourth bullshit from you is something that I told myself I would never deal with, But I decided that when it comes to you, I can't deal with it anymore, and I have decided to plead the fifth.
looking into your eyes, oh so blue  i couldn’t help but fall for you but i should’ve trusted my gut with you  especially after the last two 
Do you ever get scared of not knowing what you are capable of? And this can be in every aspcect in your life; whether it be work, school, goals, or even love?
I pick up the red and black pants that I saw you wearing in those pictures that I look at all the time, And I really thought that by know, I would be able to call you mine.
I didn't want to admit it, but I cried myself to sleep every night this week because of you, And I know that it is going to continue, no matter what I try and do.
No matter how many times I tell myself not to, I can't stop myself from watching it, And everytime I do, I am always left feeling like my heart took a hit.
Mon, 5:10-5:30 am SHE BROKE MY HEART By Debi Lyn 09/19/22   As if enough MEN hadn’t already done the same –
Sometimes it's hard to admit it, but sometimes you need to accept defeat, And that the future that you thought you were heading towards ends up not being so sweet.
Sometimes it's hard to admit it, but sometimes you need to accept defeat, And that the future that you thought you were heading towards ends up not being so sweet.
  Amore, mi sveglio questa bellissima fredda mattina di aprileForte come un leone in cattività, ma solo una cosaMi sta agitando: sei lontano da me e dalla mia isolaSei sola, assonnata e lontano dalla terra.
Broken promises and heartbreaks,  This friendship used to be sweet as cakes.  Things are not the same, they have changed,  What happened that caused us to be estranged? 
Broken promises and heartbreaks,  This friendship used to be sweet as cakes.  Things are not the same, they have changed,  What happened that caused us to be estranged? 
Broken promises and heartbreaks,  This friendship used to be sweet as cakes.  Things are not the same, they have changed,  What happened that caused us to be estranged? 
I've travelled a lot, all across the world. Although I've never been outside my homeland. I've never been on a plane, but I've seen oceans and deserts, and the hustling cities, from a quiet rooftop.
                                                        No loyalty No royalty No unconditional love No clean white dove Life is full of shocks, locks
Love is a dream that begins Love is a chimera that begins It’s a ballerina who dances It’s a poet who thinks It's a bird that sings
It took me a long time to realize, but I have finally learned a lot about you, And that even though I thought you were different, your actions told me that you areexactly the same by the things that you do.
Heartbreak  fuck the pain  sobbing- mascara on my face  hood on,  resting bitch face- showing (to tired to h id e it) Why?Love- pain 
A thousand paper cuts cover my fingers,From flipping through the pages of this book.Of our book.The book we wrote together,Page by page,Day by day.
I used to love you. To the words,deeds and promises full filled and broken, I used to cherish those moments. Moments that were breathe taking, I really really enjoyed everything.....
5 months, trading kisses in my car Your hands tracing hearts around my arms Our lives, we knew would never be the same But why’d you have to go and change Hey 4 weeks, that’s all it took for me to fall
When we met you told me that your heart was a broken song So I hope you were able to fix it with the pieces you took after shattering mine.  But mine will never be reassembled on solid ground
Silently I prayUnderneath the starsFor a lover that will stayErase all the scarsLeft on my heart by othersWho left without hesitationAnd let me be smothered Therefore, what I hope to find
The best way that I can explain life is that it is like a thread, And the length of your string all depends on what you went through and the words that were said.
I always used to say I hated summer Something about the heat Or the sun burns Or the bugs flying around No matter where you go But it wasn’t entirely true You see It’s true that I hated summer
It's so ironic how after heartbreak, a simple everyday item turns into the things that makes you fall apart, And it doesn't take much for every little thing to remind me of you, even though you were the one who broke my heart.
I don’t understand how you can just stand there Standing beside the river I cried Skipping stones off my tears to watch how far they’ll go As if my brokenness is a wishing well you have been waiting to use
If our story is over Let me be the first to write the endnote Let me be the first to close the cover To burn the pages where I scribbled your name in my dreams   And if the pages are burning
I'm falling But you won't catch me. I'm falling, Landing out this time. I'm falling But you didn't push me. I'm falling But you didn't pull me. "I can't help it if you're falling"
I would love to tell you "take all the time you need, I'll be here" I would really, really love to, But I don't really know if I can. Not like this. Desert. Dry. Empty. Lost. Lonley.
Back and forth In and out Running away Coming back. Here and there Nowhere to be found I say “I’ll just forget” I say “I’m a clown”. Dancing and turning Lying in bed
It’s A Lot Easier To Believe The Warming Feeling Of Love For Another Is Thoroughly Reciprocated Than To Admit The Blatant Truth That Your Love Is One Sided.
I didn’t start writing because you broke me, you know? I started writing when I learned to write, I learned to write because I learned to read,
You know I’ve realized That somehow falling in love Is the best and worst thing That can ever happen to a person   You will feel things you never knew you could feel.
Merry Christmas Darling We’re apart as you planned And every day is full of pain Since you’re holding a different hand  
Dear friend,   I know it has been two years now since you left. I know I’ve had two years to let go, or move on, or to heal. But the truth it’s that some scars are uglier than the wounds.
I'm not asking for a bouquet of flowers on my step door every single day I haven't asked for handwritten poems on the daily or for you to have to pay I never asked for the moon, the sun, the mountains or the bay
I was there when you built your garden I helped you pick what plants to grow I held your hand when you spoke of the harvest and all the meals we would share.
All for one, one for all. Can't have one without the other. Pain, hurt, desire, love. All for one, one for all. Can’t have one without the other.   My heart sank when you told me of your decision.
You were supposed to be The one who would love me and take care of my heart.   Love denied once again.   I still feel the pain, hurt, and suffering From past and present relationships.
I still remember that day… The day when Heaven cried.   When Heaven Cried. Oh, When Heaven Cried. That was the saddest day in September.   Their love was special.
I’m not angry at you Ya know? I might have been angry Or sad Or frustrated Or some combination of that Mixed with the feeling of being utterly destroyed But I was never angry at you
I can’t help but feel That I will never stop writing About this feeling That I will never stop feeling This in love And this unloved At the same time It’s an emotion
If I’m being honest, I’m not sure I’m strong enough. We write poems and songs and stories To convince ourselves to let go To move on That something better will come along Each breakup is empowering
I began to write this poem Telling myself it would be the last The last one I wrote to you The last one I wrote because of you Your final one But I lied I realize now
You know, I wrote a poem about Tuesday’s once upon a time It wasn’t a happy poem It wasn’t a sad poem either If anything it was a disgruntled poem A poem about how Tuesday’s are the worst day of the week
Empty This is the best way I can describe how I feel right now How I feel knowing that it’s over That our adventures are over That the plans we made will never come to fruition
Imagine yourself inside the most beautiful building you have ever seen, within this building are memories that are irreplaceable, secrets that remain untold, feelings that have never been discovered by another, and your whole entire soul.
I called you yesterday. You answered. I hung up.   You sound the same.
When you walked away, I never thought it would hurt I never expected to wait for a text, a call, a sign you were still okay I always thought that walking away will leave you out of my life for good, but I can't get rid of you
I am not going to sit here and pretend that I am okay, Cause if I am being honest, it really changes and I have to take it day by day. One day I go to bed smiling and I am still very hopeful for the future and what it can bring,
My heart is a hollow place Where old dreams lie: Smoking the opium of forgetfulness Trying in vain to die. I willed myself into a trance this summer, And fell into a deep, enchanted slumber.
I met with her in a field of blooming wildflowers. She stood there in her sky-blue dress Amongst the sage, And primrose, Bluebonnet and paintbrush, Dandelion, And the tiniest white lilies.
I'm ok now.Mostly, that is.I still think about you.Sometimes it feels like you never left:Stalking the fringes of my dreams.
As embers in the night, you set my heart on fire intense and violent, wildly out of control spreading intensely i find myself lost in the thought, that is "you" though maybe it was my own wishful thinking
I cry, but only by myself Constantly I reminisce about us Red was the setting sun, setting your silhouette ablaze Your smile which shined brighter than any star   I keep wondering if you think about me still
Like the sun and moon endlessly chasing after one another giving warmth, one moment a piercing bone chilling cold in the next i chase after you still my voice reaches out, but I am not heard
I waited for you in the hallway But I did not hear your voice I waited for your call in the night But my phone did not stir I waited for your love But it would never be mine  
You see the the thing they don’t tell you about burning love Is that nothing burns forever Nothing burns without destruction Or scars A burning love is hot with passion Fearsome with flashes of desire
I could never write love poems til I met you. Could never describe how it felt to love To love as deeply as I do As I have I could never write love poems without them becoming tear drops on the paper
I see your very tired  Life and love has beaten you down The days have grown long and I want to hold you in my arms They say hurt people hurt people
Everyone told me that I was crazy, but I so badly wanted to prove them wrong.  I feel like an idiot, for hoping that things would go the way that I wanted them to, and for holding on for so long.
If it were my birthday - by me     I know I wasn’t invited. I know I wasn’t there. But I wish you a happy birthday,
At 16 I diagnosed myself with mental pain since then nothing was the same I prayed to god everynight just to keep me sane.   At the age of 17 my pillow was my bestfriend
I wish I was a rich white lady who could eat pray love after a breakup, instead I choke down my food saying to myself 'good food', 'good food'
Memories is all I have to hold  But it’s too hard to let go I felt alive  I felt in sync  I moved with the wind They were the wind
 I’m a goddess  In a garden of dead roses  Shhh Don’t speak to loud  They hate when I expose its True identity  Idolizing my failures
you left me high and dry i didnt get to say goodbye a loved one i could no longer love fly away, you're a dove   no longer here, my imagination filling your place
Your touch is tattooed  On every curve Your smile Foggy amongst the autumn sun I dream of your eyes Sad and wandering
love  isnt it perculier  filling up the cages of ur heart  lifting it up into the sky  til it falls back down broken and alone  why cant it fly  couldnt we have known  how it would turn out
I hear love is an amazing thing All the hugs, kisses, and gifts. But what happens when the person I love betrays Me? Leaves Me stranded in a deep dark empty hole, Trying to escape, searching for help, But I can’t seem to find any. Shutting down, I
Oh why dont you love me h why dont you look at me like you used to look at her like you used to smile at her
It’s getting bad again  How do I know?  I went to the doctors for mastitis,  If you don’t know  it’s a kind of infection, 
Why do I feel  this way? Why do I always give you the benefit of the doubt and never cut myself the same slack?  words        spew and 
You
You've moved on and that's great But I'm still here missing your hugs When we met I thought it was fate  Now I'm sitting here wondering where I messed up Because was it me? Was it you?
Oh to love love,Yet be stricken by its sharp pain at every end;I find myself stuck in this seemingly unbreakable cycle.I love to love those who I loveAnd then an end comes
There's a piece of my heart that still holds on to you. The piece that equates neglect with value; Abandonment with level of servitude. The fairytale I never got to see come true.
For the losers who lost us. The people who loved us. The lucky people who get to meet us. This is for you.   I don't have an attitude, just a personality you can't handle love.
For the losers who lost us. The people who loved us. The lucky people who get to meet us. This is for you.   I don't have an attitude, just a personality you can't handle love.
I hate those days when the sun don’t shine  Makes me reflect on the days you were mine  So I hurry and close the blinds  So the rain doesn’t come down my eyes
sometimes the pain comes back like the feeling of a missing limb   the scars of a heartbreak that might never fully heal   it's hard to know what to write  how to write. why to write.  
Long forgotten in the pages of your life, What we had was a love like all the others The build up to the break down. Conversations of us wed, and I️ your loving wife
To some it may have seemed like I was doing nothingness -that I was not open enough to come to it - that I was lonely and I was fronting, but truthful when it comes to this;
My darling, You make broken look beautiful. And tears look like crowns. The shards of your heart. Are a weapon, no doubt. You don't have to protect it. Muscle battered and torn.
I was misguided.Interpreting all of my feelings wrong I don't want to travel I want to see world,In one person.And have them want me back, forever
Is it worse to fall in love? Or to try your hardest not to love anymore? Because lately, I’ve been leaning both ways Trying to find enough will to stay awake
For the lost souls and the misguided in life  Let me shelter you from strife Let me shepherd you to new light  Take up your own path and leave me 
She was the most beautiful thing in the room  He gazed upon her radiance in awe of her, Her eyes soon met his and he was engulfed by her warmth  For in her eyes he saw galaxies 
Heartbreak. They say it causes both emotional and physical exhaustion and pain... That was enough to scare me away from it for so long-  Love I mean- I never let myself fall hard enough to get hurt.  
I let you, I loved you, and you  decided to break me.   So as I build myself back up I pray you work hard to become the man I know you can be. One I deserve, 
My heart said fuck this and went to find you, It jumped right from my chest On a noble mission to find it's home, It grew tired of waiting,
There is a burning; a fire of love in me.  It burns intensely for you.  Though you may try, you will never extinguish it. 
Wearing this crown of shit. Proud and shameless. I stand. I'm Standing tall. Here I stand.  You will not make me fall. I will not crumple. I will not hesitate. As you spectators speculate. In an attempt to emulate. To only perpetuate. Some it may
When will I stop missing you so much  The thoughts in my brain are eating me up  I don’t know if I’ll ever feel enough for you  Or any one for that matter
Is she there now?  Laying next to you and tracing the little moles on your back like I used to? 
i feel so weak.   i am a beggar pleading for change   from a man whose hands i'm afraid will never give to me again.   i only yearn for those few small tokens of affection.  
LOVE TELLS NO LIES Tell me what it's like To see a sad man From inside your eyes...   Do we know How to say I am sorry Not to worry....   Show me the way....  
Me and you in the feild of flowers staring up and the giant towers making up our story as we were going though back then i didnt know the hatered flowing I was happily skipping around thinking we were bound
I feel it; It's within my reach, you are within my reach, I reach out to you and I feel you closer to me- Just within reach, It feels like I am closer to you; I can almost feel your smooth skin,
I want to die and that's not fairI wish I could get mad at myselfI don't have enough energy for thatpeople are dying everyday that don't want to diethat had more to accomplish with their life
People all around the world have been devastated by the coronavirus. Rarely do people want to look at or talk about the upside to this pandemic. My upside to being forced to stay home is a dark one.
do you find my presence in the music you hear, the sceneries you discover, the sunlight so brightly shining through your windows or the scent the rain leaves on the ground,
sky of clouds looms heavy over my head like the weight of your love pushing down on my shoulders.   streams of milky sugar line the cotton-candy sunset and it's a bittersweet feeling.  
i was a full garment before i met you.   i may have had some loose strings,   but they were nothing that a pair of sewing scissors couldn't fix.   then you gave me that million-dollar smile.  
All the expectations and love for you Shattered and annihilated in a moment or two Building the castles in air, I was Pursuing you, was my biggest loss Deep in your self, I have lost mine
My heart is very heavy, Like it weighed a thousand pounds. Like clouds turning dark and gray; And it terrifies the ground, And a large army abound.
Beep! Beep! Beep! Leave a message --- For the heart you have dialed, Is no longer in service.
I know certain people only have a certain time with each other,​But even some are meant to last forever.​I do not know when exactly our story will terminate,​But I want you to know how much you made me great.
Am I mentally fucked up too? I walk down the halls, the same paths you took, The same paths that we conversed, The same paths that we touched. I still look for your beautiful face  Upon the crowded areas.
  Dear ex-lover, I wanted to taste the way you bleed and just like in between the lines i read no you didnt love me, didnt want this tree to suceed 
To think of spring  in the dewy, humid morning  when love is brand new  and cherished like the sky of blue she walks in front of you  not knowing where to begin  and where to end  she lends 
I accidentally filled her mindwith serenading cicadasthat erupted on El Dia De Los Muertos,a piñata swarm of insects,their nightmarish candy formseating away all the love in the universe,
Hello, My name is....  you probly dont care. I mean who am I?  A girl in a crowd... I open up. and you close. My mind starts to wonder... what couldve been if i said my name?
falling in life is like sunburn at first you go bright red and feel warm all over  then it starts to hurt to move but soon it'll settle and either become a part of you  or it'll peel away
  thoughts, They say familys deeper than blood but how can you hurt someone you love Saw them grow up  that not enough The pain in their heart but their not giving up...
I want a future that is both yours and mine. I want to have dinner parties on the porch and drink wine while the twinkle lights shine.
there’s been so many times where i debated whether or not i should manifest you back into my life, but honestly? i really wouldn’t know what to say to you after years of being apart.
Been thinking too much about you And its filling me with dread My soul is screaming for its mate Cant silence the noise in my head You cut me deep once before Im still trying to stop the bleeding
YOU
I Fall down onto my knees I look up into your eyes I can see you praying to the heavens Set a fire in my heart Don’t you know I want you
When the windeth blows, it's ev'r so cold But nev'r as such within mine soul F'r thoust claim'd I'm dark withineth But I hast not commit'd sineth   Shall clouds rolleth in, I dear proclaim
It all started one day, and I had no clue of what was coming my way I can't believe it's true. I was told it would happen,
he said "me" I said "I" then he kissed my neck and whisperd "Us" In  that moment words were sacred beings my holy grail. Stronger than any god I felt my kness give in
Hey, is this okay? Can I sleep here for the night? Do you mind at all? Am I bothering you? I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to.
She clings to me; like a button on my plaid shirt. Sewn in strategically. Gradually withering away in her fibers But holding on for the life of her. My hands are soaked in sweat but I cant interrupt her steady breath.
It’s cold here, all alone. The fan is off but I’ve never felt so cold. Am I destined to stay here, wasting away? Spending my days cold and alone.
We were running our breaths raspy you could see my heart in my breast It seemed innocent but you had a wicked grin poision was running in your veins you fainted
You did it, you really left I guess I asked for this I just didnt think it would be this way My heart was ripped out today You're gone for good Gone too soon I never had a chance to tell you
He knows.He knows that I'm already bleeding I've already fallen,I can't defend myself when it comes to him.
My life has been on hold for so long I didn’t even realise No progress has become the new norm While I sit here and wait for you to love me Like once upon a time when we were both so young
Back when the palms of his hands  weren’t scarred by calluses  and his feet were as nimble  as the sticks of a percussionist, he danced with her in a space 
They say distance makes the heart grow fonder,  And being apart from somelike you has made my mind wander. I am constanty wondering what you are doing during this time, 
the raindrops on my cheeks they go and come new though i'm stuck in a dream reminiscing of you
A day will come, When I shall be stronger, To look at the mirror again. And say to you, Have overcome you, You're no longer my shadow. Am done with you, For good! And never coming back.
The dark eyed mom is here again. I hope she’s not here to stay. There will be no meals or good-time feels And no, This mom don’t play.
You know, I can see it in your face Your just a machine A slave to your desire You’re so black and blue Yesterday, you said you wanted this Today, you don’t want to live
I'm so tired of being the one that has to be okay all the time I'm so over being the one that always has to take a deep breath and trek on I'm tired of wearing a mask for everyone else while I die on the inside
He’s a bad boy and a gentleman too Thrilling me in the prime of my youth   Ride and love and bum around
i had hope for a happy ending happily ever after but really my world is twisting and bending i thought our love would last but really now its just in the past
I would rather hate you then love the idea of you. That's the world I've been inhabiting for the last few months. My stream has emptied into the sea of your emotions, and I am tossed around in the malestrom of your moods.
I brought you a gift— a star from my travels through space and time. Unsatisfied, you asked for the sun instead With no regard for the burns on my hands.
My scars run deeper than my irrevocable love For he who cuts me deepest just to see if I still bleed His thirst strengthens as he watches the life drip from me Insatiable, he whittles away til he reaches my bones
You cast the shadow. I tend to hide behind it. We are an eclipse.
Walking away He turned a new chapter Behind my back I hear a sobbing laughter Hold back your tears Tighten your fist Don’t show her your scared I don’t need to look
Shine…  Shining her light she burns the feeling of hopelessness to ashes  Putting the feelings of insecurity and anxiety into the flames of don’t try me
Broken boy who revels in pain lives a life where only pieces remain Fragments of what he was of all he was meant to be,
Being in love is like being a surfer on the biggest wave on your carreer. It's scary at first, not knowing if you're ready for it. But once you're in it, it is a high that no drug could ever match.
I miss you. I know that I shouldn't, God knows that you’ve caused me enough pain But that doesn’t stop my heart from reaching out to you in the night,
I can swallow I can swallow two pills   At the same time And it gives me a thrill   Mixing my meds I find it addictive  
Hue grows strong/hue dies weak Baby bird bites its beak Fragile nest in a creek Sticks and stones, bugs and leaves   Fingers, hands, hair and hearts
you decided i needed open heart surgery so you found the dullest blade you could and began to rub it against my chest until the skin finally began to tear
i’m all alone in this glass house Swallowing jack under a pink sky there’s blood on the driveway keeping a knife in the pocket of my jeans
i’m all alone in this glass house Swallowing jack under a pink sky there’s blood on the driveway keeping a knife in the pocket of my jeans
i can drown myself  in alcohol it never really helps at all no matter how much shit i inhale through my nose
Younger then, i remember not understanding why people would want to escape their bodies.
shackles and chains and being tied up in you wrists glowing crimson like the sunset on an ocean of razor blades, the ones you dropped in there before i began to swim
coke and acid and weed and girls that weren’t me but you were my only drug my only addiction   and to you, to you my drug of choice, to you I was loyal
Love is all in vain The vulnerability Romanticized There is nothing romantic about this pain There is nothing i love about hurting
Just one short embrace Enough to make me crave more You walk far away I can't seem to remember A time you were here with me
I know you've seen the empty cave That echoes deep regret For time lost here casts darker shadows Than memory's silhouette
Why did you invite her The night before our last Why did you invite her I had a whole night planned Why did you invite her I was going to take you to the moon Why did you invite her
I miss the quiet When my brain wasn't on fire and I was still a person My heart is open so you tie it Cutting of the circulation to every nerve inside of my body  
You're laying bricks on my chest I'm wearing them like a bulletproof vest I'm trying to breathe but my lungs feel like concrete My heart rate drops and there's barely a heartbeat
  She inspires me in the way she walks how gracious her voice is as she talks the magic she carries and shares wherever she goes
  She inspires me in the way she walks how gracious her voice is as she talks the magic she carries and shares wherever she goes
I can feel your heart beat in mine own. Our breaths rise and fall as one, Flowing and receding like the tide. Our minds surge with the energy of a thousand suns,
it was as though he was helium, and I just happened to be an empty balloon.  often we found nothing but tedium,
you promised we'd make it your love, you promised you wouldn't fake it the thought of me leaving, you said you could't take it   yet it was you who left me in the place you promised i'd never be again
warmth.  embrace, it's something i lack. i'll be without, you won't come back.   hate. love, it's all an illusion. at this point it's all confusion.    fate.
heres to you i can pretend that i am not lying here heart broken that im not listening to music on repeat and sobbing into my blankets i can pretend it doesnt hurt
Tick tock Biological clock So selfish of you to take so much time to decide To say it is over Don't you know there are deadlines I must keep? My plans have fallen apart
You took my paper-mache heart all fixed up with glue, And showered it in your great tears of rue, The tears, the tears became fountains of blue, They puddled and puddled and slowly grew,
A godsend boy and a angelic girl on a field with nothing but promises of love and adventure. The whimper of being chilly on the summer evening was subdued by the rhythm of his mouth on hers,
To Him. To Her. To the beginning. To the End. To the things I want to un-know.   His dad’s old guitar that he picked up and tried to play with little to no success.
Heartbreak can only get worse It feels like a huge curse It's also like when you can't find anything in your purse   It breaks When they make mistakes Or if they're a snake  
 “A disastrous war will lead to our freedom.”  Or so, you say.  “There is no path. It’s the only way.”    Fight to the bitter end
This is the end, our forever love. I was so wrong.   You were silent, I was hopeful.   You left me,
A fresh leaf of paper, never used Placed before voracious palms The paper takes in each and every anxious qualm He scribbles his notes between the lines Hidden meaning behind mendacious eyes 
I fell for you like the rain;   Gradually and slowly in almost an intricate pattern.   Where the drops are unnoticeable and cease to affect the worlds balanced ways.  
I feel like a bubble of emotion Floating in the ease of your presence  But I think I am always waiting For the inevitable "POP" And knowing it wouldn't be possible To put us back together
It’s hard to think of just one thing,  When I consider all that this life will bring What has inspired me, What has set me free?
i don’t want to know what you think, you don’t care, you’re mind is blowing like the wind but eventually you sink into your heart and it’s showing,  
You hurtin?  I’m not saying you not entitled to the pain  But let’s remember who chose that path  Baby I wanted you
Think of me fondly when we've said goodbye. True, I'm on my own, but please don't start to cry. A little fall of rain will make the flowers bloom... Oh, love me,
Adopted honest behavior  but it's easier to lie about it. Though we're now strangers,  I still cry about it. Will I ever see you again?  I highly doubt it. Wrote out the letters  of your name, 
Dear..... ?
Love is blind when you don't really know what it is.A beautiful bliss,Or is that just a myth?When you've truly found your person, What a gift.It's a reciprocal language but, 
I was feeling so confident and feeling so great about myself And then it just be completely shattered. By one thing. By something so stupid. But then you make me feel crazy.
A fountain of love letters; ardent, over-exhausted, bursting at the seams with pure affection, unfurling out upon
It’s always you You’re my alarmclockIf it weren’t for youI’d never get out of bed You’re my air‘Cause I just can’t breathe without you You’re my hobbyBecause spending time with you never bores me
Attachment is too risky Attachment is a universal sign of something that can be broken Whether it be from love, hardship, differences 
he loves her so desperately and that she knew. all he can ever ask for is maybe a hungout and that was sometimes too much
  My mind doesn’t think of what’s wrong, but the pit in my stomach does. It aches and churns as I lay in bed that night rolled over onto my stomach
HIM
I never expected to find trust and love so quick  My past temptations have left my heart in a cold abyss  I cling to him because he makes me feel
the taste on my tongue of bitter words that could leave you stung   the fire in my heart of frustrated feelings that would lead me to fall apart   the thoughts in my head
dressed in blue I feel golden dancing with you my heart holden   high heeled shoes I feel beautiful dancing with you moments so meaningful   posed together
I'll arrive early enough but it's always tough to notice you since fifteen as you come old and green   no matter how hard I try every morning you always wake me with loud warnings
just in time for fall you lose your green tint left with no leaves at all questioning where your life went
leave me high and dry in the middle of the night counting my reasons to cry until the stars fade into daylight   the sun's rays will fill me with hope to step off of the tightrope
in the morning Anxiety accompanies me as my shadow in the day yelling at me all my insecurities but it's okay   in the night Depression welcomes me in my bed as I lay
thank the moon for being my company tonight maybe think I'll be fine soon thank the sky for crying with me tonight maybe think I'll finally say goodbye
It's that time of year again  When ghouls come out to play  Where zombies and witches converse in a new civilized way But your skeletons in the closet  They'll stay there another year 
Not every puzzle  has a piece  Not every beat has a song  Notes  not all have a rhyme  Some are leading mistakes  Some just give u heart ache 
Living in ignorance I live in ignorance,I tend not to think.If the truth hits me,It's hard to live. When the thoughts in my mind,Reminds me of whatever isn't mine,I divert ny attention, The pain in another direction.  Sometimes my eye catches a fe
Teary eyes, silent cries. Numb body, aching heart. Palid face, hidden scars.   All these emotions , you dont feel .
If you wanted to see how far  you could take it before i broke. Darling you should have looked closer. I was already broken
I have never experienced love  At least not the kind that I give that goes beyond and above Now your back in my life trying to ask, What’s Up?
It's the little things that plague my mind.   Like the way your eyes crinkle when you smile or the way you laugh after a bad joke.   The way your hand fit perfectly in mine
Everyone always tells me I have a way with words.Yes, my pen scribbles almost uncontrollably, when I picture you, and how I like to describe who you are, and how much an acquaintence could possibly mean to me.
i've been trying to forget you i've done an awful job i'm crying once again  at clair de lune.
i'm just so tired and angry and summer is closing in on me i wish i could just stop thinking about that dumb boy all fucking day i'm wasting away
i want you to tell me i'm the girl you can't get out of your head your muse your motivation the only one that matters at the end of it all before grabbing my face and kissing me slowly
I would give him up a thousand time just to have you So dear, doll, darling, Why do I feel like I'm losing you?
My heart is still yours if you want it it's up for grabs Hanging by the hooks on the back of my door Waiting to be picked in the garden beside my house Sent in a letter, sealed with a kiss
I watched a boy grow smart and sweet how was I to know my heart would shatter at my feet?   a few times we danced our eyes never meeting too nervous to get the chance
You look at me  and it's for the first time, mind you and with all you can see you miss my snakes hissing from the top of my head   So I look down at you because it's the first time for me too
Spent my childhood playing around in sandboxes Gripping onto grass crying with desperation to keep from going home My father prying on my tiny arms because he didn’t understand 
The heart's a fragile instrument but shatters if it's played. A tiny bump will leave a dent and make the colour fade.
So baby tell me what's up. Why are things getting rough. When I try to text or call you, ya' never pick up. It's such a shame, I gotta take the blame. You only think that love is a silly little game.
Shadows splay across my face where your fingers used to play, Absence of the kiss  that would warm my lips, In your grip as we stared into the abyss  
You say I'm like water That can mean many things   Water can be smooth and calm Gentle, cool to the touch Water doesn't stay in one place It doesn't settle down much
he could grip his hands around my throar, and push down until oxgen was nothing, but a far away dream, and still all he would have to do is say its this, or you'll never feel my lips again
I felt love in all the wrong places.   I felt love underneath my clothes. Not in my heart, but the curl in my toes.   I loved the way you loved my body. You loved the way I said, "I'm sorry."  
She could spread her wings with the birds and the bees and follow the sun as they became one Rays of fire soaking through her pores and wrapped around her bones it lifts her up higher than everyone else 
Eternity   Roses, roses Bloody roses Petals at my feet You love me not My insides rot
If hustle and bustle Is all that we know, Then what do you do when There's nowhere to go? With lights aglow And hearts below How can we not Want somewhere to go?
Last night you called; I love you was written in your pupils I'm sorry on your lips Don't leave in your eyebrows I miss you in your eyelashes
When you're rushing back and forth in desperation,You will find me  When you're so in over your head at night under your blanket,
I thought it was love that fleeting look of appreciation in your eyes made me feel like I could be enough why did it take me so long to realize you lied?   I wanted you to love me no, I craved it
Is that my heart in your pocket or are you just happy to hurt me?   What’s a masterpiece like you doing with a disaster like me?   Hey, you see my friend over there? He wants to know if you think I’m stable?
You know how frost spreads on a window? A collage of crystals forming in unique shapes and sizes. Stretching out at a steady speed til it encompasses the whole window in ice. Or how a fire burns a sheet of paper.
They say insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results. Yet grass continues to grow every time it is cut. The sun continues to rise every time the moon has pulled it away.
Do you know?   Do you know what happens to a fish without water? Do you know what happens to a fire without air? Do you know what happens to the trees without sun?
I am drifting, a lonely piece of driftwood covered in pale moonlight on an open sea. I don’t know where I am going nor where I came from, but I am drifting. I feel hollow, empty like a piece of me is gone and it can’t be replaced.
There once was a peaceful creature hidden away in a sweet cedar forest. The forest was ancient with beautiful features, but never a stranger or tourist  
I wish I could tell you I have something to say But when I finally try to You walk far away   The somethings a secret That only I know I tried hard to keep it But it’s starting to show
You have changed me, into this girl,  she is needy, and demands attention of any kind.   - A woman who wants her man to want her - someone who craves excess, high is never high enough.  
What if I could live in a world in which I never fell for you? What if I never fell for you? What if I never fall again? Never feel the scrape of my knees hitting earth again.
Do you remember the days, the nights, the adventures we always used to share? Flying away on wings of laughter that were built on mutual care. Five good friends and lots of fun was all I used to need.
Like a dog who chases after his tail, I chased after you.  I know it was something different for you but just like you, I was scared too.
As I fall,    I wonder if there is anyone who will catch me, love me, make me feel like I’m wanted Sometimes I ask myself, “damn am I haunted?”    Because it’s like a chain reaction… domino effect
The cold fingers of your memories cling to the back of my neck, to the back of my mind the same way the tears grab at my eyes. The scent of you burns my nose, the same way the images of you laying next to me floods my dreams. 
A delirious soul I am, Constantly yearning for the love I can never attain, Why must my heart ache for those who it will never reach?
the memories of you have burned a hole into my brain, theyve singed my hair, painted the walls ash-grey. i asked if i could burn the sweatshirt but it wasnt your face i was looking at,
  Our last dying rose The thorns that hold the grace but Love knows no way to survive because
He sits so close, but the silence turns the inches into miles and   every slight noise causes an avalanche in my chest   as I wait for him to say something. Anxious Reticence.  I have changed so much. 
It all began when I started to like boys. But little did I know, those were all decoys. They told me sweet nothings as if I was one of their toys. 
My lips are grasping for that last I love you wrapped around your breathless voice. It’s breaking my bones but I’m so desperate not to let go. It’s kept me on my feet for so long,
Heart Breaking Tear Inducing My world stopped when you left Sleepless Nights Numb Feelings I couldn’t pick myself back up I wanted to forget I wanted to stop existing All together
hey howve you been? it feels as if we havent talked in a while what are you doing? you seem busy
I’ve always thought of heartbreak As something from failing romances, But I am learning with such a high stake: Heartbreak does not discriminate against acquaintances.
You are no longer at my side. You are gone, the one who promised me you were here to stay.   I mourned in the weeds, damaged and broken. Strength lost. Sunlight producing no more color for me.
Tokens Every boy I know has left a piece of them in my life And  Some have taken chunks of my mental  Emotional Sanctifying being  Replaced by materials Tokens
To love you now is to love you then; adopting a ticking time bomb and calling it my best friend. Forgetting that the fuse was lit,
you meet these people on the path of life as lovers, as friends, as family as something entirely different   sometimes they stay,
Here we are You across from me You’re back is all that I see And she’s holding the trophy   The mistakes I have made are my own
Drugs were addicting. I suppose I enjoyed seeing everything and feeling nothing. Though I did kind of feel alive - to be staring into the face of the Grim Reaper. He once wrapped his hands around my throat.
He broke me.  It happened again, I knew it would! I warned him, I told him!    He let me believe him, I shouldn’t have though. 
People ask if I’m okay, “I’m fine.” I say it but it really means “I’ve fallen apart.”   People ask me how I’m doing, “Good.”
9-5-18   there was a time i really thought we were going to be together forever.   and the reasons that we aren't are bull shit.  
Fairy Tale Fail  
sixteen Lips on lips, never felt more sure, that I'd give myself up and make me your own. The sunlight could not compare to the glistening specks of hazel;
One, Two, Three, Four ,,,, thatʼs how many came before you, youʼd think earlier i wouldʼve made a breakthrough but instead iʼve decided to push through,
a few days agoi wanted to sit down and write about how unappreciated you werenot that i changed my mind, noi still believe thatbut todaytodayi'm hurti'm hurt that
  I wish someone told me that heartbreak isn’t easy to get through. I wish someone told me that everything in your life leads up to something.
Growing up seems so tough 
I can recall-perfectly, A Time, Made of Gold   Not the gold, That you both laced around me, binding my neck and wrists.  
I am empty Numb My life is in shambles lying on the floor I cannot move   Abandoned promises Shattered dreams The thought of you haunts me Even when I sleep  
Im sorry I grew up mom I’m sorry I’m not your little girl anymore..But no matter how many times you try to deny that it’s me and I need to change Frankly you have no say in this matter....
It burns through us all, every person on the planet. It is a fast and fearless monster. Stopping the force of the creature seems impossible.
I didn't even feel you beating out of my chest.  You must not have turned the light out when you left.  Heather Angelika Dooley ©2006  Don't Rub Salt in the Heartbreak
It took nothing to realize she knew everything she never let herself realize. She always loved those who didn’t deserve her. The lesson here was:              You never win
A train pulled through my heart and let you off.You pushed your loco... motives...into my life,  
I fell in love once, It was a wonderful feeling, I felt like I was loved, Like I mattered, Like someone in the world cared about me. I was so broken
You’re stuck in my mind, Your old laugh, Your smile Things I can’t leave behind It’s impossible to say I’m happy
He loved not once but twice, And both times it ended badly, Both times he paid the price And his story ends sadly.   He was young and untested,
I am the bolt of lightning, Shocking, fast, and gone in an instant. I create a smoking crater, But of who left it I leave no hint.   I am the stormy ocean,
... and I keep pondering over your 2 seconds   Who are you          and     Why do you bother to dissapoint me again? after so long?  
My short, silky pigtails were brushing through the wind while you pushed me on the swings, since my little legs couldn’t swing myself.
A rose by any other name Has thorns that are just as sharp. An ocean in any other day Will drown you if you try to run.  
To all the ones I ever loved, I felt the sting of your betrayal. I felt the love you claimed to have. I know how much time you had to put into building you're mask.
You hold my hands Wrap the gauze around my bruised knuckles, Whisper me pieces of words For my mind to create Into stained-glass portraits.
How ironic it is, I remember the sight of you, I hear the timbres of your voice. I’ve known you, For a long while.   How ironic it is, That life gave you to me, Before snatching you away.
Hurting so bad that I smother Seeing I’m stuck in the gutter Weeping without one another Stranded with nothing to plunder  
How could you make me feel like i was the center of your universe, While reminding me that the sun too, will eventually die, It seemed as though you wanted to assist in this death,
i.     you were petals i oncesubmerged — a fistful i letgo of under a foggy seawhen i was succumbingto myself    
I loved  you    how  only a    Midwesterngirl    would    love a tornado warning.I didn’t    want the      sunshine; Iwanted      wild, whirling,in-the-moment  April    
Then   he took the respect she had for Herself  and the wonders from the earth around Her he took her her kindness  and what seemed, the air from Her lungs he took Her curiousity 
There is always that one person. that no matter how much  time has passed, no matter how many times you cried-- and told yourself that they didn't matter; when you see their face--
Dear Itzmir, We started out as friends, then we became more than what we started out as. Our relationship was texts that went on all night, we would be on the phone for
Please don't cause me depression. Am not begging you to make you feel inferior over me, or make look like a kid who lost the compass to the future. But please listen to me while I still have a voice to say something.
“I do not love you anymore.” My heart ached, begging for a night in, a tub of ice cream. Liquor, warm and hot, running down my throat.  Tears, running from the past down my cheeks.
“I do not love you anymore.” My heart ached, begging for a night in, a tub of ice cream. Liquor, warm and hot, running down my throat.  Tears, running from the past down my cheeks.
My life is one great symphony, So listen to its melody. The drumbeat is my heartbreak, The violins are my sorrow, The low brass proclaims my rage,
      It all happened so fast. The rise and fall. The thrill of it all. Life seemed to know we needed to awaken into the reality around us,
snow queen iced and blue my heart is hurting dripping icicles pause refreeze. what kind of love is this? fuck. fuck the kind of love that doesn’t bring you peace.
I am the open book that no one cares to read. Will you lower my body and shovel the dirt on my face? Will you look into a dead man's eyes? I dreamt of your warmth once. Your hand on mine.
honestly at this point i have absolutely no idea what to do anymore.
It is not just one, there are many, one for each you Wounds, Hurt One for each absence How much you? How much me? How much of us? How much time and absence on this goodbye?
It is bittersweet. I miss taking you to eat and I miss rubbing on your feet. I miss having someone to trust and to be vulnerable with and to lust after.. You'd eat my broccoli and I'd eat your crust.
If I was a tree, I’d be a lonely one Waving at people as they go by It’s a hot afternoon, the rays of the sun Make me grow up, but this tree will still cry   50 years later, of standing so still
There once was a star, way up high The star is sad, he starts to cry The star looks up and sees her eyes, The star is happier, he doesn’t know why   The star is very far away
Let me tell you a tale As I try not wail Take a seat, grab a cocktail  And hear my story unveil   I was once a small kid And heaven forbid That I ever bat an eyelid  or ever hurt a squid
Only if These Tears You Caused  Were a pathway And these drugs I did made a sign Then Maybe Maybe you would be in my life
I’m just not the same Where’s the picture for my frame Where’s the candle for my flame  I just am not right  Where’s the sun to bring me light Where’s the pen so I can write  
My hands are shaking, my heart is breaking.I can't breathe at all, it feels like I might fall.My head is spinning, there is no more winning.Just hurt and pain, no more to gain.I can't break free, from the pain that is me.I hurt, I ache, I sob, I s
And it was after you I realized why the lord made angels in heaven far away from humans. I fell to my knees aching to touch those fluttering wings on your back
im not exactly sure how it began or when it started, all i remember is that you were distant towards me for what seemed like the second week in a row since we last actually tal
My first love was a boy whose beauty could have put Aphrodite's to shame For his eyes glimmered in the sun like gems And his smile beamed so brightly it flocked dozens to him But this boy stuck to my side
Bloom. Life begins to zoom. Growing up too soon. Been six years in school. Not my first crush but closest to first love. Went through things no kid ever should've. Years of off and on revealed to be
Can I?  Can I love you and still let you go? It feels so wrong.  Like if I'm not still hanging on to every word that's no  longer meant for me,  then I don't love you and never did. 
Graceless, the sinking soils, a cold thorn between Venusian thighs Had pierced her bud so aggressively, Despite my vociferous efforts, To keep him away: Above the lands, I find the tattered remains of letters
Dear Love,
One day... One day you wake up; You open your eyes. Everything blurs; Everything turns black and white. Ash surrounds your senses; All you feel is numb, Numb pain,
Honestly, I fell for you; I fell for you hard, like nothing else mattered. You were on my mind day and night and everything in between;
An assassin of emotions & a murderer of spirits should not be blessed with such a melodious snicker & silvery mumble He should not have hair the shade of honey for he is not as sweet as such His smile should not sparkle as the stars do for
That heavy cigarette scent, intertwined with his cologne, lingered in the little space between us.
My mother taught me valuable things. She taught me to treat everyone as equals whether they clean the toilets or sit in a shiny new office on the top floor.
Baby girl whered you go Planned a date but you dont know Bought them tickets to the show Come to me so we can flow   Last night i dreamed about you Forever with you, you know this is true
My love, you are my everything and my nothing at all; you are my dream and my nightmare; you may be my happiness and yet the cause of my depression. You are my never-ending purgatory:
  So stuck inside my brain   I feel like it's driving me insane Can’t breath, can’t see I’m not who I was, not even me    
I accept any company,  I try to make myself feel good, I cry anytime I'm alone It doesn't feel right if I don't, I don't talk about my day, I don't talk about my feelings,
The Strike The Final Blow My word? No.   No was used to stop the abuse No was said to blow out the fuse.   The fuse of anger had turned to grief, and the fuse
You and I. A million things that could've been and that might still come to be,One hundred things in those three words that can be read between the lines,
There was once a time I could look at your face, let myself stand there, when I knew what you did I was silent then, And then I wasn't, not anymore And when I opened my mouth you asked me,
Wild, crazy beast; they say he cannot be tamed. Unpredictable as the rising tides, impulsive as the wind...   I see myself in him.
As the wind blows and the sun cuts my eyes My vision begins to fail me. Maybe I take things too serious. Now I fail at love again.   It all comes back to me.   You really cared.
We have a light in our hearts Those dreams that have made us stars But you've been staying out having fun   Time and time again You said those games would end You're a picky one  
What have you done to me? Got wandering the streets at 3 AM. Knowing you're laying with another man. Got my will, fight, and strength in the palm of your hand.   I am foolish to fall in love
What is it about you that leaves me out of my mind? All alone in the dark reaching out for a sign. Remember when you were all all mine. Resurrect my smile. Resurrect Me.  
i need someone whose gonna love me and nurture me during my ups and downs For i cannot walk this path by myself  But it seems falling in love and settlin is not the plan mother venus has Forget fallin in love just being loveful is how im gettin do
The smile so beautiful, so enchanting that no one sees the pain and the anger in the eyes  or the tears falling to the cheeks.  They're all busy looking at the smile. "Be strong. Be happy."
What does going through a breakup and being cheated on and being betrayed feel like?   It feels like I have to wake up every  morning with a smile on my face and 
They asked me what are some different types of drugs For me a drug isn't cocaine or pills it's a person  He is my drug  He is what I got addicted to  He is what makes me feel like i'm floating 
I don’t know how to write about you and tell the truth.   Bare bones, hands shaking, nothing left to do but fill the page. I don’t think I’m at that stage.  
Oh Oviedo, Florida How I adore you I’ve never seen you But I know where you are   Jacquelyn and Amanda Talk of road trips heading West
Tired bone and sorrowed hand, Make of thee all that you can. Build thy life of hope and tear, Of all thy love and all thy fear.  
In my dreams Is the only place I can be with you Without remorse Or pain In my dreams I am full of life And love And hope Happy And home with you
Heartbreak, It’s inevitable No way around it But the joy of the happiness Before the pain Is almost worth it  
I noticed you, Walk with her this morning, Hand in hand She’s very pretty, Match your own beauty Who is she?   Is she the last person you think, Before you go to sleep?
From afar I saw it, Flying with its gorgeous wings Among the flowers But when I touch it, It flew away   The butterfly is just like you,
She didn’t know, What would happen, when he came to her life She wasn’t aware That she slowly changed, to another person for him  
Her face is broken with tears, Her heart is shattered with grief. Holding no sympathy, his face was blank. His heart is cold and dark. Love destroyed them,
i cried i cried so much i cried so much, over him he hurt me he he doesn’t hang out with me he touched her he was only supposed to touch me he did our thing with her
I don’t know why I do this to myself Consistently putting myself through hell You on my mind and my heart on my sleeve   Every time I’d ever misconceive
They say she once smelled of burning ashwood and cinnamon.The smoky aroma enveloped her being year round,
    It’s taken about five years to understand what exactly Love  Is,  Was,  And could be Let me begin the story of what once our love was  Laughter, Grace, Death, Beauty, Deep rooted Emotion 
My friend, you betrayed me. What relief there is in that simple statement! Your actions so entirely obliterated Your pillar of my world that your betrayal Has lost its sting and I am left without a doubt:
Dedicated to someone special .
there is a photoof you and ihanging on my walllost in the clusterof my favorite memoriesa photo breaking my heartbut i cant take it downyou're still my favorite memorycollecting dust.
here is what i know: you loved meand i you.i wrote about youas if you hung the moon in the sky.as if you created a world of color a world of beauty.a world for us. 
I wish she tasted like cherry A hopeless, cliche, passion So I don the cherry chapstick For a bittersweet illusion   Her velvety lips are strawberry I don't mind strawberry
Air
Air is an acquired taste That most want to breathe But my own air is two parts heartbreak One part grief It burns my lungs It burns my lips It burns my tongue  
December 10th, 2018. A horrible memory.  Sadness swells. Tears start to fall. To everyone else that day is just a day. To me,  That day was the worst day of my life. Winter passes.
cOaStEr   a lost girl, unwanted in a world of wanting he’s. the. ONE. that made me fall in love to not see him smile
After all, we are all under the same sky and shall end by the same fate.   ~awatr
Someone moves;  I flinch and instantly my mind is pulled back to how you were.   ~awatr
you said you wouldnt break my heart because you knew how much it hurt   you said i would
I could hear the wind, rustling through your veins, when you opened your mouth and the gnarled wings of a hummingbird fell out. I could taste the regret,
deep breath, deeper, deeper yet, deeper than the ocean of your   eyes that keep calling me home, calling me back back to the  
I loved her, she said I convinced Her otherwise  That broke my heart  Was she my sweetheart?   I’m not sure.. Do I still love her now? Of course I do, but I was a fool
it started so sweet, i actually thought you cared about me. but now i see these were things you wanted me to believe we were living in a fantasy, a world of make believe full of smiles and laughter,
you think you can play with my heart boy i’m not a fucking harp. you think u can treat me like shit sexualize me just to submit. i’m not a part of your little game, your big charade
shivers down my spine at the thought of you leavin' me behind after all that we have been through you made me think it was always gonna be me and you now, as you head for the door 
You
You were there when I needed you the most… When I was breaking under pressure, Like a sapling overburdened with snow. I always thought of myself as a mighty oak,
i will never wish for you to come back. or even to visit. i will only spare my love and all good energy, but keep it at a distance.  
Snowflakes quiver on the  edge of something new, knew there would be no return afterwards.  The snow collected and stuck together  -birds of a feather-  the land grew cold, 
I see it there, a beautiful rose, though now only a tiny green bud shows. It will slowly blossom into an elegant flower, that represents love on the midnight hour. It’s lovely petals so delicate and thin,
I was never complete to you, the scattered mess of unspoken words and boiling emotions was far too much to piece together by your own hands.
The thing about broken mirrors.. Is they tend to mirror other things.. Like your heart after a fall.. After you give it your all..
I’m the type to creep up on your mind at 3 in the morning Leave you in wonder if you should hit my line or let me be The impact I have on you leaves you wondering what it could be If it would be If it should be 
I Gave Up So Much For One BOY. I Lost Myself. I Gave My Heart, Mind, And Body To One BOY. I Lost Myself. 
I carry it with me Wherever I go  Beats now and then  Always too slow I hope it beats once again I’ll give it back to you, and we’ll be just friends So here is your heart  Keep it safe my dear 
 When the rain has dried on windows, do you think of me? The aftermath of a downpour Nothing but a resin left, ugly, tainted Or do you hire the cleaners out? wipe away any memory, start fresh New windows  
And just like the serpent tempted Adam and Eve with the forbidden apple, the burning desire for you to be mine led me into your coils of damnation.
Hello darling How are you I think it's time we left the zoo Stop looking at them and focus on you After all you are becoming brand new Your pain needs to heal And then you can feel But for now,
They say that if looks could kill... But you were more like my cyanide pill. ~awatr
My mind, much like our population, was overcrowded and easily won over by the simplest romance.   ~awatr
I cannot help but picture you in a garden, laying amongst the wildflowers.   ~awatr
my thousand pound heart lie dormant in my chest feeble now from the effort bumbling softly through my sweater I don’t notice the warmth anymore   cold wind stings my cheeks red
At that moment,  I let you go. I felt my heart let you go. And it was the most refreshing feeling I have ever felt.  I still love you - But I'm not your prisoner.  and I never will be again.
when you say my name, you say it like a poem you will never write.babylon boy, when i whisper your name in the pale moonlight,
I need to stop falling in love with people who set a fire in me only to get themselves warm; and to watch me slowly, burn away
Heartbreak is my greatest muse. When all I can do is think about you, why shouldn’t I write it all down? It’s my thoughts and my feelings too. I still see in my dreams almost every night. You live in my heart but not in my life.
I have a question for you.   How can two people who thought they were going to be together forever, how can two people who had what we had   end up like this?    
Dancing on the floor Singing cheerful songs The world rotates for each movement that is made Stained in vibrant hue are the lights that illuminate the room
I could see her face Deep in the storm clouds Smiling at me Saying “Come here,” but how?   I got the crew to safety  Told them to go to their wives But I couldn’t go
I remember crying myself to sleep, seeing no hope for the future. If only Mom, Dad, Sister, Brother could see the damage they inflict on me.
Tonight I lay here listening to the crickets, while you lay there listening to her breathe. You fall asleep with no thoughts of me, all the while I'm wide awake thinking about all the things I could've said to make you stay with me. 
why do you expect me to be okay? to be okay with your actions, to be okay with what you say i'm not why do you expect me to forget? the words you told me, the words you said i can't
It never works, And I'm an idiot for trying. I feel like you've unpopped the corks, 'Cause I'm suddenly crying.
your presence opened up a new ray of sanguinity that enveloped my soul into a layer of diminished sanctuary that i embraced wholeheartedly and nourished like a decaying flower
You don't love me.You want to love mebut You don't love me. I don't know why I helpI'm the one who needs helpYou don't ask for helpBut I need to help.
I spread the tips of my fingers against the smooth wood of my table- elongated so there’s enough room in the center for a bouquet of roses.I never thought I’d be given roses: a traditional statement.
You pop pills  They popped you You drained bottles They drained you You lit up They lit you You shot up They shot you And now you're gone Every part of you, not just the addict 
I am only 17 And working at Mickey D's Drive thru Only to see you drive thru Higher than a kite And flirt with them big brown eyes How I wish I was as high as you are
waves of desire. stormy days and his ocean eyes, and a world of hurt being left to decipher what I did I did wrong, what put me so far away from what I wanted even after I wrote you a song
i’m looking for something that’s gone once again i don’t know who you are, can i call you my friend? there’s a hurt in everything i say and i do  because everything seems to remind me of you
PART I Cupid’s bow spoke to me Its Honduran mahogany Cut piece by piece And carved into shape Etched with a design
You told me, "It's over..." again. I know that, Jorge... It's been over. You know that and I know that.. And of course... You KNOW I know that.. So who was the validation for?
There's a place for everything and everything in its place.. Well, where do I put the memories of the past I can't erase?
If I could build the truth for you, I'd make it out of titanium steel... I'd weld it together with all of the reasons -WHY- I STILL feel the way that I feel...
FOR: My Ex Now, but My Love ONE 4ever.. J.G. (*BTW, MOST of poems are about him....) I'm glad you took everything that would remind me of you.. Cause I don't want to remember anything we went through.
I want you. I don't tell you but I think it every day. I want you. Putting emphasis on every word I say it three times over.  I want to kiss you unil are lips are raw and there is no emotion left to be shared. 
The only thing that is true Is that they all look like you In the dark.  
they told me don’t if youre gonna leave him they told me don’t if youre gonna break his heart and yet  i decided yes and i fell
The one who clims to love me But the one who often isn't there A walking contradiction The angel on my shoulder The devil whispring in my ear Get out! Or stay Whichever one you chose to do
Mentor. It was the one word I felt I could call you. Our bond was too strong for "teacher" Friendship a forbidden term Mentor was the only word fitting.   Savior. 
Now I'm packing up my things, From the space where our hearts overlapped. You've left a few items I know that you'll be back. I'm not going to be there You can have my key, I'm leaving this place
You say you love me I take a deep breath and repeat that in my mind You say you love me As your holding me crying.  I can feel your hand digging into my arm 
I find myself in a waking realization, Away went the sadness and the sinning temptations. The more I don’t think, the more I forget,
I've seen things I never meant to see And dreamed of places I'll never go With you   Well, maybe you're just an archetype But not the soul sent to save mine From you  
Image by Belinda Capol   I am terrified that one day I will wake up and you will be gone. it will all be a dream and she’ll be there, her hair tied up staring at a screen
Never live with malice  Living in a fantasy like Alice  U plus me and our own palace  Your not a a target but I  prey like a mantis  Love lost like Atlantis Pain took advantage
You leftand part of medied But not my lovefor youmy love isas aliveas my smile
You wanted meto have,and I quote,"a great summer" Yet you leftthat same summerBut you're notthe first one
Now that I cometo think about itall my painful daysstart somewherein between July
If only he loved meit would all be good If only he kissed memy lips could melt again
I wish you were air so that I could breath you forever
I will disappear into the airthe trauma of the humansin the shadowsand the kiss of suicidePerhaps them won't even noticebut it won't matter None of this will matter because after all
As I write this,tears form inside my eyes my heart achesI'm in painyet I'm numb
I'm tired of the lies AND misconception Long to be held, seeking attention Covering up my discontentment I've ran out of makeup and forgotten how
Pain 
I'm sorry for blaming you For everything I just couldn't do And I hate myself by hurting you Feeling this hurt embrace me so beautiful I'm sorry for blaming you For everything I just couldn't do
As my eyes rain this cold, wet sorrow... My heart yearns for a better tomorrow To feel lips brushed against mine Gently pressed, one of a kind. Yes, the cold is trapped in my sweater
I hate that my heart yearns for you It will look for in the hallways of our overcrowded school It wants to give itself to you again Let you break me
On cold nights like these Where I’m happy with People in my lifeAnd without you in sight I can’t help but wonder How did you turn out
I’ve spent many days contemplating The words to say to you But the words are stuck in my throat Trying to escape   Day after day
I would like to thank My past love For the pain she put me through, And the healing I was forced into   For it was the healing, Stitching of the broken halves of my heart
It sucks that being in a relationship you have to give your everything   Your time, your will, your heart   You are left vulnerable and open  
Stare into the outside Neon lights and street signs She holds me It’s gonna be alright She said, but she fades Moonlight turns away
Pain   I trip and fall. I feel pain.   A crush tells me that he does not like me the same. I feel pain.   I get bullied and ostracized on the bus. I feel pain.  
Maybe you don't think of me much Or maybe you don't think much of me But when I take my mind for walks We end up sitting under aspen trees.
you were a rainbow so i too became one to please you yet you cut me so deeply i burst into a multitude of colour yet to you all i'll ever be is black and white
Somewhere along the way My heart just stopped The way your eyes sparkled Seems to be dull My heart saw something  beyond the eye   From then on I wanted to say hi
"Her name written in the moon between the stars, crossed out, covered up with several black ink marks. The tiny spark, the invisible pen, marks all you see but cannot read. That little hope, it still burns faint, the fire burns, always.
April 20, 2017. 12:41 am  
I fell in love at a bus stop I fell in love and came out on top I fell for him and it was my fault I fell in love at a bus stop   Across the rows I crossed alone More than hope
my friend’s funeral was a cloudy day. a joyous celebration of life. the clouds spoiled the ambiance, but the rain never came.  
Him
My smile shines at the sound of his name His chocolate eyes stared only at me But his reputation brought him his fame Why did his looks fill up my heart of glee?   His calm voice brought me home.
So she picked up her pencil  And wrote to the world about the Storm  that left her soaked in golden blood.   Must she be left in pieces  From the gentle winds Of the violent Storm?  
words scribbled across the page in an desparate manner as if the writer might just burst if they can’t release this display of a broken heart. a melody sings its song to a crowd of invisible listeners
My heart breaksEvery time you smileMy mind hazesEvery time you speakMy body numbs Every time you touch meMy soul leaves Every time you kiss me But
With careful cadence, ink steps on pages And rhythmically, words stride to our minds. They serve all the troubled of the ages,
With careful cadence, ink steps on pages And rhythmically, words stride to our minds. They serve all the troubled of the ages,
You have a beautiful smile, thats what you said. I laughed it off as just pretend. A month then passed and you were there, Right beside me combing my hair. Behind my ear in a loving way,
Bang, Bang. You Shot Me Down. You broke my heart and let me drown. You lost sight of what we had. You didnt care if it hurt so bad. We Fell In Love In A Hopeless Place.
When your heart breaks it oozes misery  and drips down to your stomach  where it knots and twists but you can only clench your fists
I fell in love with her on a Monday.
Here lies the time of which it commenced The days past as every sand Of the hourglass In a fell swoop of descending   If the cosmos were mine to mix And the beauties thereof, mine to possess
He told me I was becoming my mother.A statement that meant,I could do better.They said I look just like her.How the ocean floods my eyes when my heart, Catches on fire,From beating too fast.
Me
Wear my heart on my sleeves I tend to get my arms cut off. Take my kindness for weakness They see me as soft.
Makeshift my body Played all the parts Left me for better To which you depart   Stomped on my fortress Tainted by lies Cradled in darkness Lover despised
As the goosebumps carress my skin so strong, You stole my breath away; you king of thieves. The dulcet croon of love; you lure me with song.
I come to see you during lunch My heart, in pain to much You open the door and you see Me, in all of my vulnerability But you don't bat an eye, much like the other guy You hug me, But not out of love
I once met a man who introduced me to the different sides of love.  He dyed his hair a different color every other week and bound his chest so that no one would question his authority.  
It's like a blade that never stops twisting in your heart. When you fall in love, you fear everything about them. Their very existence is your foundation. You love them so madly you're blinded by it.
feelings we disect, fail to digest. we're both so depressed. emotions repressed; show reason less. we scream and we shout; dont know what about. I saved this for us. you stressed me out.
Why won't you treat me like I'm perfect? Why won't you treat me like I'm worth it? You ripped my heart right out of my chest You did things to it that I never would've guessed Couples don't treat each other this way
Staring at the walls until 2 a.m.Praying this was a mistake,In the morning will it be too late?It was too late yesterday,  
Rejection. It hurts like a bitch. But sometimes rejection provides a greater picture to one's head. Rejection just makes me feel like I'm not worth love. Or happiness. Or even affection. And it's not the person who rejected me that hurts...
When a woman falls in love, she usually falls pretty hard. It's not that a tricky puzzle takes place of her heart. The goals, dreams, and visions for herself fall apart. 
As I gaze up into the moonlight I can finally wonder if you’re alright... If you were wishing you could hold me just as tight... See my heart was in recovery From a fraudulent lovers discovery
Dear Emotions, Why are you always here? When will you get enough? Dear Emotions,
Bad news bends me down Like snow icing a birch tree How much more can I take before I break?   Splintered into a thousand shards- I can't melt my heart anymore
Where do I begin? How do you tell a tale so weathered yet so fresh? So foreign yet familiar. Your palm that once warmed my thin fingers
My heart has been ripped apart by your words your seething lies I denied because my love for you made me blind. Where is the light? You laugh at me as your darkness chokes me smothers the light that I wish would come back.
he was a secret that I regret keeping locked away, deep inside my soul he stayed he shook hands with my fearshe befriended my pain
how funny it is that after three days of lying next to someone, sharing secrets, matching heartbeats, and pressing lips together, one can fall in the first stages of what may very well shape up to be love.
Ink
I believe in the power of ink, The power it brings to create something greatI believe in the power of paperThe power to convey things that you can’t speakI believe in the power of midnight thoughtsWhen sleep doesn’t come easily I believe in the po
Cloudy days won't pass by fast enough. Because my heart is broken and I'm yearning for your love Days feel like centuries since my baby up and left me. Now I'm greving, sad and filled with sorrow
Her heart was ice and It was breaking.. killing her. Slowly she is losing herself, by giving herself to him. The love she was giving him, he was giving to the other girl.
my past defines me, i am, the girl he keeps from his friends, a secret, not good enough, unheard
If I could ask for one more dayThat I could be yoursI’d bask in moments, the love, the security.the purity in our intentionsBefore we refused to speak what was unintentionally mentionedThe lies you’d cry
She, is a girl. With the prettiest face,  The curliest hair,  The shiniest skin,  The carefree persona   She is a Queen.
i spend my days now trying to forget your voice, the same voice that made the my skin stand tall, the same voice that told me everything would be okay,
I am slowly stepping instead of falling for her. I never learned how to love so instantly. This feeling is far from what I prefer.   She is like the seasons of winter and summer,
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Our comet. It was a sign. As we sat there under the starry night sky, talking about life and our future together, it was a sign. The breeze was cool and the sky was clear and everything in the world seemed absolutely perfect.
Loving you was like;  running all the red lights Loving you was like being Rear-ended; going airborne through the windshield because a seatbelt didn’t feel mandatory  
I don't remember when I first heard the word I don't remember when I first knew what it meant I don't remember anyone telling me
I see you running through the rain   I know its a stretch Even for my fantastical childish dreams But I still can see it  
another relationship another breakup today, our one month anniversary  she breaks up with me after isolating herself for days blaming me not even trying to fix things
The promise he made to me about a hundred and one times, he broke. "I will never leave you baby girl," he said and where is he now? Only a shadow of a memory left for me to ponder in my head.
I didn’t want to believe in love, I thought it was like a drug, Something I can’t quit, Something that would split.   But you, my darling, You are too startling. The beauty, the wit,
Aren't best friends supposed to be with you till the end? I thought that to myself as I watched them turn their back. Deceiving is what it's called. Maturity is what they lack. I gave so many, so many chances Yet,
  my brain;  beating faster than my heart what do I use more? the absence of brain is obvious but how do i know when its my heart, thats beating is it smart to love a binding of humans,
I lost my best friend. One person I could tell everything to. One that would not judge or laugh at me. Now we have not talked... I lost my best friend in one day. Why did he leave me... Was I not good enough... Did he find someone better?
You were my present tense And supposedly my future tense Everything seemed fine Until errors were made Now all you ever are Is my past tense
Last night someone asked me, "Are you not interested in someone right now? Or even have someone to flirt with?" "Theres no one right now." I answered. They were dubious when they asked,
He's once again there, waiting, And hoping that somehow The fate would deem it worthy For them to make a vow.   And though it seems unsightly, And it is frowned upon,
my words have taken  a hiatus from mouth to pages ellipses dance. tell me how to stop this  ache. how do you function  when your lungs forget to inhale?
I can't live without you here My knees grow weak The demons coming near We now don't speak   I loved you so
No one understands why I love you. So, allow me to put it into words. You were the air I breathed, The blood that ran through my veins, The water in my cup.
My heart began to ache I felt my limbs shake I wanted to run I wanted to hide I sobbed And cried Then I began to write I knew it would be quite all right Poems taught me to grow
I wasn't ready for it, I wasn't searching for it  He held my hand, kissed my face  I felt the whole earth shake  The heart is shattering, the mind is fluttering 
Darling, I know I needed to decline. My betrayal is unforgivable. I’m unable to see the grand design. A life without you is unlivable.   Do not tell me our life has been a lie.
Come, my love, to arms, my knight, Come join me in our glorious fight.   The enemy's crawling up my skin,
I came home that night smelling of rain and cigarette smoke and teenage love so deep, set into my pores like the ink on my skin.  
i remember falling in love with you as if it happened yesterday we had only met but you made me feel things i swore i could never feel again
I have late night conversations with the moon  She tells me about the sun And I tell her about you  What we used to do underneath her other half  And during her time when we went our different paths 
A true love’s kiss, a myth yet every girl believes in the princess tale, Believing Cupid with his mighty arrow shoots accurately from his sail, Cuddles, first kisses, anniversaries ever so sweet,
I hate you I hate that you're beautiful I hate that I love you I hate how I hate you I love you I wish you would leave My dear please stay with me  Just for the night  Hold me close
Here I am, again, alone, Wondering what to do. Should I talk to myself? Or watch movies in lieu Of the time I wish I had To spend here with you. Here I am, again, alone, Wondering what to do.
Her heart seemed to of thudded against the floor I looked at her Her mouth agape and a string of blood Slowly drips from her mouth To the floor
the fracture in my soul is buried deep and my mind is cracking with it. eliciting such rage as the red flag waved in front of the gentle bull in a china shop.  the memory of your touch
Sunflower sunflower where have you gone Your sunlight extinguished from this earth Your dark pit of growth trembling , shaken to its core by the ferocity of seasons Sunflower sunflower where have you gone
When I told my friend that I liked a boy she was ecstatic. She gushed. She squealed. She urged me forward. When I told my friend he asked me out she screamed. She laughed. She yelled. She asked me when we were going out.
I absorbed you through my skin like oil you are stuck here in the lines of my fingerprint  burned into the corners of my mind im afraid to look into I hate the taste of you but you run through my veins like blood 
As I grew older I began to see my friends fall in love. I began to see them care for someone with a deeper passion than I have ever seen, And I began to see him feel the same way for her.
my heart aches at the knowledge that i’ve loved you for forever but forever is coming to an end.
The dagger in my heart, It twists, Alas, My love for you has only hurt me. I should have known better Than To fall in love with Nothing less than a prince Who saw himself as little more than a pig.
If I were to have just one wish, I'd wish for just one careful kiss Upon my lips-chapped though they be, Oh, Sorrow! That you can't love me.
HER
SHE WANTED THE WORLD IN HER HANDS TO RULE THE LAND AND SEA SHE WANTED THE WIND IN HER HAIR AS SHE SPED IN HER BENZ SHE ALMOST HAD IT ALL BUT THEN SHE MET HIM SHE FELL FOR HIM
YOU
RUN INTO MY ARMS KISS ME UNDER THE MOONLIGHT SPEND THE NIGHT WITH ME LOVE ME FOREVER I SAY YOU’RE MINE AND YOU SAY I’M YOURS BUT WHEN YOU HUG ME WHILE MY EYES ARE CLOSED
Is it over? This war that we have Is it over? Doesn't matter because you took my heart and threw it into a bulldozer   I don’t think I’ve ever been more sad
He tasted like mangosi couldn't place it until the next daywhen his lips were no longe
Get out of  my head.   Get out of my head because it's what's best for me. Get out of my head because it's what's best for you.  
  There are three cranberries left on the counter A reminder of us I can’t seem to wipe away It was different then When we first fell
A perfect bond. Conversations go on for hours with no effort Two passionate hearts  Telling one another "we will make it"    Through love                      Through faith Through patience 
When I have lied to myself and others for so long, It is hard to see who is wrong, We could lie to ourselves like we always do, But since I have had so much more pain to go through,
I keep my heart locked up in a box Guarded by a dextrous black fox   But with a glance from you the fox was slain My heart thrown into a hurricane   Round and round it tumbled and swept
summer my soul shed its skin shell it got too big nowhere to go so it floats my personal cartoon rain cloud blue balloon and me
dear crush can you hear that? the sound of my heart breaking? breaking like claps each syllable you spoke to someone else
People always tell me, there's plenty of fish in the sea.But you just didn't get, that you were the only fish for me.All I ever did was love you...and I just wanted to let you know.
Glassy eyed vixen. I stare into thy eyes. Sparkling like a wildfire; Such feelings I can't deny.   Long black silky hair Oh I did not dare touch. But my thoughts are impure;
I am among the unseen And you are the light that stands before me. As I close my eyes to sense it, But it never reaches me. I am among the unheard And you are the voice that echoes so faintly.
The sky is so empty, So gray and cold, So barren and wasted. Clouds fill the air But nothing more. Scenes of despair and darkness. Sometimes a bird Breaks the moment;
This little bottle of chardonnay; My escape, my stimulation.  And you My every motivation, unending infatuation.   Each glass with every momentous sip The taste of grapes dance on the edge of my tongue,
Time waits for no one And I stand still, frozen, Unable to keep up. I chase and chase, Yet the seconds speed up. Round and round, the seconds speed up. Minute by minute, the distance widens.
You forsake me for another And leave me cold and lonely. You torture me with your eyes, They greet me yet they ignore me. You taunt me with your smile, It sends comfort but mocks me.
When sunlight becomes the dark, I pray that you are the path That illuminates my heart.   When sunlight becomes the night, You are the shield I run to Behind your glorious sight.  
When you smile your smile It takes me away from this reality. And when I see those eyes, I'm suspended in a life-like fantasy.   Speak out a fresh breath of air; Orchestrate a conversation for me
We've been through ups and downs (The good, the bad, the smiles and frowns), But I ain't giving up on us. So believe in me, this is more than lust. It's you or bust 'cause YOU is a must!
I didn't mean to lead you astray; I'm weak, as weak as anyone or anything can humanly be. But the passion that melts me inside is for you. I lay besides an emptiness that is only meant to be occupied by you,
Even though you tore my heart in two I'm still in love with you. And if one day I can love someone else, I'll have forgiven you And I've learned to respect myself.   When I finally learn to let this go
It's been one month since I was standing here last. With this wonderful man hosting. And a beautiful partner in the audience.   I had written a poem for them.
I remember Late nights with your skin against mine and our breath mingling in the small space between us. I remember
"Are you leaving?" she said. I informed that im to return soon. Her stare blanketed in dis-array, I inquired if something was needed. "Can you leave my heart on the table until you get back?"
My life consists of heartbreak, It's all made up of shit. Confusion is synonymous With life and life with it.  I hate to look in mirrors To see what's looking back: The sunken eyes, the fatty thighs,
who are we now sometimes i don't feel like we're the same souls whose eager teeth met by the brick river on days like this i wonder what it would be like to be us again-
You told me you loved me You told me that you cared But what we did to sarah… I guess this is only fair   You always kept me hidden I thought you meant it when you said forever you didn’t 
He wrecked me Broke me down piece by piece Through our laughs Our love Our fights Our long nights Our pain Our joy Our hopes Our plans He destroyed each part of me
You look through a glass I know she’s on your mind you cry tears of spite yet your heart remains kind And you keep on wondering How a girl loved as she Would keep you expectant
Meeting you was like finding my favourite song, learning all the lyrics won't take very long. Your eyes had a fire, one I know I'd surely desire. A desire for you to take those gracious hands of yours,
MA
Honestly, what's the point of this game you play? When all you'd rather do is lay up and smoke all day You say over and over to let my guard down but when I finally do
The heart of a lover, eyes of a cheater. Stomach of the deprived, longing for a taste that is sweeter.   The smile of a friend,
Jaded.
Sacrifice.
Painting Greys
With this being our last moment together, whether or not you know it. I owe it to you to be as honest as possible, but that's impossible to do and not hurt you.
When I saw you last night you looked happy, joyful, even. When I saw you last night, I wanted to hug you because God you don't know how much I miss you. When I saw you last night every memory we made and every kiss we
tell me that you want a tree, an Apple Tree. the fruit you desire, it will produce but, if you, plant it first. the tree will give you many years but, if you, will give it drink.
Sometimes love finds you in your darkest place and signals you hope with a sign of light at the end of the tunnel But sometimes that approaching light is a speeding truck with a fatigued driver who's responses are slowing down
I could see that pain and hatred in your eyes The moment she spurned you as childish and unwise. I know how it feels to be scorned and chastised. I know how it feels to go against those baptized.
Rejected Isolation Hurting more than it should Why did I get so attached? Please let me be Don't make me see your face Beautiful you Versus ugly me World shattering Heart aching
How are you so stupid, so naive? You brought this on yourself. Walked in a locked room with no keys. Don't bother blaming anyone else, Don't cry, beg, or plead. How do you expect to get out?
We were in love once, not long ago. You said that you could never let me go.   You kissed me with all of your energy Maybe that's why you set me free  
Can you please make me remember,How we started this fight?‘Cause I can't remember,our last good night. What are we doing?I said I loved you, You said you might. This is a jumbled mess,Do you realize?I look at your face,You look away from my eyes. 
That smile Broke me. Here at the start of suffering I let You, And only You Break my resolve And I simply Couldn't fight The tears Anymore.
Dear Nik,   Do you remember me? Do you recognize me?   Sometimes I wonder If you still think about me The way that I
See, just day before yesterday We were in love He'd smile when he saw me Hold me close Too scared to drop me See, that's how it used to be Still my best friend My number one shoulder
Little do you know How I'm breaking while you fall asleep Little do you know I'm still haunted by the memories Little do you know  
You were the happiest most wild person I’d ever met. Seeing you always brought joy to my otherwise lifeless life.
Dear you who I don’t know what to call anymore,   In between frozen touches and blank stares I knew it all along, hidden in your cryptic answers. Chaste messages. I figured It can’t be so bad.  
to you, who loved me without love:   it has been so long. three years ago You were everything. had not touched me yet
Dear Anon,   The anonymous you. The unknown to the world, but known deep to my heart. You’ve been there. Deep inside of me. You’ve heard the beats and rhythm. You’ve shaped and molded it to the way you wanted it.
Dear K, Intoxicated were we, but intoxicating was your kiss, the night we first expressed ourselves to each other.  Wrapped in your sweet embrace, unaware of future regret.   
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I thought I loved you, but I think I fell in love with the thought of you. You kissed me with such passion, and you told me things I know you had a hard time saying,
To the ones who have hurt me the most- I hate that you know when I'm holding back tears; how I play with my jewelry or pinch at my skin I hate that you know how I like my sandwiches-
Don’t tell me pretty lies, With that look on your face, Because although you are beautiful The ugly never fades. There’s beauty in your eyes, And there’s strength that’s in your arms,
Dear Love,   Sometimes, Your soft brown eyes Fill my Stomach with such a strong boiling rage I want to light your curly hair on fire
It’s been a few months now and I don’t know why I am writing about you. It feels like an obligation, but what will this really do?  
Why is love so cold? We sit back and wait til we grow old. In search to find the person of our dreams, We are left to be the one in need. Crying all night with no one to talk to,
Dear Heart, It's me againYes, I know I've been gone for awhile Yes, I still love you No, You are not alone  Cover up Your cracks are showing  Stop bleedingYour color is fading 
To the boy I have feelings for From the girl who can’t take it anymore   What hurts more than heartbreak  is the fact I saw a future But all the damage and pain Lonely, afraid, I’m not sure  
Dear Lover,  I am not a puppy or a little plaything you can choose because you think I am cute,  I am not a creature you can punish for not behaving how you would like me to,
3:50 AM I wish i knew how you really felt. Are you here because you choose to be here, or because you felt that you had to be?    I wish you knew just how hard i've tried.
3:50 AM I wish i knew how you really felt. Are you here because you choose to be here, or because you felt that you had to be?    I wish you knew just how hard i've tried.
I think I'm falling in love with a ghost, dear, I think I'm falling asleep. I see him on the edge of my vision, singing me soft lullabies with ethereal beats.    The ghost's eyes peer out at me,
I am unable to recast The same sun that rose  The day that was our last This isn’t what I chose Glass between our paths I had you in my grasp
Forgive my reach I can't stop I know I should But I can't stop We pick our fruits From the places we love But seasons change
Dear Sam,  Sometimes I'm not sure if I miss you or the way you made me feel. Sometimes I'm not sure if I can live another second without feeling the way you made me feel. Sometimes I'm not sure how you really made me feel.
I love you in the morning, with soft sunlight peeking through the curtains casting over your sleepy face; eyes dazed, smile slanted,
We met in school, but we rarely talked. You waited for me. Then I fell in love with someone else, But you waited for me. When it ended, we were in different classes, Yet you waited for me.
Dear Kelcee, It’s okay that we drifted apart, That’s just how things go sometimes, Just know you’ll always have a home in my heart. It’s okay that your life came crashing down,
You told the bird you don't like the way it sits on my wrist. You don't like how it would permanently stay. You don't like its meaning. And to make you happy the bird would have to sacrifice its own life in pain.
love is just not my thing.  maybe it never was. And never will be.
You had me fooled to think that you were right about everything.  But no you were trying to convince me to your side. Or at least the side you thought was right.  We are all wrong in different ways.
The tender gift of your gentle lips graced my chilled, red cheeks for the first time   The gift of your tenderness gives me reason
Dear Heartbreak, You're disintegrating me. All of my feelings of happiness are gone. It's been months... why keep torturing me? You're driving me to complete agony. I wish the pain of betrayal and 
I am from a no college family, from a brother in trouble with the law, and another brother with a mental illness.
Fear      breaks The crack of dawn Tossing, turning, yearning Hardly ever learning   People and places Pasts and problems Things I’ll never have the answer— Four Years. 
Dear Jessica,    What does a man feel like? Is he soft like trampled moss? Or scratchy like peeled back bark? Does his smile warm your heart?
Dear Jessica,    What does a man feel like? Is he soft like trampled moss? Or scratchy like peeled back bark? Does his smile warm your heart?
Dear you, You have hurt me deeply    Everything about me is suffering Coated with anger only to reveal the sadness underneath
Dear Him, Your eyes shine so bright, Just as the stars in the sky. I remember the night, You had said good bye. The sparkling sun gleamed down, As I replay the memories;
Everytime we argue, we create a storm. You say things you don't mean- please don't make a scene. Those vulgar words you say, I wish they could be unheard. And as we separate- the clouds they turn grey.  
Dear lover,   The warming filling of your heart brings satisfaction to my mind. I trust you with all my being to never ever break my heart.  
I could never love  Love someone who has the same name as you  Your name  Carries  Such negative connotations   I could never love your name again
Laith, I once loved a flower so much One day it started to wilt Despite all my efforts to save it Even for just a day It wilted away   That’s what it was like loving you    
Dear Josh,   I know a goodbye is due And I understand that you’re sad too. But my heart is breaking at the seam,
Dear Erin,  
Lark,   My voice could never reach your ears, but I hope this letter might. Listen for a moment, nothing more. Let my moonlit misery reach your heart and fall into you.
To the one that never was and never could be: Muhammad, Alhaji, quickfeet,   While the spirits of the dead Roam the heavens The fairytale we seek Shatters to the extreme While my suicide kisses
Dear boyfriend,  You utter unoriginal, clichés into my ears that sink and make me feel validated. You touch me with sinful purposes so that I feel like I might have a purpose.
someday a boy will break your heart in two consider this a forewarning to you   his eyes brilliant baby blue will consume you entirely
My dearest Zac, The words spilled out of your mouth  Apologies fell onto the table  Excuses splashed into my coffee so that it tasted like lead when I drank it.  You took the stars I once saw in your eyes 
Dear Person Who Broke My Heart, Yeah we all know about heartbreak And Lord why does it always feel like a mistake Making all these feelings start to resonate Like the stars floating in the galaxy
You take it all, my love is simply yours to take you frightened me, stripping me bare heed not, for I am not freed from this heartbreak "But I love you, it's true" you swear.  
Dear Mom... I don’t even know where to start with you these days. How are you? It feels weird to say that.  Do you wonder how I’m doing, too? I’m 25 now, A woman. Last time you saw me I was a girl.
Do you think about me the way I do about you? Do you reminisce about the past we once shared? I await the day when I can hold your hand again and smile because of our love Do you think about me, too?  
Dear L.B,   Four years ago, He died- My sweet loved one. It was a long, hard death, Taking months to ware him thin. Cancer does that to a person.   I was there when He died.
          I waited for you to fall into my arms. Instead, I just felt you slipping away.                                                              -expectations
dear lover, there are pieces of myself that simply belong to you. when you leave, you take, & you fill me up with lies in exchange for what you drained of me. this is the best way manipulative men will get me to stay.   
Was it my fault that you didn't tell me I was spending too much time away? Was it my fault I couldn't read your mind? Maybe I'm the fool.
Perhaps I was wrong, maybe my accusations have been oversung.   You were, as far as I was sure, the problem that made me fight.   But as I leave you in the dirt and move on, it seems
To my love--   There’s a shade of pink in the setting sky that reminds me of you. The same shade of pink
sometimes when i'm alone you rattle through my head you are loud yet gentle i make it a point not to listen to you, as if by doing so i am winning a prize if forgetting the last lines of the first verse is the prize
It isn’t as nice as it was three years ago when I knew you loved me, Now it’s more like smiling at you from behind a window with tears in my eyes...
Dear Hurricane Victor,   A hailstorm commenced when I agreed to be yours And you, mine… I often wonder if it was a sign.  
You tell me it didn’t happen like that-- I should just get over it… but I can’t. I can’t forget the words that you’ve said to me,
Dear Casey,   You said you loved me And I left you Because I couldn't do it. I couldn't do it...   You're 24 with a kid, You smoke weed, I met you online,
A twinkle in a kind souls eye,Lights smile with a single try.Sheepish grin, unsure of speach,A brush of hand, while just in reach.
To my Mocha Frappuccino, my first love, my first heartbreak,   Can beauty ever really come out of this pain? Can these words ensure that the suffering was not in vain?
To The Man Responsible--   Your memories come back in flashes like the bright white specks when you sit up too quickly
The branches are empty as the birds have flown. The tree still hopes for new nests to be sewn.   The night has passed and it's time for the dawn. Yesterday is there but the shadows are gone.  
The first thing you notice is the smile. It melts your heart away.He will try to hide it when he realizes that you've noticed.if he does this, just tease him. Tell him not to smile. I promise he will be smiling in three seconds max.
Dear Heartbreaker,    Thank you.  Thank you for breaking me and leaving me. Thank you for destroying my confidence. Thank you for the lies, the cheating, the arguments.
As you embark on this journey of life It is imperative that you know I am with you Although we're miles apart In distance and in heart Somehow, I will remain with you
Dear Unidentified Man,
Sitting in the coffee shop Where once we’d smile My heart did a little hop I saw her for the first time in a while   My hands were shaking 
They tell me I don't need alcohol to have fun. They tell me it's ok to socialize and be happy before getting drunk, but I can't do that after you left.
Dear past lover    I remember opening my heart and difficult life to you . I remember the laughter , first times , and happiness. Past lover I remember you ripping my heart out and not caring.
Your distance has done nothing but destroy my sanity and leave me feeling all messed up. There was once a time you poured your all into me; now, you’re just an empty cup.
I was trying to be conscientious to not think about you, But after closing myself off in a personal quarantine for so long, I couldn’t help but start reminiscing about our relationship.
Dear Christian, I try not to cry as I say goodbye. Perhaps before we meet next I'll die Or maybe you will forget about us. I blame the rat for leaving with a cuss. The lack of you leaves holed my center core.
Dear First Love,   With words left unsaid, and feelings left unexplored, I try to rest my head, as sleep goes ignored.   We were two young kids with the world at our feet.
I tried to be strong But strong is not strong, And crying is not wrong If it happened again I would be weak I would not lie down and take it. I would cry and weep and make it impossible  for you
i'd still do it all over again and every day i fell for you i hoped you would love me too but you wouldn't maybe i was wrong for thinking you'd stay but i never figured
Everyone tells me what I did wrong and how to fix it for next time. Next time. Next time there won’t be a next time. There are too many holes and trysts and trails in my heart I’m shutting it all down.
It started cute...  like any normal relationship  we talked everyday,  learning eachothers loves, dreams and passions.  I told you what I was...  You said that you didn't mind. 
to my best friend, call it whatever you want whatever this was it was us two stubborn teens stuck in this cycle going back and forth
          Dear Samantha, My dearest Samantha. This letter has found you which makes my heart soar  to the heavens. I cannot hide my feelings for you within, so I include them in this letter.
I see your shirt, I see you in it,  Then back out of it again.   Every night I end up in the same place, At the bottom of the hole that you dug for me.
    wrap me in your love again. blanket plush, velvet crushed. make me feel again. misery, over and over.
My dear raging wildfire love, It really just takes a small spark to start the fire, But when it takes control, It takes over, engulfing everything,
You said, you said that we'd last but now the flag flies half-mast You said, you said this was true, so real so how is it you cease to feel You said, you said, don't give up yet whose eyes look away so abrupt
Of a melancholy tone She is through with you Look at what you have done And the madness you've put her through Just consider her gone You manipulated her heart Always the one to torture
Dear My Future Ex,   I'm tired of all the lying and the cheating, Our alliance suffers from treason,   Whenever we talk, we're fire breathing, Only time we aren't fighting, is when we're eating,
With everything that's happening,Between you and me and them,I'm just starting to realize,The things I've been missing out on, In the days I've been gone.I didn't want to wait long, But I'm afraid of putting myself out in the open, So here it goes
You are the closest image of home I have ever encountered. I buried my secrets into your crumbling foundation. My truths filled the holes of your cracking backbone. You loved it; more so you needed it to survive.
I know you probably have had millions of different people around the world seek out to you. People of different skin tones and cultures, who have been searching for you their entire life's and not to even have a glimpse of you. The real you.
Dear Person, I thought I knew, The day we met I was at my best, life was full and my heart was beating out of my chest,
A smile one day changed everythingI didn't know then, how could I?One doesn't just jump from one to the nextBut, is it worth it?Future can be surrounded with success and happiness,or fraud and despair
Love is a thing with Arms,it loves to craddle you when most weak -It listens to your thoughts and changes them- All you do is out of love-But what is love might I say-Dreadful tears and sorrowful alibies
I need closure.   Set some things straight.   I was insecure and vulnerable, and no, I don't want to go on a date.   Why do you taunt me?    Stupid, silly, fate.  
Time. It's been 1 week. You've stopped talking to me and it makes me think, Everything is not what it seems. You've stopped with the cute nicknames. You've stopped and I feel like I'm to blame.
Dear Rebekah, I always take a look at you when you're not aware, But most times you catch me looking and I find it so unfair That the stars in your eyes twinkle, when you see him and not me,
This poem reflects a bad relationship: Dear whoever cares, My heart hurts. My stomach hurts My chest hurts. It's my entire body actually. I feel like I forgot how to breathe. This isn't right.
to the person i can’t forget,   the sun sets, taking my happiness with it. the same way you left, taking parts of me with you. and i realize, after you left,
  im sorry Yall probably wont ever see this but this needs said im sorryI know at times it appears otherwise but i love you all truly i always have
Dear ex-lover,    You say that it's not always about me as if this fear of not being enough of ruining every good thing in my life
dear heartbreak,
Girl, just turn the page He never was into you All he did was criticize And broke your poor heart in two It was nothing but a facade A masquerade at that Do not drown in sorrow
To My First Love, Oh boy did I love you. We went from nothing to everything in under a month. A couple of dates, to hanging out every single day. I was on top of the world with you.
You
  I thought I knew you, The you sitting there, With an eager smile, You would take to a chair. A chair beside me,
If I were to see you again I'd run to you Wrap my arms around your neck And bury my face in your shoulder I'd inhale so deep my lungs burst with your scent
My summers used to consist of waking up to the sun high in the sky, riding bikes around the neighborhood, and slip n slides.  But as time went on, and I got older, the neighbors moved aw The water fights, replaced with my phone.
Dear Grandma, I'm doing fine. Thanks. How are you? ... How long has it been since I last wrote? Couple weeks. yeah. ... huh? ... Like really wrote?
Liberation, She called it, Discharging pet Lovebird from the Foreign shackles Named commitment  
Dear first love, You left me scarred Positively and negatively You know everything you did right but little of what you did wrong.
Winter has whispered it's gentle song, above and below, like an ancient tongue.   The streets are frosted, much like her eyes. I can't find her, not even amidst the blue suburban skies.  
I left a ghost, on the curb of a suburb at midnight.   We parted ways, and I mumbled goodbye.
You can keep the flowers, carry my words, leave with tide.   And keep the winter silence, you so willingly traded me for.
Dear What Could've Been,  hey. this is kind of weird. i know you but you dont know me i think about you a lot actually  i wallow in the idea of you  i savor each moment  moments 
Ok I can do this  Hi... There... No that’s not right  Hello, how’s it going? That’s not it either  Hey... Oh you’re gone.  
I want the version of you Made up in my head That comes to me in dreams But my heart knows That she’s not the same you Who left me shaking
Dear Pain,  There are things that need to be said  but the words always seem to run There are actions that ought to be taken but the rhythm seems undone The tears appears all dried up
Dear Loss,   I am watching you walk away (for the God-knows-how-many-th-time), but this time it is different.  
One person Made me so happy Yet so dejected At the same time   We used to sit And watch the leaves fall During the most
To wake up to the sound of my own broken heart that is the worst way to start the dayTo wake up thinking about how you leftmakes me want to drive a knife through my heartTo wake up not knowing the future of us
I write this poem To my grandmother A sister, a friend, A wife, A mother   The sweetest being One could know An uplifting spirit If you were low   She wore that smile
Your beady eyes are as dark as the night Your hair is too long and must be cut soon Your presence beside me doesn't feel right When you speak to me I no longer swoon Your sister's red car pulls out of the lot
Once again that my heart shattered Lights went blackout, no more flickered My head went full blank My life I had hang I thought my life doesn't matter
  For a moment I heard your voice, for a moment time stopped just so I could notice you. You’ve changed so much, it’s clear that everything between us is now different.  
To the girl with the beautiful soul,  
last october english class our gaze meets you smile and turn away this moment, haunting my thoughts for days on end I twist everything I've heard you say  making myself believe you like me
Falling Once again Too deep to try to swim Falling For him I need to stop I'll just get hurt He will just hurt me in the end But im falling Into his ocean eyes
Falling Once again Too deep to try to swim Falling For him I need to stop I'll just get hurt He will just hurt me in the end But im falling Into his ocean eyes
To all young people considering returning to a boy who forfeit his right to be called a boyfriend I have some advice  
Te quiero mucho. Mucho. ¿Por qué no lo vez? Eres mi mundo. Tienes mi corazón. Te quiero en mis brazos. Te amo.
All I want for you is to laugh with me.  I want to make you laugh. I want to hear you laugh next to me. The sound that sounds oh so good to me. The sound that my ears never get tired of.
Run away into her arms You’ll be safe there Drowned in expensive perfume Gluttony, let me eat the envy 12 batches of burnt chocolate chip cookies  
Early dawn in the bed when you cried out for your mother And you choked on your tears as they rolled you down the stairs They said by god’s grace but it was really just a stretcher and sirens
I never knew what it was like to feel so broken  you couldnt get out of bed because you didnt want to face the world But after years Of having the weight of the world on my soul
i feel you in my           bones you are the breath caught    in my lungs and running through   my       veins and maybe thats why  i find myself        running the blade across my
  Dang, another hour passed Here, thinking ‘bout our past Time slipping through our hands Like an hourglass. And I just sit here and just laugh,
You are an artist when it comes to words.  Your tongue is the brush, my heart the canvas.  You knew just the words to paint my heart  the color of love you promised me.  You charmed me with reds of passion. 
I said i’d leave you alone But nights like these make me want to talk to you. You’re the piece of my youth & desperation That god no longer wanted to carry.
dear boy i almost gave everything to, i am not a glistening bar of solid authentic gold, i am not a crystal clear 50 karat diamond, i am not a smooth pearl that shimmers in the sun.   i am a ruby.
I can feel their love, feel how much they care. Yet, is it enough to keep me from the thoughts that lurk in the back of my mind, swiming in the pool of insecurites, splashing its poisonous water
Girl, his heart was never there But you decided to stay You were blindsided by love He has sadly, led you astray You have suffered a great deal What a tough lesson to learn Next time just open your eyes
To The Girl Who Has His Heart Now,
  How could you let me grow so fond of you? When I said “I love you”- I meant it. I use to think you did, too. No longer do I believe that lie
You used to say The only way You could ever sleep Was in my arms So when did it change That I was the one Wandering at night And you were the one Finding solace in sleep?  
I only started Praying again When I thought that god Might give me a hand So for the second time In my life I lay awake at night Reciting the Lord’s Prayer Every single night
There is another sky With another life Where our names aren’t etched Onto my bones Poisoning my roots   Where stars don’t hold My wishes long gone There to taunt me
There you are where I could always admire from afar See your light, Its radiant colors Melting into the ocean waters   Here I am
Dear mother,  I banged on your bedroom door with a bleeding heart you pretended to be asleep I hate you  I came home and found a note on my bed, in which you wrote
IF I COULD CHANGE THE PATH I DECIDED TO FOLLOW    what a fool I was;  i exposed  the depths of my soul to you  on dreary cloudless nights when the moon was high  and the only thing 
Dearest Jon, I'm back. Once again I remember your face and long for your touch when my mind  s i n k s to the depths reserved for sleep depreived nights.
dear Ivan, you promised me the world and left me with nothing when I would have been happy with just a city or something you couldn't go big
To: My Heartbreaker I've had a lot on my mind, and if I hold it in any more,I think I'm going to burst.You don't know this but
Liar, liar you broke my heart first you set my flesh afire I gasped as you let go of my hand and watched me burn liar, liar why would you do this?
Dear child,   Unravel me. I am lost, a spider embedded in her own web. Push, fidget, scratch, claw Fingernails on their death bed. Gnawed by fear, gargled by pain, Spit out by forgiveness.
She has decided to walk away Because, you did not treat her right Nothing but a chaotic scene Situations sadly, ended in a fuss or fight Face the reality of the matter She often drowned in tears
Dear Koleen,
The teardrops on my face Keep dripping The tables turn and somehow  Keep flipping
I miss the smell of alcohol on your breath, The haze of smoke in the air around us, The half smirk you always have curled up on the left side of your mouth,  
Why does he do such things? Or should I say Why doesn’t he do such things? It’s the little things that count Where are the little things?   Am I
Think a thought and let it simmer Go for a walk in the woods and get wonderfully lost Take a blow to the head and taste the liquor Jump on a plane and forget the cost   Cut the gluten and end up thinner
To the boy I loved in high school, I remember the day you told me Everyone has an addiction for some it’s smoking and others it’s binge drinking My addiction wasn’t nicotine or alcohol
For the first time. Sad love songs Didn't make sense anymore. The melody would twist into my ears, But my brain did not remember The familiar guest; She was rejected at the door.
In a second Mutuals become companions From jokes to sincerity From half-hearted chats to imersive colloquy   In a second Companions tie themselves together Silver shiny peal
Isn't strange. Isn't it weird. To know someone so well but find their favorites feel like a rubix cube. Their favorite color a mystery Their favorite food a riddle
Seeming sweet Yet turning salty Worlds reversed A lovely treat But quite faulty Something still lurks Dictionary's anguish Sunshine's despondence Aroma's maliase Once a wish
A ring rests lightly on my finger No not a golden band, A simple piece of metal,
dear love, you are a nightmare dressed as a miracle. you are misleading. you are troublesome. but somehow, you always seem beautiful. you always seem to pull me in
If I share my mind, will that be of higher value than my body? If I share my words, my thoughts, fears, passions,  will that be of higher value than my kisses, my hugs, touches, caressing hands?
Sometimes I can't tell if I'm falling in love with the person or the moment. Sometimes I wish I could still dwell in my depression with you. It felt easier. At least I wasn't alone.
I can't get your fucking taste out of my mouthand you can't get mad at me for the ways I tried to   I kissed him and I kissed anotherbut I think they could tell I whispered your name into their mouths  
I’ve been contemplating for the past three days,Words to describe my precise emotions,And I become embarrassed by myself,For not even being able to, in such a s
So close.Close enough to admire the part in your hair, Close enough to study the creases of your face, From years of laug
Were you too misinformed to see clearly,Of how they were destroying your own soul?You opened your mind to them so simply,As if there was not a blood-l
Let me tell you a story
Of her heavy mind that cried 
Every night to the moonlight
As she always questioned why.
Let me tell you a
“We need to move on,” you say. I pretend I’m okay. I lay in my bed, staring at the ceiling. The same ceiling I would look at while in the bed with you. I imagine every touch so vividly I almost feel it.
Dear you, It has been awhile I know. My heart has been hurting and my bones are becoming dry.   Dear you, I’ve ignored your cries, I’m sorry.
Wanting what you can’t have Enough to drive you crazy Feelings getting stronger And now it’s scary Fear of rejection Show remorse When I ask if you want this When I go for the last kiss
i called. as i listened to my phone ring- going once, going twice- it stopped; my heart did, too.   for a moment, i thought you had answered. but then, oh, but then, there goes the ringer,
To my ex-lover, You were my first real love, My first serious relationship. You taught me how to be in a relationship, How to love, How to be compassionate, How to commit.
You are just standing there in the dark The look on your face seems grim The lady of your life has taken lots of abuse Your outlook looks mighty slim She feels battered and betrayed
Dear most loved lover,  I sat here ... and thought of you.  I felt something everytime you spoke, everytime you breathed.  I want to say it was fear because then I would have a reason to leave you,  -to protect me-
Childhood's games with my best buddy turned into    his father "breaking up" with me for him in front of my mother. All night video games binge-sessions shifted into routines of staying in my bedroom all  night
Dear God, He just committed a fraud. He promised to never leave, And made me believe. Oh, why? Have I been told a lie? Now I lay confused, And my heart is bruised. Oh, please guide me,
"You have neat eyes" Said one of the sweetest guys "You're the best thing that's ever happened to me" He was as sweet as can be "When we get married..." he would always say When did that feeling go away?
Oh it's you.  Hello again! I know, it's been so long, it's so nice to see you! What do you think? I've barely been holding myself together.  Are you kidding, I've never been better! How's the wife?
I thought that if I gave you your stuff back, then your ghost would leave me. And I thought that if I flirted with other guys, I'd forget the words you told me before. But the truth is, everything I do makes my heart ache more.
Dear Rose,  
To whom it may concern, Actually, you’re the one that should be concerned. I would say your name but even when I call on your name You still don’t listen.
Dear the person who took my heart, Once upon a time, there was a girl and a guy who had very paranoid ideas about meeting people.
my eyes leak like the old pipes here a little bit broken unless you angle them right   but i’ve been off kilter since you left bent me out of shape careless  
Hearts are very delicate     They can be torn apart     It is important who you give it to     For they could use it to only make you look like a fool    
You never know what will happen, Life goes in unexpected ways. Through the hard times, And good times, Even the indifferent.   They say “when life gives your lemons,
As I fade in and out of sleep Thoughts of you dance through my mind It pains me to know That you never experienced such sorrows Your first love
My love For thunderclouds And rainy nights Is like my love For you   Cold and depressing.  
Ill use the love letters you wrote me to fuel the fire I light to destroy this paper house I have been living in.    
Buy into the aestheticI wouldn't spare you a dime I am my own butcher of my edifice Not a single truth nor a single lie Could slow the ebbs in current Could stop the rising tide
Love is enticing Icing on cake I'll go where it takes me  I hope I don't break   I've made journeys to hearts Universes apart I've seen, but I've felt much more
"The windows to our soul", they are often named, an indicator for first impressions - or feelings. Blessed as they were, when I first saw you.  Though sadness you emanated, curiousness I took in.
Approximately, there’s a 1 chance in 10^390 (it’s in scientific notation, and it happens to be quite the number, biggest number here actually.) of life on earth, it is so near to impossible that it would never happen in the 13 billion years or so
  7 months forward and i'm sitting here all alone i forget your face I only remember in the songs I'm feeling lost and  
Do you remember when we could finally date? I do You gave me this pink paper ring I could tell you spent hours making it for me I cherished that ring as if it was worth thousands Because to me, it did
The letter of a tragedy Where it all began;   It all started with the letter A I flew up to the skies with him
I hate you. The thought of you makes me insane. The way you manipulate when you look at me with eyelids heavy and lips curled.
Our love was bright red,  You made me fall quick and hard, Then tore me to shreds. 
because i love You, i don’t mind being ignored by You. i don’t mind being in this one-sided relationship which i know will destroy me. but because i love You,
11 days I can't believe it 11 days and we are going to be the happiest couple for 6 months
I drank the poison, And became addicted. You warned me to ease off of it, Then you went and flipped it. You became addicted to my addiction. But when I lost my supply, You made sure I got high,
We were born from the same star But stars burn out So we did the impossible We fell here To this safe haven But what is safe when it's gripped by your screaming? Can nudes save us?
wings flapping in the windhairs standing on their end crows calling to offendtheir life can no longer mend.she dreamed of nothing sweetthey could no longer meetshe watched her girl get beatthey failed to be discreet .screaming shouting hatingno lo
It's a crowded room, but all I see is summer rain on cobblestones, and through a rain-stained lens, something points my vision to you. Like the headlights of two cars behind red lights at a midnight
I look in the mirror And see everything he couldn't. I see the angel kisses spread across my skin Even the one on my lip. I see the gentleness in my eyes And the hope in my smile.
Dear momma Thank you for giving me Real Love The kind of love where I feel safe enough To be myself and shine Real Love
Healthy love, is not one sided it is more than a rush once two people are united it is to put full trust in someone and not wanting to let go it is not listening and going with the flow
Sorry. I'm sorry. I fucked up, I know. It doesnt mean anything now but if somehow it means something, I only meant well.   I only wanted to feel what it was like
Because I Love You,
Because I love you, I decided to stay I listened to every possible excuse that you had to say   Because I love you, I clung on until the very end
"I like you too."  Something that I,  for five years,  have longed to hear  you tell me.  My heart throbbed  with ecstasy,  My stomach panged  in surprise, 
You love me, I sit in my room playing games. You tell me you love me. I love you, I sit at my desk in my room playing games. You tell me you love me. You love me, I sit on my bed in my room playing games. You tell me you hate me.
you’re nine years old. At this time, you’re starting to lose esperanza.
I used to obsess about my books being perpendicular on the night stand; that was of course before you found your way into my life.
I know what's wrong.  I'm so afraid to jump and fall My heart wants to jump She thinks it's worth it, she's been hurt but not enough. My mind sees the hurt and warns of the danger
I tried it. I will try anything once. I tried to trust you, believe your promises. I tried to follow you even if you were wrong. I tried to love you, trust me this time.
I wonder if you know what you do to me or what happens when you look into my eyes.   And I wonder if a heart could break from strain of staying away too long.  
I'm sorry.   I'm sorry for the lies, the things I've done, and constantly reminding you how little I care.  
Because I love you I send good morning texts And goodnight texts Because I love you I remind you to eat And make sure you're okay Because I love you I break down knowing we won't last
The world doesn't understand our love. It cannot comprehend the myriad of emotions you make me feel. They do not see us the way we do, Only seeing us as two females in a heteronormative society.
it's late to be thinking about youwe went our separate ways over two years agobut we also said i love you a little over three years agothat's what sticks with methat you left and how you were my first love
All my life I have been taught to work towards my desires- And turn them into possessions. And for the most part, I have been successful.
Wish to cut deep into my skin, Past the bones and intestines, To my inner layer of blood and marrow To take away my pain tomorrow Wish to drown inside the water Were even sound does not bother
The Words Spill onto  The paper in Dropletts of agony Things that left my mind When the tenderness of the moment Encapsulated me in the Woven Tapestry of  Your adortion
  You wouldn’t know it if you met her But her moods can make Hurricanes in your soul Storms that pour and destroy And seem to last forever
Did I call you beautiful enough? Was I so careless as to Confine those words to a feeling? That time you sat on the counter While we made heart-shaped cookies
Aching, Screaming, Pounding Pain, Spin my world and Split my brain.   It hurts, It mars,
Those innocent smiles and hugs Did they give your heart a tug? Make you fall deeper and deeper each time Make you wish you were all mine   My heart swayed with your sensation My threads too bare
Heart Disease is the leading cause of death in America in all genders.  It penetrates your atriums, obliterates your aortas, and annihilates your artery’s.  They say nothing sucks the life out of you like Death.
You enter a farmer’s market There is a wide range of fruits From oranges apples pomegranates and yes Even the controversial tomato    
 Toxic thoughts arrive uninvited   Memories of love unrequited Undecided on what’s there for me, I wonder why you weren’t  there for me Everyone said, “Tread carefully”, I was running on ice and never knew I fell in
When you were my craving, you crippled desire, gave aid to aversion, extinguished our fire. We flickered and faulted in ashes, your potion of passion was potent but proved to be altered. It may be you,
Spoken Communicated Listen   Comforted Focused Responded   Stopped Stopped Stopped  
I am sorry, it is time for me to depart I have seen the person that you really are Yet, he wishes for me to stay Pulling the same trick just so I stick around for another day
You Are the hope around my neck. The pendant on my chest rests on the Padlock to my blood that Stained all over the dress you stressed to see me-
What they don’t tell you about being pretty is that boys will kiss you without your permission and lead you into their bedrooms when their parents aren’t home
Because I love you I believe your lies when you tell me I’m your everything   Because I love you I listen to your evil slurs when you drunkenly push me against the wall  
Your shoulders held up with gilded rope. Delicate, as if gliding on the wind. My words slip, voice chokes and drowns, and for an insignificant time, I’m lost and strung out. The moment came and the moment
Do you want to know why dreams are better than reality?   In dreams, you can be with people who you could never be with in reality. You can hug and hold them with no fear of separation.
Do you want to know what my biggest fear regarding you is? Do you want to know what I worry about the most when I look at you?  
He was a child when he figured out his life plan. Heartbreaker. Maybe he know his future occupation would consist of broken Tears seamlessly Streaming
he looked me in the eyes and told me please don't cry "it was only this one time i'd never re-commit this crime"   it's been three years since still every time i hear his name, i wince
Becasue at one time I love you: I let you touch my soul you had the magic touch two mend my torn heart At three you kept my bed warm like a burning piece of coal  when no one else was there four me 
As you were the light that rose upon my life the day you sung your beautiful melody to me, I never wanted you to leave; but if your happiness depended on it then that's all I ever wanted was for you to be happy,
it scares me  how much control you have over me if I give you my heart will you tear it apart?   I find it kind of frightening how you struck me like lightning scars on my heart
You
For my entire life I never had a close friend And a life of outlandish interests Outcast me from the mainstream And left me in a bubble.
i guess i’ll back away from you, untangling the knots i’ve made around the concept of us. why does love always leave me with scabbed knees from landing too hard on the concrete.
I heard you in the wind The whispers were your voice I felt you in my bones The sweetest familiar noise I saw you in the waves
Summer time, crisp hot air, beautiful blue sky, and calmness, Heart damaged along with a wall built up the highest; trying to forget, Walking to the corner store to get some drinks, 
  mirror, mirror on the wall who is the fairest of them all? perhaps it is the boy who used to pinch me in preschool thinking hitting girls was what made rugrat boys cool
I'm afraid of change Afraid of not knowing What the next person Will be like with me Afraid of what they Might think about me Will they leave me Empty, alone, vulnerable Writing a poem in
I want to be with you all the time Because I love you I want to not be miles apart Because I love you Don't talk to other guys Because I love you Don't talk to anyone, just go home
I should have known better than to stare into your eyes for too long Or to read into your touch Now I sit here, pulling at strings But there is nothing to grab I thought, for a moment, that I might have you
Because I love you I find it hard to breathe The walls crash down on me Filling my lungs with screams Screams that suffocate
I let you in at the beginning, because I love you. I grew to like onions and watching horror movies, because I love you. I lost every friend, every other relationship, because I love you.
Because I love you, I will call you Dear, I will let you yell too, I will ignore my fears. Because I love you, I will hold in these tears, I will smile for you, I will call for help.
SOMETIMES I WONDER WHAT IT’S LIKE IN THAT MAN’S SHOES AND WHAT IT’S LIKE TO BE SO LOVED, AND UNAPOLOGETICALLY YOURSELF
It’s been a few days, Since I’ve looked in your eyes But I know the joy is gone, And you feel empty inside. I peek over my shoulder, Catch you turning away. You think I didn’t notice,
A healthy relationship. What is "healthy"? Saying I love you when you get off the phone? A good night and good morning text? A like on instagram? A tagged picture?
If my heart were a garden, Words flowers, I would suffocate in the weeds of your silence.
I was sixteen And with an open heart I did dream and fantasied alot I was loved and knew it I strolled to adulthood en route I fell in love and my imaginations widened I would lay awake all night
Cut me open tear me apart, This life wasn't chosen, so rip out my heart.   Replace it with stones so that I may turn cold.   Only then will I not care and still know
When the one you love most is getting hurt, what do you do? I knew her the best; we spent so much time together, it's impossible anyone surpassed our closeness.
My heart was hungry, a mouth to feed It thumped in my chest, the sound like a thousand pounding feet flooding the streets of the Big Apple You appeared, close but out of reach,
It's 1st January Happy new year That's all I could write on the card I was a little apprehensive as to what you'd say But I was a bit anxious too Had you rejected the card or made a seen What then?
A phrase that can mend a heart or break it into a million pieces
I Love You means so little When You're Crazy hurts so much I Love You Means so little When your heart is too cold to touch I thought you wanted the best for me Tell me, was it true?
Motherless Fatherless -child, alone in the world looking for direction.She's missing her fathers protection and her mothers affection.What she wouldn't give for just a moment so Surreal-- to feel, the touch of them both.
You liked to look at old things like houses. It was like a system check to make sure you were alive. Then one night, while I was resting under the hazy watch of a dark sky, you made my body your house.
I waded in the waters of nostalgia, of heartbreak.   Dancing under the veil of midnight glamour, the ghost of laughter admist unkept promises.   Silence, fractured her,
Maybe sunsets remind me of you, because I'm always left with the view of watching you fall, each time for someone else.
I turn away, from the beauty of the falling sun, hoping I can turn away from you.
because i love you i will still wish you the best and hope you are happy even though i am not i will wish the best for you even when you find another person to help you fix yourself
Every inch of my skin where you touched me now burns Every emotion you made me feel must burn Every memory of us will burn   I do not hate you I hate what you did The things you said
While we were innocent and happy you made me feel like flowers And I couldn't keep them to myself So I decided to plant them all over and make them as beautiful as you made me  
What can I say or do?I've begged you to stay but it seems that's the reason you walked away, giving me the excuse it's me, not you.With my heart torn into two what was I suppose to do?Sit around and cry, I've tried and I still feel awful.I've talk
Giving, giving, giving, giving, giving, no take I thought that just for once, my heart would catch a break Break as in rest, but instead the shit shattered
That boy. That boy you see on Instagram, You think he is cute? Well on the outside He is… But on the inside He will crush you. He will break you. As soon as you connect with him,
Once upon a time in suburbia not far, there lived a middle aged women who lived on a hill.
Rotten Core. That's what I found of you the one I adore. Adored. Once you came to my house with that apple, Charming, your smile full of esctacy
It's been a while since you shattered my heart. You left me all the memories to remember, i don't regret any cause I loved you from the start. I still see your smile in front of me, i still feel your touch on me,
The cave that protected me from the outside storm seems to be falling apart from withinLarge stones drop from the roof and the crash bounces off the wallsThe whistling and ringing in my ear are deafening The collapse forces me out And the storm co
The years passed so swiftly, And swiftly so too did I fall in love, My only life’s desire for you to embrace me,
It was pure luck I saw her from far away From the darkness of the brush And I prepare my jaws to crush   Her name was Little Red
We carved our future into the starsAnd then sat back and watched them float And boy did they move TwistingLeapingDancing through the night They spoke our lives Only,
3
You left a hole a mile wide And now I know how it feels to die This burning pit and vast alone I hate that you left but I’m glad you’re gone How could you shred my heart like this
Innocent eyes, hope alive, secret desires, tongue tied, plastic smile, Manipulative mind, genuine heart, conflictive thoughts, emotions rot,
I know you don't want to talk to me because you need to breathe but I'm restless without you  they say the only ones up at 4am are the loved and the lonely  but I'm broken You see
I cupped you in my hands and i said you couldn't leave. How silly of me. You burrowed your way through my ring finger and fought your way free.   I saw a picture of me and you today.
Why? Am I like this? I'm sick of you...   I hate you,  a little. Not a lot, but I hate you. at least a litt.le.   I'm trying, to figure out what
my eyes won't get any less redand my heart won't get any less deadif you were to buy me everything in the world,or lay me down in bed
as if pulled by strings two puppets of the same master lift their cups to open lips fill themselves spill over the edges drink each other in think of love and of sin and the convergence of fate
The last step I took was forwards, then backwards that's like riding in a Benz and then pushing an Acura I always tell this sob story, they say don't chase after her
I let you inside of my brain, didn't understand why you caused me pain, I find myself waking up in the middle of the night, Trying desperately to feel alright,   There is lead in my bones,
Your voice haunts me. Your image dances in my head. I cannot escape this feeling that's been filling me with dread. I am in a constant cycle of anxiety and despair, 'cause every time I go to sleep,
We were kids turning pages, in a couple year long love story and it ended pages ripped, i'm sorry.    My starry eyes didn't last, dear diary, I kept them waiting, then left them
And then the rustling Of my shaking trust Fills my heart Those shards of betrayal Go deeper than I thought Hurting more than I had anticipated
It's some things I wish I could delete from my memory Like the way we used to be I wish I could un-feel the safety I felt with your arms around me     Wish I could outrun the thoughts that chase me 
I fell in love once and that will never happen again People say there are plenty more fish in the sea but no, not for me  See love like this was supposed to be a dream    At first it was rose petals and silver bells
The stitched wound was ripped open The heart bledIt ached like an earthquakeThat didnt seem to end Breaths waverBody shakes Please save herBefore she breaks 
You used to take my breath away with just a single glance, Suddenly appearing behind me, You'd beg me to slow dance.   I was captivated by your confidence, And eagerness to impress,
There is a voice in the back of my skull that screams for release, That can only be found in a razor blade, or between your lips. If I pick and prod at my flesh enough I realize soon enough I can't feel anything,
You know that moment in your life where you just want to die? because you feel that it absolutely could not possibly get any worse; I felt this before I met you.
I look at you and I cannot believe that you don't know can't feel my depth of love, cannot reach your hand inside my heart and pull yourself out. I wonder feverishly
11:11pm I wished for you, I always wish for you.    I think that's what scares me the most, I cant stop wishing for you. I close my eyes as the tears roll down my cheeks and a shiver crawls down my spine.  
She sits on the swing right outside her window.   The window where she use to sneak out of every night.   It's 1 in the morning and her thoughts lead her back.  
I can't sleep without the window open at night.   I can hear the roaring of cars in the distance.   It reminds me of whe we would listen for cars before we crossed the street.  
These images that I play in my head, never see to disappear. Like the image of you turing away, not a galance back. But you've wittness my fairytale finally come to an end.
We were supposed to bike through Central Park and ride through the trees.We were supposed to take a trip to the shore and sleep on the beach.We were supposed to plant your garden and protect it from the bees.We were supposed to cuddle all night in
If I fell, would I feel it? The impact that would shake my bones? Or would my body remain numb, unaware of the cold?   Would my heart still beat, thumping against its cage?
Love is a broken promise, signing away your life. Trying to find clarity; instead, finding strife.
I am the human embodiment of fear and trepidation. My body is a reeking cesspool of panic so I lie awake in bed like an earthworm lay on cement and       rot  
I look around this hopeless cold world and all I see is rain..A broken mirror to my heart, the pieces of pain..How soon we forget..Long years and a lot of regrets..
you build with your words , you make sky scrapers from your sentences and cathedrals with stanzas ,
I'm not your Prince Charming  I'm not your Romeo  I'm not the one you call darling but don't cry infinite sorrows   Let me show you how to love and to laugh and cry Let me help you get back up
 Can you find me for me? I can’t believe this happened that was a big shaker I can’t even find my pieces.
I taught you how to love me and instead you took the information to use it for herThat's all I was for youA source on how to become better for someone elseIm a used book that got put back on the shelfEverything I ever showed you on how to love was
Remember when you laid next to me in my bedYou remember, yeah don't you?Covers over us and bodies pressed togetherYou loved me, didn't you?Well that's what you said when we were done fucking
I stood in the spot where we'd make out in my kitchen; where my parents couldn't seeI felt the loneliness in the lack of your presence and couldn't help but think How did we get to this? I thought what we had was love I thought you wanted
He made her feel so alive She yearned for that feeling of joyOnly he gave that to herHer eyes lit up like the night sky at the very sight of himHer heart came out of her chest with every word he spoke and lyric he sangShe felt so alive with him Be
You never said thank you for the rides home You never returned the looks in the hallways The texts with the girl of the same name, I would never do that to you
Your not here anymore Makes me wonder if you did leave A troubled soul that didn't know What he had when he left   We are learning a topic About something you endured
Everyone makes mistakes.. and everyone forgives, but why'd you forgive me... I remember the way you talked about him... You were actually happy when you got to talk, but then I came into the picture...
The thunder; it roars in the night resembling my stomach, for which I haven't ate a thing in days. Staring at my food, picking around it with my fork. The wind seems to blow cold sharp shards into my skin.  
First Sight Boundaries between, Walls knocked down Skies are cleared, King finds his crown. Smiles all the same But one in particular; Remains. Butterflies in the brain
You were over Me quick and Readily pricked My weak little Heart with your Needles.  
It's days like today when everything's just a little bit harder I'm constantly pricked with little reminders of a past life The breeze on a walk with an old friend whispers our memories
I keep thinking that someone needs to pay What can i do to make that happen I know i never will do a thing because of my nature Yet the fact they never saw my true pain frustrates me to no end I wish i punched you
I want to love you America, but how can I when our greatest mistake as a nation is preaching to our youth that what is in our textbooks can never happen again   we preach intelligence 
Squeezing  My chest is ...Squeezing Calling out for you to Squeeze me Hold me close and Acknowledge my existence without making me feel kiddish Like a child with a crush on a teacher
Her words can hold rhythm with the way your heart beats Her mouth spews promises I wish she could keep Theres whole galaxies in her head But she's afraid to leave the earth They say God is in the cosmos
i told him i loved him and he didn't say it back and now he's standing in the doorway watching me pack up my bags begging me "don't leave" but why would i stay why would i waste my time
  This venom stung me so deep that all I see is a blurred vision, The random feel of a pain so strong that all I fear is getting burned. You painted the black canvas in a dessert filled with sorrow,
I'm tired I miss you You don't care So why do I either bother writing how I feel I tried with you Over and over I failed with you You didn't care You brought me so many tears
You committed a murder....... ..... It's when I died. I wasn't a soldier, and only you survived. It hurt so much! Your intentional blows! The intangible touch, that left my heart holes.
Why does it hurt so much? The words that fled your mouth into my ears still linger in my brain. And the promises you made, the hope you fed me and the lies I gobbled up, gullible child I am,
I'm sad I'm mad My music is gone For so long Headphones are dead With my soul along with it
Why do I do such hurtful things.. My mind, body & soul are just in separate places I feel I'm not where I'm suppose to be
I'm sorry. I'm sorry if I've caused you any sadness these past couple days. I'm sorry if I creeped you out. I'm sorry if I disgusted you with the idea of my love. I'm sorry if I put a bullet through your heart.
The pain is almost unbearable. I never excpected to love you, it just happened. And now here I am wishing you'd just speak to me. You flirt with everyone, but the one boy that flirts back is shunned.
As I remember my happy times, I long for them back. Me just a whisper of your past, but you are still screaming in my ear. I still laugh at our walks together, our childish conversations.
You call this a crush? I feel like shit everyday you avoid me. I feel like I deserve to die because what I've done. God has cursed me and left me to wilt in this ditch.
In an ocean of darkness, there is one light for me. And it shines brighter than even the sun above. It is so close, yet not within reach. I try to get closer, but the light fades into the distance.
I lie in bed like a corpse dreading these words,a small word that pierces your heart like a knife.Goodbye..I feel the hot tears roll down my face as the butterflies in my stomach start to tremble.  The smell of home enters my system as I put my he
You were my world. You were the sun of my solar system. The music of my life. You mattered to me more than anything. And you still do.   Did you ever think about me? Did you ever dream about us?
Was it a dream? Us? We were so happy. So childlike. So carefree. What happened? It was too short. I messed it up, didn't I? My happiest days were with you.
Do you think this is what I wanted? Do you think I follow you so I can torment you? Do you think I'm happy? Do you think I am mad at you? Do you think I hate you?   I would never be mad at you.
Why do I love you? I love you because you make gremlin faces at me. I love you because your teeth don't quite line up. I love you because you bounce all over the place.
Every time I think of our time as friends, I die inside. I feel as though I just swallowed broken glass. I want to curl up in a ball and cry forever. Everytime I see you I think of my mistakes.
New
This feeling is brand new, and I'm not sure if I like it. It's intensity burns brighter than anything I have ever known. It gives me hope and motivation. It also makes me feel hopeless and demotivates me.
War
Everyday I fight a war. I get up without the guarantee of seeing you. I go to school without you to make it bearable. I smile without you to make it real. I laugh without you to make it full.
People cannot be broken Nevertheless, there will come a time When you meet someone who will make you feel like Hundreds of pieces of pottery Scattered on the ground
Darkness cloaks her being  like shadows dancing upon the gravel.  No angel but all devil 
once again I am left with a bird for a heart - it's winter and the bird is stuck it calls for its mate it pecks at the bars   once again I am left with a bird for a heart -
My past life used to appeal to me, now it is dreary in comparison. No one I truly loved, no full happiness, no perfect peace. I could fall asleep without tears or anguish,
Do you know how much the silent treatment hurts? When you put yourself within arms reach, but you're still out of reach. Everyday, I see you, hear you, but you don't seem to see or hear me.
Around this time last year, We were sitting in your car, With my arms around your neck, And our eyes up on the stars
We blew up our bubble With hot breaths Of late night conversations Of things I wanted to confess Of things he wanted to hear
Beeps of the monitor wake me He’ll make it through wait and see He’s still not moving And now I’m shaking Crying out, holding his hand
Fatal Infatuation   As a child I was told of the significance of what we call love The sweet serendipity that it brings to your life
I found the feeling of love in a teenage boy, deep in his caramel eyes. The warmth I felt when I stared kept me warm through those cold October nights
HE CHOSE HER DIDN'T CHOOSE ME A VERY ANGRY WOMAN WAS MORE IMPORTANT THAN ME?   I LOVED HIM THROUGH THE YEARS HE CAUSED ME PAIN HE CAUSED ME TEARS.   HE LEFT ME WHEN 
When I was thirteen, I knew exactly who  I was going to marry. He would be tall, and strong, with black hair  and even blacker eyes. He would be my protector.
Heartbreak doesn't last It may seem like forever But soon you will shine
  "3-2-1" Happy New Year!  My ears were ringing from the sound  of cries as I fought my way through the crowd. On a dark sidewalk I stared as I could feel the time moving in the air. It was no longer 2016.  
You taught me that my body was for lease, that I was there for rent every time your "friend" kicked you out of your place, you signed our contract with rhymes cause you knew I've always had a thing for emcees, wanted to find love like Zeke and Myl
It wasn’t hard for you to sweep me off of my feet, I took only one sip of you but already felt weak in the knees, My thoughts and emotions for “us” could not be tamed,
The boy who played the Dad to my Mom in preschool. The one who looks like a Who from Horton Hears a Who, and shifts his eyes when we walk past each other on the Coca-Cola stained floor of our church.
I’ll never forget The day it all started. Driving home, I wasn’t excited to see you. I didn’t really miss you; Assuming it was nothing.   I’ll never forget The call to my best friend.
I traded my sorrows for a pretty face And a bottle I traded my sorrows for him And a cigarette to my lips My sorrows were replaced
Please don't dip your Chicken Nuggets in Ketchup Just seeing it makes me red. Nothing against your personal eating habits.  Just if you’re around me Please don't dump your Chicken Nuggets in Ketchup. 
I know better than me. I know that I should… I know that I shouldn’t  listen to it, it makes me soft, smooth.
ACT I The thing that shaped my year?   Well…it was not a what,   or a when, or a where,   or even a why…   It was a who.   But who…was this who?
My parents always warned me about the drugs on the street Never once did they warn me about the ones with brown eyes and can say, “I love you.”
Love is just a joke.  Nothing but lies written on a note. Hearts of pink and red, thoughts of roses on the bed. Torn apart, As if that note were my heart.   A note with x's and o's
I hate that I can'tdecide what we really areand I'll never know.
I know that you don't really care,but I'm here so you should deal with it.Just because you're avoiding my eyesdoesn't mean that I'll disappear.Just because you pretend that it doesn't hurt
I don't think you understandhow hurtful I am.I can't decideif you're ignoringwhat's obviously there,or just not seeing it.
No matter how much I try,I've failed to succeed.Every word I have spoken,is constantly breaking me.Ripping at my heart,tearing at my soul. I've told myself this is better,you won't get hurt this way.
I love you I replied. I wanted his future with mine. His carefully guided wisdom. His whole-hearted embrace. Imagine a life without.
I hide my face from you  in an attempt to forget the way your hand  perfectly in mine. You promised to never let go, but instead of using my hand to hold yours,
i feel like a shell; a phrase which doesn’t suggest i feel hollow.   a shell protects whats inside, but that isn’t to say that
Mary ached to see Joe with her, in the place the place that she once was. How they had been so close, and then it seemed like he was done.
 I lost myself. I lost myself when I stopped looking people in the eyes because all mine held was pain anymore and it hurt like hell to talk about it.  I lost myself when every weekend after that horrible night those bad habits took over and I mad
I try to stay positive but lately that just means gettin’ lit. What's easier rolling one or facing my problems? I'll tell you right now, happiness is halfway through the bottle.
I look in the mirror of the year and see him behind me. January started with a ring. White, blue, me, you. Curled together and sprinkled with glittering gems. As the snow melted I took courses in depression and numbness,
I went away from all things I knew. I changed my view on life, paid attention to the little things. I learned to appreciate the small gestures made by strangers walking by.    I left
Letting you in was like letting the alcohol rinse inside the alcoholic's mouth Dangerous, toxic, and satisfying You kept hurting me, taking advantage of the love I had given I was broken and used up
Tender hearts prepared for the unknown Wishful eyes seeing what's shown Anxious arms carrying weight of life Scared souls with love so rife Jubilant days like a child among the park
In the beginning, there was Us. Sometimes I thought that my smile would blind people, It burned so brightly for you. And nothing touched me more
          All I saw was loss At loss of words and feelings          But I am still here 
I have gained nothing but pain You destroyed every part of me, Now I am scared to feel All because of you.   I was thinking about the day we met
It was bliss in the start, it was only you I gave my heart to. You thought I was a fool, Now I don't know what to do.  It was you that I turned to to keep the pain away.
an illusion a mirage  of a soul i believed could intertwine with mine. to build a star,  and quite possibly contrive a piece of magic. But alas,  i cannot see
(Do You Still Love Me?)   How lucky these sheets would have been to know you.
I started out the year very unhappy.
So suspicious It makes me wonder I never ponder the situation we had because I trusted youSooner the truth will come And to someThey think I'm wrongBut I'm really tired singing the same song Been hear for so long trying to be strongBut that's not
I need you to do me a favor. I promise if you do this I'll stop annoying you. Look me in the eye and tell me you don't care about me. I need to hear you say it. Why? So I can let you go. No?
Heartbreak is the heartbeat moments Smiles fading into frowns When happy turns to sad In remembrance of a memory The longing to return
Icy like mint
I looked our old messages, and suddenly it all made sense. People don’t appreciate that kind of thing unless they understand it, and the only way you can understand it is through experience.
I look back at pictures of our childhood, sweet grass in the curls of your chocolate hair, bright silver eyes that pierce the soul, pale skin, sunburnt by the constant sun of summertime,  
I never knew how much it would hurt I assumed it was an innocent emotion How can such innocence Hold something so dark June 23, 2016 The day I first saw you The day I fell in love with Rose
I never knew how much it would hurt I assumed it was an innocent emotion How can such innocence Hold something so dark June 23, 2016 The day I first saw you The day I fell in love with Rose
I used to think that the everything would be fine if you left it alone. Nothing bad would happen, everything would fix itself in the end.
A new year meant a new start. The beginning was a blast,  and when that clock struck midnight everything was in the past.   When spring came around,  things began to change.
I wish I was harsh like the denial letter from a school. I wish I was bitter like a friend scorned. I wish I could sting even just half as bad as that whiskey you constantly down. I wish I was rough
There we were smiling We spoke 24/7 You were the first thing I woke up to and the last before waking up only to talk to you again.  You were here.   Here we are now. We never talk anymore.
Like the lukewarm sun on an inclement day, It dessicates the rain that falls from these eyes, The majestic star coruscates through the turbid storm, Lighting up the darkest thoughts from my mind,
 
The pain started in his head, bouncing between his ears like a bullet richocheting through a tunnel. Soon enough the pain slithered down his throat and into his lungs, clinging and growing like a fungus.
 Love Euphoric, Naive Beaming, Dreaming, Falling Team, People, Person, Withdrawal Yelling, Crying, Annulling Hysterical, Unfeeling
A car in the pouring rain It goes under a bridge Quiet Peaceful It comes out from under And everything hits harder again You were my bridge  
I am so torn My body Being pulled in two directions By my mind And heart Which do I choose? My choice doesn’t matter Both sides will keep pulling anyway Equal in their force
The most powerful tears Are those that slip out Though the tiniest cracks In one’s happy facade And slide over one’s soul Burning Acidic Poisonous They leave scars
he was so bright God, he was bright he made my skin burn when he touched it he made my heart race,  air so thick I couldn't get a breath like the hottest day of mid-July. yes, he was bright
Your name tastes sour now when I say it, And yes I fell in love, I have no shame to admit, I loved the things you said to me, you always called me amazing,
Love songs and empty words curled Around ideas of what love Should be, like horns that ram the unsuspecting, Shaking and shattering bones And all expectation of the
although i have not kept count of the amount of people who have walked out of my life, like a train leaving the station—fast, abrupt, all-at-once; i have kept count of the words that follow.  
I remember the taste of your lips, sweet,  and soft, reminding me of fluffy clouds, I didn't want to wash the taste of you from my mouth, I remember your arms wrapped around my waist,
You were sitting by a hotel pool, holding what looked like a margarita in your left hand and a lack of energy in your right. Your eyes were the second organs I lashed my gaze upon, your declinations being the first.
I hate the way I fell for you... slowly, then all at once, like you pulled me down into a deep trap and told me I could never leave unless you let me. Let me go... I can't be here anymore.
They say to us, "This generation knows nothing, they're only children, what do they know?" But they don't know the battles we've fought, the fear we faced, the weights on our shoulders.
The way you look into my eyes shows your hunger. You don’t want me. You want my body. When I see you my brain activates fight or flight.
When eyeliner smudges into sadistic mosaics of sorrow swept across the peaks of my temples, And mascara stains virgin white sclera black, That which peers back at me with sunken in eyes, Things of which sting:
 The breaking of the heart is the most painful when you think you've found the one, then they just walk our or your life like you were never nothing. The heart breaks when you lose someone you loved with your whole heart.
I know you exist. Please, drop this pretense. I feel my heart beat, Out from beneath my feet. I jump from my skin, You would be such a sweet, Sin. You held me To your chest.
You took me out on adventures all the time, knowing i had anxiety, saying it was fine. You didn't let my fears take over- every event was another step closer to feeling free from the anxiousness that was attached to me.
Her
Please fall in love with Her Love the glints of gold in Her eyes and how Her hair brushes across Her face Love what makes Her smile and laugh Learn Her quirks, Her dears, Her hopes, Her dreams  Hold Her close
She
He walks with a step more than man Bowing beneath the doorway of her room And when he speaks it replaces the air Like cigar smoke He urges her to sit as he lights the fireplace Though she is already hot  He stalks to her and his fingertips are rou
It’s always been terrifying to me… What could possibly lie underneath the serene rapids of the Gulf of Napoli Normally a peaceful town my family originated from.  
Sutures heal the wounded but doom the healthy Sutures are more than stitches and seams for injuries seems they can be for hearts too Sew your heart to mine
I am sorry, But you cannot look through these lens again My friend, I have seen it fall to the bitter ground The darkest tar, The sound still echoes within the carved halls of my heart.
Yes I am broken and bruised, Yes willingly, I love the abuse, Yes the nights are long There’s not enough distractions in the day, Yes the reasons to leave Outweigh the reasons to stay,
  Are you Still here I am Still here Waiting For you Still pure
I can only remember two times my heart skipped a beat from loving someone.
I want the ugly pictures back. I want them plastered on social media and loaded in your phone. I want the screenshots of every single snapchat or selfie back.
Today I saw you’re the books your favorite author wrote. I still have all those books you gave me sitting in a pile under a small blue table that you helped me build one day when my parents weren’t home.
If you see someone smile and it makes your breath stop, makes your brain forget what language to speak, run as fast as you can, because they’re sure to break your heart
A constant battle that never ends. It was so much easier being friends, bhtvthe love we had was hard to deny. Road blocks and mountain we couldn't defeat. I never understood why you didn't fight for me.
    I've got ice in my veins Fire in my heart My head begging for a reason   Fuck these thoughts The childish weakness breeding doubt like rabbits  
TEARS OF AN ADOLESCENT She was right there seated on the front roll with a broken heart in her hands dressed in her usual black lace this time with a sad face I could see the pain deep inside her soul
Love and Lies   The feeling in my chest, Is one I’ve felt before. All so easy to notice,
I'm sick I'm out of my head  
you always said the wrong thing at the wrong time  you told me it was because you didnt have a filter but i think it was because you didnt care i realized that trying to forget everything you said works
  Dear Brown Boy  Why are you so scared to let me in? Allow my honey kissed lips to graze upon your coco butter skin And effortlessly our two chocolate bodies will melt together
His eyes are grey like the sky. His smile as white as pearl. His mind, a mystery. He is my opposite. Cool. Calm. Collected. and crazy. I cannot love him. I want to but I cannot.
Just because someone is hurt once Does not mean they cannot Love anyone or anything again.   I picked up my first instrument When I was in the fourth grade. It was bigger than I was
I miss you. I never wanted to admit that, But I really miss you. You never told me the password for the PS4 And your Sly Cooper icon is Iconic. Heh, get it?
Do not assume I am in love with you. Do not think that my hands clenching the front of your shirt in tight fists, are clenched tight with the desire to pull you close. My hands are holding you because you are here.
freckles are the snowflakes of summer, the reason i like this season best, the reason i love you most. sunny days and a sprinkler
i am tired of being tethered to you, of being responsible for feelings that are not my own, results of your whims.  
it is different and it is not the same, because when music happens with you, the notes create stair steps up to places in the sky i have never been before.
  breathe out. i need a language with more
 synonyms for love
 that do not strike my ears like a slap or a secondhand 
sigh,
i try to forget you. i try to remember you. but i cannot. i have written you letters, i have sung you songs, i have penned a thousand poems,
they told me to rise
 with dawn, but i fade
 with every daybreak. maybe some are meant to live in darkness because
 shooting stars can only
i was not looking for love
 in all the right or wrong places— 
i was not looking at all.
 i could teach lifetimes on happily-ever-alone.

she examines the tallies on her arm—   a red one for each time she’s loved and lost.   one single black mark  
Pull me close.        Don't talk.  Listen to it,            It beats,  Growing stronger,            My heart.  Pumping blood,          Don't let me run.    Make me fight for you. 
So, i heard your name yet again, today. Yep. Still got that sour taste and rotten smell that lingers well after you're gone. Oh, fuck you. Wait. That's all you ever wanted. I’m suppose to forgive you.
In eighth grade, we had Science class together. You had sat in the row behind me until the seats were switched and we became partners. Do you know what I would give to be partners with you again?
I wish I kissed The hand that listened Emotions had overflowed beautifully Time uncovered my voice- Promise Song, I called it. Passion swept over me, and Then passion died
Once upon a time, He once looked at me in my chestnut eyes and told me I was beautiful He once said the only person that could set his soul on fire was me
You were my life and, my light. Then came that cold, dark night Now the only time i see your face is in the pictures of this old place Without you, i dont know what to do Why did this happen to you?
Just when I think i've had enough you pull me right back in, Oh, how your fingers on my skin are almost as sweet as your wicked kiss. Honey, why do you stay with her when you dream of me? No more, shall i wait for thee.
You're like my own personal drug, Addicive and intoxicating, You cast a spell on me, And I can never break free.   It's dangerous, And I know I should run,
Love is all a lie but just to me. Pain is the last thing that makes me cry. It's the only thing that makes me truly see. Everyone I've loved.....they can go die in a hole,
A key A lock A heart in a cage Escape full of love & promises Return broken & tarnished Back in the cage Locked away Key thrown to the side Never escaping again.
no pain is felt when all is painaching only lasts so longand then it’s replaced by a hole you cannot seea hole you cannot feel
You are the best thing to ever  happen to me...   but I just want to tell you  all my secrets and keep you in all my journals...  
This is our growing point, where we actually start our lives. We plan out our futures as if we're reading them out of a story book:
I used to tell myself I hated you. I would whisper it under my beath when you walked by and scream it until my lungs ached in the rain. I would write it on my skin and on paper until your name stained everything precious to me.
I’ve been lonely lately, in a steady state of decay, feeling like I’m not really living, just killing time.   My body is shipwrecked, too much water in my lungs, too many cracks
If I may be honest, I don't feel much  anymore. There are things, far and few between that cause a twinge in my heart. A wilted flower, a father's embrace, a lover's prayer,
It's the color of fire as it dances in the wind, alone. It's the hue of her lips as she leaves a trail on his neck, like a sentence that will never be finished. It's the color that rushes to your fingertips
Let's play a game, shall we? Let me vester into your mind,  Hear your every thought. Now tell me, what scares you? I'm pretty aware that it scares many others too.  Deep into your mind I wonder, 
And as I look back at who I used to be And what we used to have I realize that we will never be the same. I am a shattered human and you are an unbothered god. "I love you", I whsiper
***This was written during a dark part of my life and don't worry I am totally fine now and these thoughts are no longer a part of my mind***
This boy is one for the history books  
I hope you're happy.. But I also hope you miss me 
Salt is an accessory, not to be consumed aloneBut, salt is bitterShrewd white crystals that should be used in moderationBut I ate too muchClumps grasp at the walls of my throat
  I know what it’s like to fall in love and this is not it i used to have foggy glassesand titchy skin that wrinkled in all the right spotsand a burdensome nose and a wacky smile cocked to the side with thin lips
she will indeed -but she has not yet- be all you need -for you’ve not met- in times of crisis -she wasn’t here- she’s the nicest -don’t blame her dear- she sticks around
    You're one so heartbreakingly beautiful her hands have yet to stop aching for the feeling she once knew. § it's been months.
She told me to set you ablaze. Not in the way you did my heart, no.Nothing near as deadly. She told me to just kill you. So I did.
I like the smell of cigarettes, gasoline, and your cologne. I like the sight of green hills, library shelves, and your laughter filled eyes.
In that moment, I knew you understood me. In that moment, I knew you knew my pain. In that moment, I knew you saw how much I loved you... Because that's how much you were loving someone else.
The shadow of you lingersAround me.It mimics the feel of Your touch,Your warmth,Your lips. I teases me with memories that are better as memories. 
You’re not a poet And for that I’m glad But still your words drip like honey Your lie sings like a promise And like a musician
I have no outlet You are a tyrant I feel like dying Does it matter than I'm crying You do not love me You always retreat I want to escape I badly want to get away Why do I love you
today you've stopped looking through me  finally deciding to see me  we'll journey through the cycle  meet. converse. become friends. best friends.
Lately all I've wanted to do is to be able to rewind timeAnd go back to when I could sleep in your warm embrace.If the ultimatum were that everything played out the same
As words crawl up and out of my throat My fingers desperate to find the right note Heart as heavy as lead but fragile as glass Watching the ceiling fan, waiting for it to pass The nausea the fatigue
It was like a candle being blown out: you leaving. My world has been dark before (it always has), but At least I had a little flame to give me hope back then.
You promised me Wonderful, glorious things.   You promised me A white house,  With not-blue shutters,  A pond out front,  And horses in the back   You promised me 
If you ask me of love  I will tell you that it is enigmatic That you will feel it in the trenches of your soul And in the most lofty places of your mind
Cold crisp air slicing my lungs with every breath Socks wet from the soggy ground, Feet aching, becoming numb Everything shivers with cold January hurts  
For all the pain and the nights that I cried For all the tears For the fights For all the times that you used me Because you played with my heart Why don't you f**k you?
If we had world enough, and time, we'd ditch this town and get lost in this beautifully dangerous realm. The beaches and woods do not overwhelm, and enters the chance to explore.
Her
She was my friend. Blonde, green-eyed, Fair skinned and delicate. She was perfect in more ways then one. And I fell for her.   She was a flower, Beautiful and dainty.
As each day goes by there is not a hour I am not thinking about you I can't even type this poem without tears forming in my eyes Why did you have to do me the like that?
Last night I had the misfortune of seeing you in my dreams you looked at me with your sad eyes that gleamed then the clouds began to cry
I will join you The shackles on my wrists Are made of gold And my eyes are glass As you drag a razor across your wrists
1. When I first saw you, I didn't set my eyes on yours but instead observed your saunter from behind as you made your way into the crowd of people. I should have known something was up with you, I mean who wears brown leather jackets anymore. 
Part One:I am a destroyerDestroy herDestroy himDestroy them Destroyer of worlds of multifarious dimensions.
He made everything better I don’t know how he did it and I don’t think he did either He could help me through anything
I love you terribly so. My biggest fear would be seeing you go.
You really think I care that you have messed up? I know about your reputation, I know about your past. And really, that doesn't change anything,  Because you are still you. And for some reason,
everything i dois always done better.and i understand--why you'd rather choose her. 
I remember last winter, You said it'd be alright. I looked in your eyes for warmer weather, But then the fire turned to ice.   What we once had, it was burning, But now, the flame has gone away.
I try to find you in everyone. certain laughs, places, walks, store fronts, forgotten jokes, left over french fries, dusty books, but they’re only parts of you.
I was ten years old the first time I ever visited Washington. I loved it. Two years later, I met a boy who called it home. I loved him. My face was the Washington sky.
I first started writing poetry when I first started getting confused in our society, you have to use money: fine all things must die: alright you are unhappy more often than most people: ok
Saying too much is regretful.Saying too little is poignant. But what is it when you feelyou've  done both at the same time?There are words left on my tongue,shards of sentences I'll never utter
Stop acting like he abused you. You're the one who calls him worthless every single day. Quit acting like you're all he has. We all know his friends and family love him very much.
Since you left I have changed. I feel like crying over every little thing, I swallow tears when I drop a book I haven’t said much to my friends lately
I thought about you then I wanted to fight for you I didn't want it to end I thought about you then I wondered how you were doing, I meant to call, to tell you that I missed you
The shades of black and white appealed to me Like a thief finding comfort in the shadows The feeling of ink in my hands felt like home Like the familiar arms of a lover  
I remember you as something remarkable A silver lining in the string of grey.Yet you tugged the endings of my nerves until it broke.And my body paid dearly for
I need you to promise me you'll pick up the pieces of my heart that are broken, for I am afraid that if too many pieces are lost, I'll lose myself completely,
There is nothing worse than betrayal, because it signals the end of a friendship. You claim I betrayed you, but I did no such thing. After all, I'm not the backstabber. I'm not the trash talker. I'm not the cheater.
I wanted himHe wanted herFeelings are still deep within my heartAs I lay in bed thinkingThinking about our conversationsThinking about how in love I amThinking about the betrayal
I lost myself. Why? Why do you do this to me? Constantly blinding my eyes, clouding my mentality, forcing my heart to beat faster. Why? Why do you allow this to happen?
A gun went off people were hurt or worse- killed A gun went off all because the shooter didn't like who they loved.   My heart goes out to all those who've suffered
there is a face behind my face-- there is a frown  behind my smile--   there is a life beyond this hell-- there is a place that does not wait--   the ribs that stick
Darkness envelops me from that speck of light that I aimed to reach for Parents didn't believe in my depression and marked it off as "wants for attention"
I see youI see your strength and your charm.And that smile that makes daylight jealous.I see the outlet of your frustrations in the valleys of your triceps.I've memorized the divots in your lips as they approach mine.I hope this is how I will reme
Yes has served me the great fall Of the last one that gave me life With my sadness fall the rose Cutting my wings Je t'adore I adored you With the stupidity of your wings You`re my love of pacotille
She dressed in all black, with the most colourful mind. Questioning the universe about how beauty is defined. Is it not strange that autumn is so beautiful, yet everything is dying?
sun rising, yeast baking in the soiled sheets. froth of your love like latte lattice stuck to the brim of my tongue. bric-a-brac baby, midas touch, gold sheen of betrayal in morning love. 
today i saw the trees bloom. i saw their buds unfurl, miniature fingerlings reaching into the world, and i-i forgot about how you made me feel. i won’t let you off that easy, no, 
leave me be let me see for myself the cruelty  i know you supposedly didn't mean to hurt me so why am i sitting here with my heart bleeding and these tears streaming let down and left down i lay praying
It’s funny, when asked by most, one would assume the hardest part of heartbreak is blame: the reason, who to blame, and what it entitles. For me, it was the when.
A threadbare silence wraps itself Around my hearing, Stopping the sounds that Have submerged my skin and It replaces the noises with My own hammering thoughts   Though I beg for 
Dove dark chocolate,  One of the purest enjoyments in life   Foil bends and crinkles as I relish the moment in which  I open the clearanced Valentine Which was somehow abandoned
I realised, in light of          the way you came and went, When breaking up with someone you love,           the last thing you want is consent.
Every girl that I have dated has a little bit of you in her.
My feelings for you have not changed since day one When we first met in 6th grade I knew that what I felt was real Even after we went our separate ways My feelings for you will never sway
The sky exposes my melancholy and distress, I won't be the girl next to you in a white dress. Why did you ruin our dreams? Perhaps it was a nighmare in reality and woke you up in screams.  
Time is valuable  It is not malleable I cannot change it  But use it like money, I can only spend it   I took the time to discover And the rumors I had to uncover
Black pain of love is what I already have Is pain green Yellow Purple Blue Golden Gray White were my destiny when I loved you Pain Violet Orange Dark-Blue So red the blood of the disintegration of my soul
Loving thoughtlessly  
One less inquiry   
Beatings, bruising, cuts and scars Smiles to hide the pain Wishing on a shooting star That I could fly away   Heartbreak, tears, screams and cries Hidden day by day Covered up with laughter
As my unattainable love sat handsome in my head,  I dreamt of the could haves, and poetry, I read. The classics inspired me -- like Browning and Donne, Eliot and Plath and Shakespeare and Young. 
As I gaze into his eyes I can tell the difference between your warmth and his. I compare his love and yours And that’s when I realized
you are the reason the ancients worshiped the sky.someone so beautiful could not have come from the dirt of the Earth,you were born in the aftermath of a supernova. you have galaxies blooming inside of you
Hand me a pair of scissors I’ll cut the steel ropes That led straight to your heart At least I’ll try If only I could get closer to you That end of the rope is the thinnest
Never could I turn to one who knows me as you do I thought that I could never be myself until I met you. Endless, restless nights spent awake just holding it in, Yet you were right there, as though you were kin.
I wish there was some beautiful poetic way of explaining how i feel. I wish i could paint my words into a picture. But i cannot. Because i do not know how to make the feeling of absolute worthlessness,
i used to be every girl in every song you heard i used to pollute your mind and populate your world but it's not okay anymore and you don't want me there the way you did before
i called you babe last night in a dream you stuttered but said love what do you need? and made me your heart and i felt whole again by being just yours every hair on end you took my hand
    To the boy who loves her next,   Please know that she’s really fragile.  She’s far too sensitive,  but that gives you a reason to hold her  and tell her everything is gonna be okay  
Liquid crystal, a crystal harder and more beautiful than any diamond. The smell or iron filled her nose, The thin red lines inflating like small red balloons, The pain tasted like immature bitter melon,
so many emotions my body can't contain  continuously being suffocated like an un-oxygenated flame if someone would put me out how grateful i would be for my emotions--never ending--are shifting like the trees
People say, “No pain. No Game.” That somehow we must Commit pain for the game. Why must feel The grief, the ache, the discomfort Be the counterpart to The match, the sport, the struggle
After having my heart completely cut in half My life was woe I didn't know What my purpose in life Was anymore I couldn't see what there Was to look forward to I was a robot just walking
As I was staring up at the skies the wind blew you right through my mind I looked at the gaps between my fingers and realized your hands would fit perfectly into mine
It's very strange, The way some things change As it all goes by so fast and our poor hearts hardly ever last. You were a part of my happiness
I've got the scars on my heart to prove my pain After this I will never be the same You say I only have me to blame But you, the liar, should feel ashamed I've got scars on my heart to to show why I cry
5:35 am Here I am Searching  I know not what I'm looking for But I know I need to find something 6:17 am Here I am  Took one notification  To know what I'd hoped I'd find
If you had asked me a couple months ago the question “What is the one thing or one person you could not live without,” I would have answered, without hesitation or doubt in my mind.   I would have told you it was him.
all i need is you, my dear. i need to feel the waves of your love. seeing you was like going to the beach, though i always said i wouldn't go in the water, i always did, and when i did, i'd never leave.
Painful yet joyous, Love can cause smiles and tears. It's what we live for.   Can't live without love? Love gifts you to feel alive; while risking heartbreaks.
you,  with your dark brown hair and your green eyes made me feel  like i was the only girl in the world and you the only boy and yet why, oh why
baby, i drank a little something but i still can't get you out of my mind i drank a little something, just a little bit of wine. i drank a little something,  but i still can't find the right frame of mind.
i am not a hotel. don’t pack your bags only to stay a week or twodon’t come to me only when you need somewhere to get away from everythingi am not a hotel.i am a home.let me be your home.
Tea
I drink it to rememberthe night that we first met,for the many nights there after,for the nights you'll soon forget. Remembrance of there was,but more importantly what might have been,will never stopped these fantasiesfrom running in my head  You
Tell her that you can't promise that you'll remember her favorite color- but that you'll remember the experiences you've had together   tell her that you will always remember  the butterflies you got whenevr she was around
They ask me what I could never do without and I am tempted to say a name or a place But I realize now what I could not survive without
I wish this were reality that love is kindness, If you knew that I feel the soul fly that your face and your mouth make me fall in love more and more. Distances were then that banned me to love you,
I reminisce of weightlessness:  peering down into 10, 20 feet of air. My delicate days,  I recall, as a haze  full of branches: a careful cloud  of offshoots  that, long as I could, 
Hello my love every day I'm losing the essence of your love, in me I saved the secrets of your love and of yesterday. Why did you leave? why did you leave me here, my heart and my mind are coldly petrified,
It has always struck me as odd, the idea that “loving you” and “losing you” are only one letter apart. This small difference is proved
To say I depended on you would be an understatement. I was addicted to the way we were. To say you were my everything would be an understatement.
I don’t live in the light I am consumed by darkness My heart is shattered My mind is fragmented What more can I do?   I can’t save myself The only person who stood with me Has left…
“I should've smashed it… I should've smashed it…” A savage smile graced her face in insane glee Pacing back and forth Heart racing Thud-dump...thud-dump... Trickles of crazed laughter dripped from her lips
You
I knew I had it bad, when they asked what I would need if I was stranded on a island, and the first thing I thought of, was your blue eyes instead of water. Isn't that sad?  
Cold as the glaciers that gather around the attic waters into the eyes of a girl long gone it hurts on the inside worse than anything Do you get that feeling? staring at the night sky
I draw my smile on with ease, with lipstick as red as your cheeks, when you read the words “I like you more than I’d care to admit”  
I still think about you every day I see you in the halls your hair is a fiery red now perhaps you've moved on and are flaunting your tenacity you wore converse today so did i
And this is just another poem, One of many, About you. Your elusive ways and how you make me wonder How you can hide your emotions So well. Or not have any left at all.
We were never together and you broke my fucking heart. Our lips never touched But I can still feel them hovering near mine. Our relationship was weird, but nothing we couldn’t handle.
Love, What is this thing we call love? Does it even exist? Some say it does, Others will say it doesn't! Do we really have to go through such horrible heartbreaks to find true love? Do we have to make ourselves feel so horrible to find that one pe
We’ve been going at it for so long Why do we keep doing this? It starting to hurt to see you I’m feeling unwanted Why do you do this?
Daddy what's wrong? Why aren't you strong? What's going on?   Daddy I'm crying. Please don't be dying. Just keep on trying   Daddy don't be afraid  We'll all come and stay,
Every few years you show up in my life Whether it be in person or in a distant memory When I hear someone mention your name I am transported to the old, abandoned beach
I closed my eyes and I saw you lying next to me You were so close that I could reach my hand over and caress your sleeping face The soft breathing held a steady pace as you dreamed
Wet cheeks, Lonley night, A heart filled with pain A mind on the verge of going insane A smile with sore cheeks A soul that feels so weak Eyes that hold back tears Lips that lie due to fear
"Why do you love me?" I ask.You reply with many reasons,some of which being how  When I talk about my favorite book,I always obsess over the characters and my eyes take on a whole new formas big as dinner platesand they sparkle like the fourth of
Well I had that damn dream again. The one where you come back. You show up at my house,  dressed to the nines with roses in your hand.
you left me bleeding you left me crying you left me screaming  out for you save me  save me  you left me here you left me alone i learned to breathe with you now my hearts stone
Perhaps she was too good to be real Left to tempt But never to materialize. All good things are temporary, All but the stars. Even when the moon disappears Those twinkling orbs glow on,
It is not the ocean I see in her eyes, But the radiant Moon, The contellations that define our galaxy, And the Sun we endlessly revolve around. She is infinite, Lost in herself as I long to be.
He ripped out her heart  And left her lying on the sidewalk A single tear rolled out her eye and slowly swam down cheek She didn't know why She didn't feel her emotions  being torn apart  
Dear First Love,     I was so scared of messing everything up that I ruined it all anyway.   You were so good to me, but I didn’t treat you the same, and I missed my chance.
            When there are nights             I can’t sleep or             when my mind strolls             and ponders             against the wall,             I want nothing more than
I’m one step closer to becoming moonless. Pupils engulfed oil black seas without her, but not the day her hand warmed a limp soul, and when we first made love on a cold night.
Its been 10 years without,  I don't want to be without, All the things I've done, Started high school without But I know you see me, All the things I've done,  With me the whole time,
Sometimes I feel like, We are on the same page.. Sometimes I'm not so sure, I try to give rather than take... It's hard... But will get used to it!!   Wishing for the feelings to be reciproced,
I found his wicked smile so alluring Black and blue dreaming  Victim of pure deceit But your love's pristine Divine empowering   I missed you Your touch and embrace
She was a strangerI admired her from afarThe most beautiful person I'd ever seenBut too afraid to say a word-She was a new friendAn optimistic person tooWho brought sunshine to my life
Somewhere down the road we took a wrong turnWe became curious of our Cheshire cat smilesand we fell down the rabbit holeWe got lost in each other's world of fantasy and illusions
I've got real boy problems and I can't stand it Try to keep everyone so I demand it No one ever stays so I stay angry The best way to attract the same thing   Those who turn up as new are the old faces
Yeah bitch screw you too... I hate the word love straight up So to the bitch who ripped my heart out wassup Tell me how’d it feel with the other guy?
Him
You promised you wouldn’t leave me Counting down the days till we met in real life 27th came and all we had were hours left 7 hours felt like months
she looked at him with eyes  so suprised that his being could hold her whole world to feel his skin against hers in fear she'd ruin the anatomy of the stars
I'm sorry I'm sorry that I have ever cursed at you  I'm sorry that I have made you cry  I'm sorry for every black eye you gave me  I'm sorry for every time I said "Please, Stop, No." 
A little girl with a neatly tied bonnet eagerly gathers the strawberries. She rejoices the growing collection in her pail.   Except the little girl is a young woman now.
She was like vanilla and chocolate swirl, she was the best of both worlds. Beautiful and smart, did her part and played it smart.
Lungs collapsed like buildings in the aftermath of an earthquake A ripple spreading through bones and veins The pulsations of a heart reduced to a stutter A mere flutter And things are falling And crashing
If tears are comparable to the sky raining And supposedly the rainbow comes after the storm What happens with a sadness not waning?  Does such beauty still appear to a heart so torn?  
The light in your eyes when you talked about her could light up the whole world for a million and one years
i am in love with the memories of being in love with good morning texts and good night lullabies
Here you are A hole in my heart Waiting for the gum To fill up inside   Friendly fire In the game of hearts
If happiness had a face It would be yours If love had a face It would be the way I look at you   If fate were real Would we be together? If the stars aligned Would they pair us?  
It's sad when the perso you care about most is the same person who rips out your heart rips it out and just....just...breaks it... she fooled me into believing believing she actually cared
I’m the girl with the Ink stained hands from So much writing But you wouldn’t notice because You’re so far away and you Only know what I tell you and You’re oblivious to everything else
Sitting in the comfort of her chair And listening to the sounds of the breeze There is no disparity She can now see things with clarity You have left her all alone She is sadly dazed and confused
You don't cross my mind. You live in it. You occupy my every waking thought and leave room for nothing else. You tiptoe upon the edges of my dreams and walk just out of reach of my eyesight.
Girl, there is no reason For you to be there Haven't you had enough of his abuse Just remove yourself from bad air The longer you stay there Darkness is what you will continue to find
we'd go out in the city after one of your shows makeout in the parking lot of some drug store   you'll write a song about it  and my eyes and your drugs and how it makes you feel alive
Remember that Friday night when we drove my little sister’s silver Impala to Little Clear Lake on winding gravel roads
My skin, the cover of my soul’s pages, is soft leather binding, knitted together  by the Expert Craftsman, protecting secrets from            
Girl, it really is sad That he left you standing in the cold He often treated you as if you were nothing He sadly did not realize that you have a heart of gold It is a shame That he treated you that way
Girl, look at the way at how you are being treated But, you stay by his side You just let yourself go As if you do not have any pride You do everything for him But yet, there is zero appreciation
Instead ofbeing the onewho hurts,Becomes the onegetting hurt. Embrace, this is me.No.
Consider her gone Because, she cannot trust you She gave you everything But, you never appreciated anything Her heart was there She was always sincere Walking away from you
I've never liked my bed With you in it it is warm and comforting to feel your skin on mine My bed makes your absence felt I'm colder I am less sure of what space my body should claim
Do not play with a girl's heart or even worse her heartstrings because if you are not careful you may mistake her heartstrings as the most beautiful of instruments and make music resounding in the acoustics of her soul
Tell me you hate me Or Tell me you love me Either way, I can't stand the truth
I use to love dreaming about you Because it was the one moment I could see you again So vividly I could feel the butterflys, so realistically your embrace would engulf me Dreams about our forever, how we could be
Although brown eyes are darker than blue eyesI had never found such madness beforeIn those with more pigment than your own skiesIt was not something that I could ignore  
A while ago, my heart broke. It didn’t disappear, it just broke. Now that I look back, I realize that it probably could have been fixed. Back then. 
Opposites attract. For some people that’s a beautiful twist, the yin to their yang. But what happens when you’re a person who feels too much? All the emotion, intense and passionate.
I fell in love in three days. In three days, I felt emotion radiating from your eyes as you gazed down into my own, softly cradling the edges of my heart as I foolishly let my guard down.     
A tinted red rose grazes my cheeks when I think of the time that you licked your lips after kissing me when I asked you why, you said you could still taste me. It was delicately beautiful and disturbing all at the same time,
You always told me I reminded you of red roses And suddenly I’m nine years old Dirtying my favorite white dress in a garden I’d sneak out to Picking petals off of sunflowers
  Pull heartstrings while you pull Hamstrings, Make me feel your presence in it's entirety.   Lungs aren't full enough for you to linger this long, but I don't care if you don't, and
  I am every bit as pathetic as the paper in my mouth.   The paper that will very soon become a topic of discussion among my friends;      Wondering why my hands now smell like anxiety,
He
He said he wanted a kiss, so I gave him my love. He said he wanted that, so I gave him this He said he would never ever leave, yet I'm all alone. Because he always wanted and I gave more.
If you're happy then i have to be, Because I left your side to see you be. If you like it then i love it, Because i walked away so you could show it. If you're fine then i'm well,
you
They say Fire is a deadly thing because it can burn you they say knives are dangerous because they can cut you they say drugs are bad because they screw with your head
  We passed the field by my house, Where you used to say sorry; Words never held meaning for you Without smoke kissing lips.   I never should have. I waited too long didn't I honey?
There was a boy that I loved. The way he looked at me made all of my problems disappear. The way his lips felt against mine, made time stop around us.
    RIP to all of the people that I killed 
some say that hell is an eternal looping of your most awful memory. I do not believe that hell is a place. Hell is my mind. My mind replays the scene over and over, the same outcome each time.
Where is it? I've missplaced it once again. I'm looking for the threads, and the needles and the numbness. Oh... Nevermind about the numbness. The trails are getting foggy, I'm lost.
(written 1/25/2015) there’s always coffee in my veins and music in my ears because i can't stand the thought of not having you and
Incantation Red By: Ashlyn Narvaez   Let the anger leave my body Cast a spell upon the words Let the trauma lift above me Create a haunting with its curse  
so sweet so damn sweet all loving cuddle craving and then romance and those hot times you made be feel good about myself but I don't think you feel good about yourself  
I am enticed with the majestic fluidity of your fingertips, tugging at my strings so that my skirt twirls and billows around me in a mannerism that only romance could suggest. And the smell of your cologne entices me
the love song hangs unspoken, there for you to steal from my lips as you stole my heart. and now there’s nothing that I would not do: I’d barter, kill, and for your love I’d starve.
Enticed by her lustful allure The Casanova had to stare His next conquest, he was so sure She’d concur to a night’s affair She said “You’re broken. I’ve no cure. No magic treatment down below.”
Once upon a time babe I was color blinded Lost what mattered the most to me But perhaps with you I'll find it   Lost myself in your eyes Maybe one..two..three..or four times
His kiss was of goldStaining her lips with the markOf innocence lost. His fingertips leftGilded prints, painted on herLovely face with care. Polished AdonisThough he was, the sun cannotShine on forever.
Why do you push me away When all I want to do is help? Please let me help take care of you, Since you cannot yourself. You used to be so kind to me, Now you won't let me in. I can't win.
Think of you Puts me at risk An avalanche just waiting Waiting to happen   Let me think Of stealing a kiss Something innocent, Saying goodnight Maybe a bit more  
I love the way you lied to me With every word spoken you blinded me And at that moment I believed That hope was finally there to comfort me I thought that I would feel so free
They are all carbon copies Were my polariod kisses too permanent for you? Too much of a constant reminder That I helped you grow from darkness That you cannot delete  Memories of chest on breast because
I press my fingers against a blank screen, once an image of your face now dissolving in my memory tears shatter as it hits the floor. You wrote your name on my palms 
Angel My Angel, Stop flying, Stop searching, Stop remembering. What you're flying for, Isn't worth it. What you're searching for, Isn't there. What you're remembering,
It's giving wholeheartedly and not receiving You pour into someone else and they don't pour back into you Leaving you empty With a bottomless void to fill The empty void hurts Such major change so quickly
Would you walk with me in the evening sun? Through the hardwoods as they give way to the fall. Lean into me under this canopy of color. I can feel your heartbeat, it races as we press tightly together.
Rain on me, why don't you world Break my heart and give me peril Falling rain, like teardrops from my eyes Soak me in tragedy and pain Take it back, you can't 
As I walked out one damp night, reflecting neon lights, breathing in the heavy smoke, and breathing out my life.   Cracking earth beneath my feet,
When you look at someone you care for, you do not see their imperfections; you do not see their mistakes all you can see is the glorious light that they cast on you,
The air is stiff, as if the wind is holding its breath,  and there is a coolness to the air, soothing, calming, peaceful. The grass is soft from where I'm sitting, as if inviting me to stay and enjoy the moment.
You were the ray of sun that shone through my window with the early light of dawn and I merely the speck of dust drifting by caught in your luminescence Illuminated by your glow, feebly dancing to catch your attention
First Date He gave me his hand. He gave me a ride home. He gave me a kiss.   Valentine's Day He gave me chocolates. He gave me roses. He gave me a teddy bear.   Birthday
T
We burnt out. Our flourishing romance withered away  leaving us both as ashes of the people we once were.  Without our vessels, we touch. Our ashes attempt to replicate our bodies,
It was you But it was I It was us together we were unstoppable Black and white Then life It was just a dream Blue and clear Reject and hurt I cried a river For it was a dream
For every white car I see the memories come flooding back
I am laying in the same bed, my head on the same pillows that caught my tears when I was fifteen
You were my second chance or so I thought
I want you to think of me in black and white
             He called me a hopeless romantic. He said that I was naïve for wanting someone to love me like the sun loves the moon, And he turned up his nose when I said that I wanted kisses like the stars because they are
SeptemberOne year ago I looked at you and sa
Why do I avoid you?   Is it because I hurt still, because that old scars never heal?   No, it's not that.   Is it because you killed me?  
There once was a woman full of life and love. She still exists somewhere high above. During her trek through life itself, she fell ill; for a cure, doctors did delve.
He knew he had lost her when she quit returning his messages when she quit striving to protect him when she stopped sneaking smiles at him when she stopped stealng glances at him in the halls
Give me an inch I will take a mile   While your soul in my tether We shall dance, the lover's dance   My soul shall sparkle and daze For you gave me a inch
Tear my heart Rip my soul   A knife kinder No greater judges   Half truths and lies they part my soul    Distribute such abroad
Grieves Grieves the soul Grieves the heart Tarry not fool Tarry not heart Grieves Grieves each thought Grieves the mind Tarry my soul
When a heart breaks, the guy is blamed.  When the guy breaks, the side chick is blamed.  When the side chick is blamed, the girl is seen as not good enough. 
Erik, I understand In dark slain Erik, I feel your pain Hold my broken soul Only you can know Erik, pass this life In darkness, I love you Ugly Erik, poor Erik
And now you're gone, Just like a petal torn off a flower after a gust of strong wind. The wind of life carried you away while you were still sweet.. Goodbye. Your aroma still lingers, lavender.
If tears are only saltwater streaks, then my heart must be as wide and deep as the ocean and just as rough and salty.  The waves are crashing  against me, but I only feel numb now.  
I shouldn't have listened to what everyone was saying. I shouldn't have doubted what I didn't have in writing. I knew deep down that they were wrong,
All I see are memories of your silohoutte I remember the day you left Like it was yesterday You said you couldn't resist her And Ma and I  Couldn't overlook the fact that Everytime you came home
that was the day  that i saw her knew her   that was the day that she taught me love   this was the day that we fell to pieces   this was that the day that she 
When I was younger, I used
My heart left where we would meet
      Do you know what i'm about to do? As I bend over and tie my shoe.
Weary bird with fleeting breaths and stumbling steps; your wings twisted with your disposition as you fell through tree tops and met me in this collision.
I walk across the bridge as the cars pass my side and underneath me.
So long has happiness has cursed my eye; watching couples and families happily go by.
I looked at my watch it was 12am, a mirror caught my eye and then, I saw crow's feet perched on each eyes flank, a long grey beard and my eyes had sank, I looked so old but felt so young, 
You told me you wanted me to choke on my last words to you.
You are the breath that comes between sobs
Scientists claim you can hear even before you're born
When you go into an emergency room they always ask you a series of questions.
You asked me where it hurt  And I wanted to say  Everywhere, and,  Does it ever bother you that  No matter how tightly our bodies press together 
I often confused the word love With caution- They sounded the same to me and I learned early on That broken hearts are a crime scene,
Turn around for a bit, Im gonna drive us insane a little bit. I need you let my voice guide you, Touch yourself wherever I say to. Start off by your hair, A sandy blonde a natural color thats rare.
Friends with benefits What's the benefit When I'm falling in love And you're looking down from the cliff
We all want to be heartless.We all want to walk through this world and feel no pain.Have no demons on our backs.
I fell in love with an artist.
This poem is a conversation between two people. The colors represent the person in the relationship who is speaking:   One night the storm came back to claim me as its own
You
Some nights I just wish
I write letters to you daily.
The sun has rose and so have I, And without hesitation I turn to your side, You're still not there its hard to breathe, I close my eyes and wish it was a dream. But it's time to get up let's get ready for the day,
When I was born in 1971, she was a great mother right from the start.Mom was a warm and caring person because she had a good heart.Her heart was as big as the East Coast.Her death really hurt me because we were so close.
Come with me my love come let's run away, Give me even just an hour of your busy day. I promise I won't bite I promise I won't cry, Just give me one last chance before we say good bye.
I want to bite my tongue off, even in silence, I somehow say the dumbest things, The world, you, are too pretty for me to ever wish, that my breath may touch you
You ripped out my heart and threw it at my feet. You told me I lost my mind, that’s not really fair. You listened as it slowly thumped its last beat.
I wanna taste.
Complications are starting again,
Have you ever loved someone so much you'd do anything and everything? I have tried to avoid the memories but there are days they still knock the wind out of me. Sometimes when I cant sleep you suddenly cross my mind,
HE'S USING ME. 
He lights a cigarette. He lights it and inhales its toxin. He looks at me with eyes that’s full of pain. He inhales his way to death and tells me that I’m the one he would’ve died for.
Sometimes loving someone requires patience sometimes loving someone requires care, Sometimes being away from someone doesn't mean you're not there. It's a daily necessity like living on fresh air,
  I met this guy  and I must say  I wish I never met him  cus he's the biggest loser  that I know  from his smooth chocolate skin 
I am heartbroken And I am meant to be See my heart was made for breaking Muscle needs tears to strengthen Pain made made me who I am And it hurts me so much to leave
He had haunting light brown eyes,
The horizon is wherethe sun caresses the bayin the final momentsbefore the world turns grey.What a tragic affair;not being able to stay,then distress in agony hence
The monster took over his mind. Leaving him with nothing but the thought of drugs. Everyday I lose more and more sight of him. Standing here by myself with no way to help. The monster became more important than me.
She told you She trusted you She fell in love with you But you like someone else She knew it She didn't want to believe it She fell in love with you She told you
I cared about your soul. I wanted you. You made me happier than I had ever been. No one noticed me like you did. Sure, I wasn't interested in you at first, but you kept trying. And you tried and tried...
The smile on my lips, its pure bliss.  But you burned my heart,
The way the words flow from your lips, almost as if you remembered our kiss. Those long nights flew by,
It began as a shadow, Flowing in the rays of the sun, Hidden behind a meaningless form,
You can never forget the way it burns, the way your chest feels like its on fire, your heart consumed by sorrowful flames.
At this time, 2 months ago exactly, you kissed me for the first time. And kissing someone never felt so right or so real. I thought we were meant to be, meant to last.
Dreams are just DreamsUntil you make them soarA Wish is just a WishUntil you fight to make it happen
Tell me, was it all in vain?
I could imagine us all alone Hand in hand, just me and you
I’m falling to pieces From these full-moon musings I kept a journal Stayed up all night   You promised one day But I wanted forever Save your sorries
Maybe I embarrass you.
He loved me through echoes.
Misused, abused and left sitting confused Disrespected & rejected
    This one is dedicated to The sons and daughters whose existence Depends on three simple words: Get. Over. It. It being them, them causing grief,
Do you ever shower
Alas; woe to my eyes--    Let them not see.   The object of my affection   Cares not of me.  
Encapsulate the music  
i do not have scars, nor am I scarred  or marked by such i am the scar the tree's root a tissue formed in  passed over scenes the wound's product
I've aligned my mind, body and soul in perfect syzygy:   The Moon is my mind, projecting a faint glow in the darkest of places, which still remains a mystery to even myself  
I don't know what color his eyes are. I know that they're somewhere between blue and green and gray but I cannot say exactly   I have memorized every detail of him. I could map out his chest and 
Why do I fall for you For a love that is so untrue
I am stuck In a pot of country stew: Bubbles as thick as petals,
What does it mean  To love yourself first?   Well, loving yourself means
You gave me lovely roses,           And so I never peeled their petals.
Heart speaks
Raving recognition increases terror
Two world collide in the quietest way
You promised me the world, and only after my heart was shattered and my chest was empty did I realize that you kept your proimse.
The days are now dark not because the sun sets at 5:30 but because it's been an eternity since we've​ spoken those 3 words out of emotion and not habit.
Today I went through my poems and threw out everything I ever wrote about you Yesterday, I would have cried
Maybe it was the way you talked Or maybe it was the way you walked Maybe it was those moments you looked in my eyes and told me im beautiful Maybe it was the lies you told that kept me interested 
Love is a cannibal chewing on the bones
The War   (monolouge) Damn  I just wanna Drink and forget It's hope and regret  If I sip
And in the end we were Better off without each other. My epiphany about my Unhappiness while i was with You, caused me to see it so.
Hurt me twice, shame on me, Right? What about the 6th time? Am i complete idiot by that Definition? Am i hurting myself And knowing that i'm doing so?
All this time i thought we Were playing childhood games. You were the husband And i was the wife, tending To all the loving children we Bore together. We knew This was all make believe .
 “Go with your gut feeling."    I don’t feel anything   Except the heat from my brain Coupled with the pain of thinking of him Cause I can’t, Won’t let myself stop thinking of you
  I don't believe in them Especially when people play the roles I'm sleep, thinking I’m dreaming them   I met a boy and asked him what he thought of our relationship
loving you is a cancer to my soul
I don’t want you to
Don't fall for a girl like me. I'm warning you now and I assure I'll warn you again. My loves the kind of wretched feeling that can't leave you be. I'll make you feel as if you are nothing but tin.
You loved me. That was okay. I made you wait For another day.   Then I loved you. And it was sweet. But we were young. It was a two-way street.   We grew apart.
one of the scariest things that i ever came to realize was that it was my natural instinct to kill what i found to be more beautiful than anything else. no one pays it any mind when it's just a flower.
Floating, bubbling I was only dreaming Twisting, wrenching I hate this feeling Sighing, crying I never saw her coming Moaning, dying We had been flying   Silence, sadness
I let you in, you built a wall.  I lifted you up, you let me fall.
Stare away into the mist
As I walked on a cold December evening
She is recollections of my past life, And she lurks in the walls of my terrified mind. I've been hearing mesmeric whispers from every direction, Even though she is nowhere in sight.
You tell me that you love me. Why don't you stop with these lies? You tell me you don't want to hurt me. If that's so, why, why?   Why would you break my heart?
But baby I swear I never meant to hurt you, 
Our relationship was a fairytale It was perfect On the outside It may have crashed and burned in the end But maybe it is a happy ending But I don't know just how yet
Dark, dim. Empty A room full of shadows, and depression Life used to fill the room Along with laughter, n smiles Along with good memories, n happiness But now Death fills the room.
It was the day before my birthday That I made a big mistake I told you how I felt And you got mad at me You said I had no reason To be upset with you   You said you know how I feel
I type words and write letters I listen to sad songs and sing along I thought by now that I'd be better I know now that I was wrong    Don't say you're over me when you're not
Love is patient, love is kind, As Paul so eloquently wrote But love is fast, love is temporary, It can end as quickly as an eighth note Heartbreak sucks It’s easy to see
Please tell me it was I who made you leave I do not want to believe that you meant to walk away I want to blame myself
Take me to the moment when our eyes first met Across the room, at a party You didn't have to say a word I knew what you were thinking, without meeting you before  
At that time those 
Yeah, I fell in love  Yes, I fell in love with you  I'm not ashamed I did it How about you? Do you ever wonder? Or even care about me? It seems like you don't And if not, I'll let it be
First handhold at a movie
For this I cannot bear. To know you are there and you are not here. To what do I owe the pleasure to the world to thank for the heart ache it has brought upon me.
and you told me you wouldn't leaveand that you would neve
You see, the problem is I have treated you as if you are the sun. And you are not the sun. My life does not depend on you, you are not in any way crucial to my survival.
"Pick your poison," he says to me.
Once I was in love, To the person who I thought, for me, was enough. He was funny and tall, Courteous and all. He makes those crazy jokes, But gentleman the most.
You thought we were friends.  You thought we were cool.  You thought you had the world in the palms of your hands.  You thought things were given to you so you can break them. You thought love grows on trees. 
I wonder about her I wonder what it's like And I wonder If I even crossed your mind I wonder what it's got to take How bad it's got to be For you to make that kind of mistake For me to leave
Troubles, I have troubles. Here, there just about anywhere. You could say I have 99 troubles  And you’re all but one.   Why can’t you be loved or loving?  I know you have been hurt,
Last summer I drank my heart away and my insides became soggy. Sitting against alcohol my 
Knock, knock, knock.Love's arrived and his fists leave knuckle prints apon the door in front of me.Knock, knock, knock.Love's knocking earthquakes at my feet
Forever and ever Love ballads written proclaiming my undying love  Months of long, late night calls. Forever and ever Turned upside down So fast. My head is still spinning.
With shaken hands
When a love goes our heart filled with sadness When a love goes Little things invade my mind more and more When a love goes I just love being alive When a love goes
My life is a book of knots. feel free to read through them and watch me rot see I tried to die but I got caught  and I loved more, so much I thought
We sit together again 'My parents are Fighting' I'm being pulled apart Like a string in Tug-of war Offer me your sympathy Take a little piece of me Joke with me again
take my hand and set me free, from this dream of you and me. Promise me one simple thing, but where to start, where to begin?   maybe a hello,  or maybe goodbye maybe some simple question,
One day I'll catch you pick pocketing my chest cavity. I'll catch you reaching past flesh without calamity. I'll catch you, hands stained with red taboo,
Sitting all by myself, it seems to be only me, striving to attempt, what I can't truly be. Heartache and pain, I don't know what for, it just seems, that you shut the door.
It was like drowning in the darkness of the seemingly desolate ocean Lit only by the odd glimmer of moonlight The odd sparkle of his eyes I can swim, but I didn't want to
In the flesh, you're the girl I once knew: a phantom before my eyes,
Are you ready to be fooled? We break up, we make up and then everythings okay. But now? nothing is right. Where is the makeup part to our routine?
Today would be memories of our journey Together and apart, Of struggles and triumphs over brokenness and unworthiness…   Today would be sweet nothings funny stories soft kisses strong embraces…
You screwed me up had me thinking that you "loved me" You dont understand the words "I love you" because you said it so often throughing that word out like you actually meant it
I am just that one used for fun. Never serious. Just a game. I am not the most wanted player. I am wanted when others get bored. When they need a good laugh. They think I don’t feel.
I would always set out and enjoy the summer nights. Staring at the stars peeking through as they shined down. Like the glow of the same colored lights. Lighting up a big city or casting over a small town.
I lay my blade down 
You say I'm gorgeous. You hold me tight and tell me it's okay, You wiped away all the tears from him. You showed me love You actually met my family. You will never understand me, My disease,
The sadness and sorrows we all live through We wish our wish would not be a lie But for it to become alive
  Being mature doesnt relate to age  A young man can only handle so much  Cutting yourself to let out all that rage  That depressing feeling when the blade touch  
Give me the courage to speak, The confidence to act, The wisdom to understand, The hope that can lift my heart of stone and ice. Thaw it.
Ignorance is such a beautiful thing, But oh how toxic it can be. You poisoned my mind with words of beauty, Songs of joy my heart did sing,
I saw the way they looked at me those eyes. They could tear me down and bring me back up and those eyes have done that plenty.
TAKE A DEEP BREATH: 
love is when  he comes over to your house at midnight because its raining  just to kiss you even though your mom said no, and his mom said no too because he knows you love it when it happens in movies
Was it necessary For you to remind me Of what I already know Of what is plain to see?   I already know I'm not his first choice This repetitive news Doesn't make me rejoice  
I had no warning When I first met you My mind would be centered Around something new   You seemed to approach me As a different friend Now closer than ever I don't want it to end
Red
Red is that feeling in your chest when you dip her so low that her hair brushes the floor, slightly. Red is  her lips when she pulls you in for another kiss. Red is all you can see when you come in and find her in the arms of another.
I jotted down a message to myself in my phone: “Write a poem about watches and bicycles and poetry.”   Is that all he really left me with?
It's 6:27 on a Thursday morning  I woke up with a knife in my stomach and I'm missing you   It's 7:39 on a Thursday morning 
How Are You Free?   
running in
i still find your hairs on my pillow and i stillthink of you when i open the doori still manage to worry if i've left any papers on my floori still sneeze as much as i didwhen you were around
your lips touched me and brought what flows through my body up to the surfaceand it was a beautiful thing and i finally believed that who i was was beautifuli was myself and i was no longer ashamed of it but
Cursed lips that say my name That first kiss I'd hate to claim Evil disguised as a beautiful girl My heart was blinded from another world To say my name you have to know it first
 
I held on so tight to someone that the person was my breath without then I was outta breath and with them I felt as if I could live fo
   The girl that can’t love because of you Once so young and naive I allowed you to blind me of my perspective of love,  A love so beautiful, A love worth value that spoke volumes.
I will never forgetWhat was taken away from me
When I'm with you, I smoke less When you're with me, you smoke more What a perfect way to describe our relationship You may be good for me  But I'm no good for you  
You know when you have a breakup
  He's silent in a hundred different ways. Yet in his silence, count the many times he's made you FEEL. Never forget:
Little one, don't be glum I know you loved him so As they say – a horse with broken legs is dead anyways
I was willing to cut off my tail for you.   I remember the days, when I swam alone
If you wish whilst in a dream, it may very well come true It never ceases to amaze me that all my dreams are you Thinking of you is never hard, you never leave my mind
At fourteen life is confusing A rushing river of emotions we dont understand Alyson, you'll be okay. At fourteen life is hard Especially when you think you're in love.
Here I sit all alone No one to talk to No one to relate to Wishing that one day I won't have to feel sad One day, maybe I'll find someone to love me Or just maybe be alone forever.
In your eyes, their alone, out the light that guides you steps. Bier by what u see. Nothing more. In your red and fresh mouth kiss, and my thirst is not quenched, that every kiss would, drink whole your soul.
My memories of you are like the trees Roots planted deep in the ground of my mind Your branches, intertwined with every passing thought
shaky breaths and flitting eyes when did we come to this point.
  I come to my sense
Symbolism  
This is the scripture   Of the fallen souls,   Locked away in the chaotic darkness.   This is the story of   Wayward and Vagrant bodies,  
Dangling of a cliff, Fifty feet in the air Holding on to your rope- You can’t make me let go
Black is the colorOf the mothThat lays peacefullyOn my window sealNever making a sound Black is the colorOf the ravenFlying highIn the clear dark skyBut still a mystery in our eyes
The  Beauty of Life The  Beauty of
I think in pictures, not words.
The stars have alignedGot you on my mindMy heart's cold and oh so lonelySo I swallow some sinFor the pain that I'm inA cigarette, a blade, a dietWhen we promised we'd stop
A hundred thin knives piercing my chest again and again Waiting for me to give up. Exsanguinating my heart. Enjoying the sound of their glory by my screams, That are buried six feet underground.   Angels turn into Devils When the light surrenders,...
I guess, no, I don’t guess. I have too many scars to count. When did these start to amount, I don’t know.
The pain and embarrassment he caused makes me tear up each time I see him; if I was to look him in the eyes, I would cry.
A mirror stands before me Whispers of hate and laughter surround me They point out the outside flaws So I put on a mask to hide the hurt and the pain
16
Painful infatuation    The only escape is    Transcendence of the human situation   Finding love, illusory promises of elation  
Eyes closed breath heavy the feel of your body over mine my hands on your body your curves so defined I place a kiss upon your neck & whisper in your ear
My life is kind of hectic  Like a completed checklist When I look back on my life I see that I have dropped some fine dimes
You shoot me down bang bang. That's why I need another story.
I was born into this world by parents and adopted by you You didn’t have to adopt me, but you wanted to keep me I wanted to be your pet, love and devoted to you it’s true
Colorless is how people should appear to a police officer’s view Offender’s skin shouldn't make a difference in the end its true
Colorless is how people should appear to a police officer’s view Offender’s skin shouldn't make a difference in the end its true
I've been cursed to spend my life fighting. Darkness and war follows me everywhere I go. Fire and venom are in my veins.
3:22 and it's not you lying next to me you're probably sleeping just fine. Eyes just barely closed and fingertips inches away. Soft snores telling dreams I wish to be in. But when I open my eyes
I'm starting to feel like hearts are anchors and mine is rushing to the ground. Only I don't want to stay here, stranded under the beating sun.   So tell me how to jump
Don't touch me, I'm fragile. I flutter and float in the wind,
You!  
Bottle Things Up  
His sweet skin has outlived its expiration Finally, it has soured, from the moment her lips touched. Undeniably it had to happen someday: the outside will always creep on in.
I loved our home it took so much to build the door our joined hands the roof one another's protection dad after day we built it till it became our little cabin our feet kept toasty warm
I just smile I'll never let you get close to me Because I'm broken Mentally and physically But I just smile Knowing that no one cared If i was here there Even is i disappeared
        inspired by the Bible story of  Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego   not pushed, nor did i jump yet i fell into the fire   the vehement flames circle heating me with a ferocity ethereal
My life is like music:
You left a residue of memories That I cannot clean I left upon dawn Hoping to be unseen   Tempted to speak Distant murmurs Suffocate the sound Of all that used to be  
A wall, a wall with a hole so deep, so dark, the depths could never be known. A road, a road never traveled, nor will it ever be. An animal, lonessome and mateless, never to find his own.
It's been Three Hundred Thousand minutes. Long enough to seem like an eternity, although it has really only been Seven Months.
Lately, I haven't been able to get you out of my head. Your name overflows my mind continuously throughout the day.
  It'd be nice to have someone always by your side, Through the good, the bad, the love, the cries, It'd be nice to never feel lonely, To have someone to make you like you're their only,
Maybe at times i did things that hurt, but i tried so hard that you will always see That having you was a blessing for you and me.
My heart turned into stone so I skipped it across the pond I made the choice to let it go because I didn't need it anymore Now I'm dragging it back because I found where it belongs
Rain drops fall A heart beat stops A girl dies A call to the cops A boy cries A family gathers to morn
Dried tears on my cheekMy eyelashes are dampMy heart is too weakI can't stand the painThough it's my punishment to bearI can't stand the thoughtBut my mind is already there
A stab in the heart from the blade you called love You said sweet things to my face then turn around and switched up Whats real & whats fake? In this time I couldn't tell
She's the girl thats not ment to love To never recieve it on earth, only up above She tries to smile & act so very tough In the back of her mind is the reminder that she'll never be good enough
  When my stitches dissolved, I resolved a plan A list, if you will Of qualifications for the perfect man Or, if you will The perfect woman. When I fall in love I want to be EMO
Friday you come home from college full of stories describing your drunken antics, a new affinity for the Spanish language, and ambitions destined to take you far away from me. for a moment,
Roses are red. Violets are blue. Don't wait for the moment. No one can give you the world But you Red who rose Violet no longer blue If you want the truth No one can love you Like you
I loved him for who he was.
Tingling sensations oing through my ear and your distinctive lips draws me near. Vibrations going through me bed. Is this love or lust instead? Wake up early in the morning and i'll be here
straight lines brings back a flash back in time from sitting in the kitchen mama making sweet apple pies. Her lover made her heart race more ways than any other.
Strong That's what everyone calls me Like it's my name Like it's my filter They say I don't have to be But it's my only lifeline   Strong If I don't be it, if I don't use it
The sun shined, and the sand burned, The waves were soothing and calm, My hair soared while the wind turned, The hot sand was grasped in my palm.   I felt a sensation of unexplainable joy,
Scattered on the floor was a broken plate,
she was always afraid of falling in love
They say you always know which kids have no dad You know the ones always starting something, doing bad, roaming streets, making trouble, proving the stats right. Now Uncle Sam trying to keep them in his sight
Down every street, On every wall, In every room, Are windows, mirriors, puddles, and reflection. I march right by without a look but, sometimes I cant... Sometimes it pulls me, Calls to me,
Vast and continuos , far and wild My love for you, I cannot hide I long for the sea, rough or calm I'll sail you from the dusk 'till dawn My heart for you, shall always keep For sea, you are so full of life
Your eyes may not cry for me literally but your emotions flow like a river. Your hands long to hold me with tender and care, but you turned away. Deep down you know that I am fragile. 
Snap! Snap! Snap! all day long in the girl's bathroom. Lights flashing everywhere, skin showing, lips perched like a betta fish.
  With you, I finally felt loved. Your lips were softer than butter, kisses so soft, sweeter than the sweetest honey.
Lost in your eyes Confused by your heart What am I to do with a broken soul Maybe I can heal Or regain my life's worth Maybe I can move on But I prefer to regain your love I've said sorry
When I close my eyes, I see you with your arms wrapped around my waist: I feel loved.
 i know your tired of the constant texts,the constant ventin i know for a fact its an obsession/ I’m just tired, i need some sleep, i tried coutin sheep/, i tried xanex
I remember the day I met youthe first time I looked into those beautiful eyesI felt them sere into the bottom of my soul
One love, oops, too late.
find your own bliss.I found it inlovesickness.found it in lyingawake in bed,closing eyes tightto imagineyour headresting softly next to mine
Love. One word. That has so much meaning and power behind it. I mean, I’m not even sure I know the value  of it is anymore. I thought I did.
Jealousy doesn't get you anywhere in life. Chasing doesn't get you the person you want. Stealing doesn't get you the satisfaction you deserve. Screaming doesn't get people to listen. 01°30•15°
You don't see mestanding there - watchingwaiting. Even with the Moon'sfull glare-longinghoping. I whisper your Nameto the quiet night - watchingwaiting.
i thought i'd quit you (knowing all the well that if you showed me the least bit of attention i'd come running back) please come get me of course, i come running to find you
You
The beginning was full of warm colors. Then came to an end. My heart starts to break slowly, just as the leaves begin to fall.
Do you know how it feels To watch you and know That you'll never see me That you'll never hear me call your name   Do you know how it feels to want you To hear you laugh and cry 
I have never wanted a black man before He who walks around with his under clothing out He who had but 5 words repeated over and over I want this man I covet him like a child covets a charismas toy
All he wanted was to be loved, but no one ever threw love his way. His heart already have cracks in it from what that girl did to him the other day.  How can he love when all love done was bring him pain?
I woke up this morning with no doubt in my mind. Do what needs to be done with having only a certain amount of time. Getting ready to leave, oh! Look at that sunshine. Grab my jacket to walk out the door but the sun just wasn't shining anymore.
The smell of smoke lingers in the air Blowing towards the crack longing for freedom to escape its beholder I am the smoke looking for a place to go To grow. I can fly with the wind and
          Every morning when I lay awake   i don't see you anymore  heart of mind is the key to this relationship  baby I will always love you unless you love me to  I put my life in the line 
Let me start off by saying god bless you The world's greatest philosopher couldn't fathom the words to express you We tend to lose all hope and live in regret Meanwhile the world continues to spin and time is being spent
So lightly you appear And my mind just can not compare Since everything is so different. How can it be this colorful? Still my sorrow lingers on too.   My heart aches at the loss
Best friends become strangers While everything I treasured Was thrown away Sweet dreams Turn into restless nights Because I'm haunted by thoughts of "Maybe I should've" "Maybe I could've"
I have always wished for something more a little hope, a little love, a little bit of something. But now I sit by myself wishing for nothing.   Darkeness surrounds me
and perhaps
Me
Alone. Isn't that how it starts?I sit alone, waiting for a call A call that could possibly save my life. I am alone. My depression eats me alive But I still try. Try. I try to be happy
and you used to come here with me- but i guess that segment of our relationship has  come to a close and i don't know if i can wash the taste of you out of my mouth forget the scratch 
My head hurts My hurt hears too I never expected that At least not from you
This is for all the hearts i broke,I want you to know im sorry. and my tears are now soaked as a young girl,
Her eyes swollen from the tears, whites of them wide with fears. She's been so strong, she's carried on, but  how long can she go along? Pushing through everything she does,
A bubbling Laugh, a warm Smile,
I feel the warmth of strangers voices but I know I am alone.     In a semi coma a darkness pulls me under, to a sea of thought.    I wonder why can't I fell each snow flake land on my skin. 
My heart pumps when I see you My hands sweat when I see you My legs shake when I see you My eyes water when I see you My mind fails to load when I see you But you pass me when I see you
She sat alone with her sorrow  Didn't give a damn what they thought
Is that all I am to you? I’m just another drunk girl at Life’s party. Drunk on alcohol? No. Drunk on the hurting. It’s so reoccurring and my vision is blurring, Decisions crinkling…
You're in my dreams again and I don't know how you got there. You've been gone for two years, yet I still miss your smile. Tell me how I can get you out of my hair. I'd do anything to stop being so sad over you.
You told me you love me I knew it was a lie But down inside I believed it And stupid me Misuderstood this for inspiration Knowing that this fantasy was going to end soon
I wanna feel love I wanna know it Who would ever think that this girl will be the one to show it Smart girl Good grades But he says I'm just to naive to see it I tell your crazy
Authenticity is a rarity. When looking clearly you often don't see The parts of me I try to hide From you and from society.   Take a look behind the curtain, Glimpse the person you thought you knew,
Who am I? My name is Seraiah Jean Cook But what does that mean? I'm more than a name I'm just a girl in this world trying to be sane My life hasn't been the best
I'm a magical creature you see
I'm a magical creature you see
Here lies love so broken and ruined Here lies her heart so battered and torn He ripped it right out of her not caring of the effects She tried to put it back but It kept cutting her, making her bleed
Do I have to have a destination if I decide to runaway? Or would I end up in the perfect place for me? We'll, see. We'll have to see. Let's wait and see. 'Cus I noticed the sun hates taking breaks,
On that day the wolfs sad song rang true I sat by the pond broken and crying That was the day that i lost you The pain was so bad surely i was dying   I loved you to death but we're through
Love, where are you? It is your special day and you aren't here. Where, Oh, where  could you have gone? Could you be with everyone,  but me? Isn't my heart important?
I'm a magical creature you see
I'm a magical creature you see
I'm a magical creature you see
I'm a magical creature you see
I'm a magical creature you see
I'm a magical creature you see
I'm a magical creature you see
I'm a magical creature you see
Yeah, I quit, so what? Our team was terrible, it sucked You could tell from the first games That weren’t on the same page I was hitting the ball, getting triples
The Begining
Once upon a time (She was torn down to the bone nothing left except for the voices inside her thin skull. She was vulnerable or easy as some may call it. He took her heart
You Often Dreamed Of Things You Felt Were Impossible To Come True...But One Day, It Happened. It Really Happened.
They say I'll be fine. That soon you'll be but a memory. But I miss your smile, the way it was kind. I don't want to forget The feelings I felt And the things that I said. I want to feel your hand 
You look Into my eyes and I can see the scorn grow on your face like the darkness onto day you look at me, but it's not me who you see you see the a man a man who you no longer know 
If I ran to you, If I punded on your door, If I begged and pleaded, If I dropped down on my knees, Would you watch me fall part, Or would you let me back into your heart?
One, Two, Three, Dream with me.   One, Two, Three, Sleep with me.
Something old, Something new. Time that's borrowed, Days are few. Stories you've told, Do meanings hold true? When I wake tomorrow, Will I be next to you? When does truth unfold?
You were my legs, What kept me moving forward. You were my eyes,  What made me see the beauty in myself. You were my fists, Which protected me from uncertainty.  You were my heart,
Deadbeat number one. You walked out of my life before I even got to learn what your skin smelt like.I'm sure if I dug way back in my locked away, too young to remember, 
   
We have a short temper Do something either we dont like we lose it Yells and screams in face Hurtful comments  Threats of leaving Slaps and pin downs Throwing and stomping Holes in walls
Shes afraid of originality, so she doesnt speak her mind. 
My heart aches for his touch The one I never felt For his words The ones I got to read For his voice That sweet angelic sound He's like a drug Addicting No matter how long I'm clean
It is kind of a funny story
She made me realize…
She asked.
I’m not sure what I am feeling.
In the beginning, it was love at first sight My world was full of darkness, but he was my light I loved him and he loved me, I thought I could be myself and be free
I was always there but it wasn't me you wanted
Happiness and Joy errupt like a geyser at Yellow Stone,
My love grows stronger with each passing day, it blooms like a backyard rose in May, my heart like the rose through the gentle rain, is watered and nourished, though the skies are grey,
Dear my Love, the walls have fallen, The stones and mortar have given way. Authorities have not yet told If it were attack, or mere decay. The resting village still lies in peace,
Being alive im cold I cant breath Life being taken from me as i lay asleep My mind wondering , whats happening to me Life isnt over?  Than why do i feel dead Fighting a nightmare Looking for a dream
I sat in dismay Higher went the price The room grew fuller I started giving my life Shiney and more pricey It filled my eyes My heart grew big It dimed my sight It rose to a point
Luna's crystal veil glows bright tonight. It lays across the top of the ocean as bypassers cross it, yet it doesn't rip. Alone she stays, glowing with no one to adore her
The warmth and the passion of two lovers kindled by a thread
In darkeness, there is light. In the rain, there is sun shine.  So even while I'm unable to grasp the pai, my mind is at ease.  For even through death is life.   
my heart has been through so much, i figured i wouldnt have to take another break...
We're swimming around in the pool full of trust
Buried in woes, Don’t dream, don’t dream. Every time her eyes will bleed, For tears cannot ever express, The harsh thorns of this beautiful rose.   She sold her soul for the beauty in tomorrow,
Locked Up Life in this prison ain’t really so easy for you You on the streets going back and forth to Juvie.
Though I study hard and long People have questioned me all along   Adminstration always asking  And Parents always nagging   Let me choose the path I want  Let me choose the path I want 
So far Far from you Far from not knowing what to do Far from what I know I don't think I can grow I can't go without you for a single day Because wihtout you there are no words ro say
Again. It came crashing down on my windowsil. Raking, tapping, billowing. It clouded my thoughts, yet cleared them too. It reminded me of you.
You
What do you want me to do? What do you want me to say?  I don't like you the way you think I like you I am emotionally attached but not to the point where i will cry over your name if you leave.
What do you do when the words “it’s okay,”  just simply aren’t true?  What can be done when the body aches against the phrase, stomach tied tight in webs like spiders, tongue standing still like a silent statue?
I’m tired of being your entertainment. How long will I go on without any payment? I’m sick of being convinced to stay
Thoughts of nothing In times of despair I see you strutting Like you don't see me here I wished to fly like a choir on high To live like a new being awoken To be sheet thin and soar the sky
I have memorized all the break up songs Cried a thousand times Remembered your beautiful eyes and face But… The memory of what’s behind it Breaks me up every time I want to say I love you
For those who live and those who die,
The world made sense when I layed in your arms, I felt safe there was no need for alarm, You were my hero you said that you loved me, and stupid dumb me, I actually believed!
Now I know what love is, and no its not bliss, nor the feelin you get the first time you are kissed, Love is Pain. Storm raging insde you like a hurricane and all you see is their face feeling your heart race,
DreamsOf regret and painRattle around in my head--Abandoned thoughts,And untouched memoriesooze from my sleep,And into my ear--Spilling onto my pillowand leaving a stain
i had to realize that it could never be. he was too old i was too young and we were both too shy.   maybe it was a facade a front maybe it was all just ludicrous.
To this place I let my memories cleave- Long ago, a time on water’s horizon, A moment ethereal I never want to leave.   On a large, cool stump, love was received, Drawn from my heart for you were my siren.
Chuan de, river blossom's day, Tian, Hua Fu rong chu shui, like day rissen from night, hei ye ni, and i, stand over rui, see those flowers hua cao? Wo kan, say i, why ta bu shuo? dark, night ta shi...
Trying to be in a relationship with him is like trying to smoke a pack of cigarettes. He's addicting and his smell intrigues me. The first time with him isn't so great, but something about him makes you want to go back.
Your eyes are bright So full of life Your touch is warm Like a radiant beam of light I dream of you often Of holding you tight in my arms   When I'm around you I'm speechless
Soft words, sweet Soft hands, warm Leaves me giddy, breathless Innocent and never knowing loving, falling hard... and you ever knowing, sweet nothing to you  I am nothing
You may have it all, With your lovely eyes and bashful smile, But all of you won't matter in a while. I've given in to the greater good, And it's time to let it be understood.  
As light approaches the lenses And the camera frames my face The flash alerts my eyes My features begin to erase   I stare at nothing   But the fallacies of a picture
You were a cigarette break that felt like a for
I count minutes, hours, days, weeks, months, ye
you were my summer boiling my blood, drying my skin. I wasn't prepared for your end but it came without warning quick sudden completely out of no where like a car crash in the middle of the highway
He loves, I love. He smiles, I smile. He’s happy, I’m happy. He change, I’m confused. He, I, and many memories.   He loves, I’m sad. He smiles, I cry. He’s determined, I’m disappointed.
You live in my cavities 
My heart aches For the land that I barely know, For the people I've barely met, For the language I barely speak (Because I was there for a week).
Masks; not the ones worn on the night of fright, But the masks which portray false personality And refuse to uncover our faces to light. Such denial in agreement to a task 
i.Your kisses taste like silver and lead,your words bullets left in the barrelas my hands trace over the triggerand tempt you to release them.
How was it so easy to change on me We use to be so deeply in love That when you were sad, I cried When I was hot , You Sweated When i thought, You reacted If you had an enemy
He asked her can he come through!! I seen the comment as i scrolled up my screen It left me emotionally broken I could hear my heart Scream. I know i wasn't perfect But at times I tried,
They say pain is temporary Forgive me for thinking its scary Maybe it's a fantasy, no fairy I want comfort on the contrary. Pain is a inhibitor, because it inhibits us. You could call it bondage,
If i had a penny for every time you said "I love you" I would be banking with at least a million and two. But if I had one for every time you meant it I wouldn't even have a single cent.
Mood:BlankMy mind is a blank canvasI want to paint my mind with colors of youEach stroke being a different reason to love everything that is youMood:Indigo
Not going to let another day pass me byEven though my hair maybe a messAnd I'm not going to lieI don't always pass the test  But I'm going to let the world know that I'm flawless
The way I feel when I'm with you is so indescribable 
No one tells you the bad parts about relationships...
Vivid Loving   If one day, our laughter disappearsWould you settle for silence? If I no longer smiled and shed only tearsWould you let go and not give me guidance?  
bottoms up to this  broken heart for it, too, like this glass in  my hand, knows what its like to be emptied 
A smile hinted at her lips She watched her beloved from afar He was in her thoughts, never ceasing Should she dare be bold? Should she let her secrets run free? Yes, courage sweeps her away.
Does it hurt ? Can you feel it? can you prove?  
Me and You I was your love and you were my babe Sounds cliche and cheesy but why not hun Just a couple of kids who secretely liked the other for years But this was not known until recent
His eyes glowed as bright as the North Star in the summer night  I wanted nothing more, but just his name;
I love you. I love you. "I like you so much" I said. My heart was still pounding  At the prospect of saying what I really meant. He knew what I really meant.  
It's like I'm addcited You're a poison I know you'll kill me I don't seem to care though   I can feel it Death Running through my veins Spreading through my body  
As time goes on, the more I wonder how much it was true Did you love me as much as I still love you? Does your heart ache while you lie awake in the dark Thinking of my hand wrapped gently around your arm
Him
I want to know if he kisses her the way he kissed me. If he sighs at the touch of her lips. If he moans with the sway of her hips.   The problem is, I know he does.  
My heart is bursting with fire I suppose; The feeling is always mutual But I will propose; That my emotions are changing for the better   My heart is clearly broken
him
his blue eyes were full of lies the way he held me was the way he had held many before me the word he said dripped with venom  he was the snake himself I walked right into his clutching trap 
Remind me to not flirt Remind me to not smile Remind me why I have these tears that have flowed for awhile. Remind me to not love Remind me to not try Remind me why I'm sitting here trying not to cry.
I’ll never know the difference between fire and ice, They both strike a nerve under indifference, Burying deep under the folding of membranes too hard to predict.
Sometimes you get caught,In the swallowing of silence.
Butterflies, sweaty palms, a new embrace.
You once told me
"I love you" becomes "It's over" "Let's move on" And, the worst, "Goodbye". The world I stood on top of Caves in, Crumbles, And falls. Sweet kisses turn into bitter words
Red roses and blue violets Were never- Never will be Enough. Because I cared Enough for the both of us. Maybe that's why You didn't care at all. Despite my fingers being buried in yours,
Pulling  An ever-retreating journey Into the caves of my imagination I am pretentious And cold Withdrawn from the modern world   The jeans You once adored
Love won't you come back, and be my best friend, won't you please give me your heart and soul once again, won't you whisper your sweet song and stand by my side, won't you be my fair maiden, my queen and my bride, won't you give me your hand as w
What have I learned about heartbreak?  
excuse me young sir, but do you happen to have any glue   i need to piece my heart back together  
Daddy dearest, I hide behind your cloak and giggle as we play. You teach me to swim, to hunt, to ride, and to be far more than just any girl.
I thought if the music was loud enough It would drown out the feeling The only thing that left was my hearing
How am I supposed to love myself, when no one seems to love me, how am I supposed to keep my head up, when all this hurt pushes me down.? As I keep going, day through day, it builds up, breaking me down,
YOU
What do I need ? I need you to say you love me too And i need my restless infatuation to mean something 
Oh pandemonium that cast such a silence What tranquility you graced me with, In the nights light of quaint eternity that our Souls touched   Thoughts of utterance quaked the heart
Who am I behind this smile?
Why does life taunt us? Pining a little purple butterfly, To the ground. Why don't you fight? I ask him. 'Because I can't.' he replies. Well, why not? I ask. 'Because they don't want me too.'
If it were to happen that I fall in love with you know that I'll love you with passion and disgust. You hurt me more than I hurt myself darling.
I was the fool to fall for a trap that played my heart to think you cared.
You give me tears, you give me love, but there's more you do that lifts my heart, eve
pain fills my chest as I remember when you layed on my breasts   It kills me to walk this way, the way we went when you were bae.   For 3 years I called you mine.
I'm not scared of relationships, I want a relationship. I want to hold someone's hand while they drive down an open road. I want to kiss their forehead when they feel sick.
its hard letting go of something you've been struggling to hold onto. especially when its hurt you more than it has helped you. but it'll hit you one day when you're holding someone else's hand while they're driving,
people always told me
Sometimes I wish we never met
when he spotted the abandoned clothesline he knew it would be a safe place to hang his drenched fabrics to dry (safety was always his priority; practical thinkers are
                                             When will Life Start    
I can make believe that I don't feel this way
Well I just wanted you to know that I was here I am here I am here like that tooth brush you grab every morning Or when you close your eyes and darkness meets you instantly I am here.
I don't admit to
forever, its a strong word that keeps us all attracted, from love that we fall from to love that we practice,  you meet that one person who can make your wrong, right,
I said I'd find you, But I didn't mean this, Find you alive and well, Not walking to our tree, Finding your dead body, Knowing you had left me alone.   We had a conversation before,
Two lives colide Into each other The secrets build The walls break Come on in To my arms I hide it So well from Everyone around I'm in the clouds You picked me
You told me once That your name means "To intoxicate" First love can be very heady I was just a stumbling alcoholic in your wake
As I look at them, a prequel unfolds In this aura colorblindness persists But look closer and the lines seem to bold The two identical souls coexist   As time goes on, the story does begin
Crushed at the sight of this disgraceful love 
Even though some may think, "how could this be a happy thing?" I think it's something, that happened for the better of me. Three and a half years of hurting me, but I can't BELIEVE I played along, and let him make a fool of me.
My heart longs for you I swear I'll be true to you Although you are not
maybe if we enjoyed the lullaby of empty dial tones, we would fall asleep somewhere amidst the clatter of unanswered phone calls.   there is a melancholy to be found in silence.
a man with a scruffy beard and ice-blue eyes once told me: when we love, we get angry when we are not loved the same way.   i wonder if he saw the hint of indignation,
The little things you say The tone of your voice when you say it Even though you are no longer my concern
If my words were to not have a filter on them then I would say what's truly on my mind.  I would speak words that come from my soul.  I would let people know how I feel, I would let them know the words I should have said that are now too late to
Beg me to forgive you, maybe I won’t
"I'm done enjoy" Is what he said to me  Its what he said to a battered soul and a shattered heart  This was said to a person who has bloodied hands and calloused palms fighting for another three words 
My dreams of us is all
How could I once more find the joy, I had when I found you
Me without a filter.Sad and cold as winterHappy seems so UnfamiliarThink my heart has died and witheredLast time I smiled, i was with her.And now she’s goneLeft me all aloneWhat did I do wrong?
Look at me crumbleWatch me fallI’m doing my bestI’m giving my allBut nothing worksIt falls apartNo matter whatI have to restartIm growing tiredI want this to end
I love you
this is a poem poemmy poem if you will it is a poem about poem aw yeah poem salamanders have very high  iqs  and so do i because I are be in ap class
  I want to kiss you. I want you to tell me it’s okay. I want you to say what you’re thinking. I want to push you off a train as it’s speeding over a bridge with a hundred-foot drop.
The layers of tears that I've cried have stung my eyes to that point of where seeing just becomes painful. I don't want to give up. But I'm being forced to give up. Or am I? No, this whole situation is fucking bullshit.
We all drink the world in misery as shuffled songs pass through cheap headphones
Apathy, my brethren, sweet poison of the
The day you left me, it was the day of destruction, it was the day that nearly killed me, through all the pain and the tears.   I remember yet, the way we sat together, for the very last time,
There was no Potential coiled beneath your tongue And I was too enthralled by the sound of your voice to notice. So while you whittled away at my unending devotion,
As I lie wide awake, I pray to The Lord, "Please, for my sake, if the one I love does not love me back, may your light shine on me before I attack; myself."
And then it hit me;you never loved me. You don’t treat someone you loved like that. 
  “The family and friends of mine, I dont love, I dont love... Friends of mine don't show up all the time, Still have me in their mind, Borrow my pain, reimburse cheers,
Tears don't mean sad or pain, Isn't even flow from wounded heart... Tears are way to express joy and sad... Emotion charged when fervently warmed... In Very sad or Ecstatic joy, 
My love has gone away, unfortunately, he swayed. I know your smart, therefore I need your heart.
 I like you and you like me, But there could never be a we. Why go through so much trouble,
Laying in bed Wanting to be with my boo Wishing I were dead Because I cant live without you
My world was full of light, Until you left, now its dark as night. You had my heart, Then you tore it apart.
The biting my nails to the nub while simultaneously fidgeting with the buttons off my cardigan because I can't get enough. 
Her heart aches so much that she doesn’t know how she’s going to make it through the night Without hearing his voice, feeling his touch, without him by her side  
  Painful shots, routine meds Breath stopping moments, heart wrenching seconds We were there, in that moment of time when we were together
Him
My heart no longer mourns for your love,
Your eyes they doth sparkle. Your face it doth shine. and if twas my choice, I would make you all mine.   but fate whisked you away, so you could not stay. but if you could now,
Never had to break a
Yeah I never never know, but it always goes to show that I'm not you. Oh yes it's true. And you never never know, but it always goes to show that I'm just me. Oh can't you see?
They make the light so something funny, to put that sparkle in his eyes. they even make your lunch act weird, but you'll call it butterflies. They make you fall for the cheesiest pick-up lines.
I know the smell and feel of his skin, as if it were my own.
i never really understood what people meant when they said they've loved and they've lost until I realized I loved you so damn much that I lost my
The moonlit truck Wasn't bright enough to see The sadness in her heart Tied with the love in her eyes
It's 12 am and I'm starting to realize that I literally want no one else but you and I only want to touch and draw on your skin and I only want your hands on me and I only want to comb my fingers through your hair and I only want your lips to e
it is 2 am
Thinking, wishing, pondering, pensiveChoosing wrongWishing to knowThe contents of my heartAnd that in yoursWill you complete my soul?If I leave now will you still be thereHow do I decide?
Being with you was full of ups and downs, The smiles, the laughs, the hugs, kisses were great To feel, but when I think of how it sounds, The moral of this story’s, NEVER DATE.
She always loved where the lilies grew She loved their enchanting fragrance. The field was like being in the clouds of the sky so blue The field was where she would happily dance.
"Fireworks" you murmured That summer afternoon Wrapped in your arms on the couch  A kiss that ended so soon   It was my first with you Beforehand didn't matter
I’m soaring, looking, watching out behind. I’m flying, falling, to the flower. Here. Just wanting, wishing, that I’ll see you near. A flower like this, again, I won’t find. As beautiful as dew-drops in the spring,
Rocky spine, left in the night fragile skin that reflects the light. Rocky spine, growing strong marks that show what went wrong. Rocky spine, with a smile so bright eyes that sparkle in the night.
Joy
One day you were there By my side Hand in hand Than one day you left No words were spoken you Were Gone Waiting for you Hoping someday  You'll return.
I don't like that there's no mail on Sunday's. Every day you go to your mailbox Finding magazines and letters and everything in between.
Bewildered by your smile Ready to fall at any time Opened up and let you in Kept you sheltered from the storm. Everything came to a stop
He loved me once Everyday he told me so.  Anytime of the day it didn't matter. Right there beside me or There in the middle of the day. space between us grew bigger and bigger
Love Boundless, Blissful Happiness, Joy, Peaceful. One is happy when in love but love has a price. 
A dark night A house at the end of the road Shades pulled and door closed What lies inside the lonely home? A poor boy all alone   When the sun resurrects The boy too must show life
I don't know what I'm doing here.
 You think he is cute, he dresses nice, a little player, but he is into you. "I can make him change", thinks the girl that is still in her teens. You fail to realize that he is young too.
I think you and me could make it But I'm not sure if our hearts can take it So i'm in the studio writing my feelings down Trying not to drown In my emotions
Cupid's never been mistaken  Until now Our love is forsaken Think we should take our final bows These curtains won't be drawn again
The pounding in my head won’t go away The rush, the high, flying None of it will go away The rush, the rush, it’s supposed to end The night over, the day breaking --but fuck that why end it early?
Cresting over bed sheets are eyes asBright as the morning sun, blinding with colors; promise,Hushing a giggle from my lips with his tender kiss,He is the dawning of darkness,Though sunlight drips from his kind smile,
Ah, love, you hurt me so, With your sweet thoughtless words. They hold so much meaning, or so I hope, That blossom honey springs from your mouth As if from a fountain, a stone Cupid's bubbling lips.  
fluttering, flying,  the way it's supposed to be -- feeling alive,                                                                         falling... how you make my stomach jump
Does a rose really symbolize love?
I want you. I want you so bad to be like her. To remind me of the times when I had a smile and everything was fine.
VII
I met you a year ago, never thought id feel this way I look into your eyes, I see love and my heart wants to celebrate
There is no day left to this December, no scotch in the hollow cabinet no ashes left from when you sat beside the candle…   I lie in the palm of my bed
     Her heart beats quickly, and it beats red wine. His breathing slows, and he inhales her scent. She drinks him in with her midnight eyes. He hears her sigh from his gentle kiss.
When we first locked eyes that summer afternoon, You left me, in the most innocent sense, breathless.  I knew that I would fall in love with you And I thought it was worth the risk.  
Caught off gaurd her laugh made me stop, and pause, sadness surfaced from deep within my chest, slowly I turned to look, dissapointed I didn't find you there, I carried on  
If she showed me nothing else Then I guess she was   If she gave it all to me I guess she was   If it was undeniable I guess she was   If she was... What was I
Skin is splotchy from lack of nutrition Dark crevices beneath my eyes from restless nights Hands shacking from loss of stability Eyes sparkless due to a runaway soul Mind caged no longer able to feel
The verdict is out ‘GUILTY’ He’s sitting on death row, it’s his last bout And making amends in his final seconds
If you feel cold,I Can warm you up  If you feel sad,I can Cheer you up 
A Second of Forever   One Second,    Two Second,    Three Second,    Four.   This feel brings me joy
Silly boy, oh silly boy watch me while I get used like a toy abused by his words and fade through his actions how in the hell could this shit have happened ?  
You knew I loved you more than anything in this world If I could, I would give you the world and much more but instead you couldn't appreciate what you had and  now my heart is so cold and bitter.
This is a mistake that I have foolishly made. Pain, I cannot fake, even try to hide. This pain I feel twisting and burning deep inside.
I am left hopeless; doomed to fail before I try. Always make a mess and then left to wonder why. I cannot impress the weight of each small sigh. That I try to dress well is my feeble, sad cry.  
Its odd that the feelings are still there  even after you left one word reminds me of you and it is like the millions of memories flash through me mind the pain is unbearable 
You walk in, my eyes, blinded by the vision of God's most perfect creature. You say to your homegirl... I’ll be RIGHT back. I could use a lil snack to soak up this liquor.
Are you real with me Or a shadow of Beauty I don't want to know
You told me you loved me. You told me that you loved me more.
Thank you for trying to save me. Thank you for trying to make me love myself, but as you can clearly see, I am beyond saving. I have lived my entire life feeling worthless.
Flashback to the simple times Your skinny jeans black, your t-shirt white ‘Cause now you're covered up in layers and lies It seems you've forgotten we had one hell of a ride
The day my heart stopped
Sitting here alone with you makes me wish I was yours forever. Wishing you felt that way too,
i made it a day without you and looks where its got me I'm covered in filth and there's no one to stop me 
Waking up everyday like man what a dream, Another image of you seperated by worlds   It all happened in the blink of a eye, I fell for you and everything just seemed right
Waking up every day like man what a dream, Another image of you seperated between worlds.   It all happened in the blink of an eye, I fell or you and everything just seemed right.
Someday I will say to youIt was only just a dreamYou told me you will be with mebut it was just a lieSadness in my face-that makes me want to cryI just pretend I don't want you
can you not see that there is no happy ending for people like us   this only ends when one of us is dead   and the other decides to move on or grieve eternally
please dont ask me to write about our love or about us at all   because i can only write poetry on the things that kill me   and if you want a poem from me
You didn't tell me you  loved me in so many words   but in the way you looked at me and held me   you didn't tell me goodbye in so many words  
Fragile as the flight of a butterfly,Is this love that lives in constant fear.Ready to fight for its desires
The way he broke my heart, 
You had the bullets, 
I still catch myself, from time to time, wanting to call you, or contact you in some way, and tell you all about my year, or even something as simple as the weather,
I was in love. And you were too.we were together, through and through.but you left me alone, Stranded in an ocean of my tears.it was the end. Of me. Of you. Of us. Of who we were.
I took to the clouds  The coulds had some truth to them, more than in people.
Us
Are we just a flower beginig to blom in the warm spring weather ? Or a leafe changeing its color from green to red? we are the butteflies in our belly and the glint in my eyes.
Now, I don't usually title my poems.
I'm going to make love to you.
If heartbreak was the leading cause of death,
Flaws make us who we are,
The hurt, the agony, the pain, the betrayal, the lies, the broken promises, the assumptions, the hatred, the run arounds, the tears, the wounds, the scars, the dark, the pain, those dangerous thoughts, the nights alone, the days of torment, the
I am a moth attracted to a flame  Memorized by the beautiful luminance
I heard she broke your heart How does it feel?
With time everything passes expect you.
man my minds a train wreck so explosive but nobody knows what's going on cuz I show no emotion. I don't feel the need to tell people my problems.simply because my problems are my problems.
My heart was once your home. Lucky for the girl who have your heart now Lucky, for she finally captured what was once mine. Be happy, I know you already are.   I want to be happy for you
Dark slashed through the smooth surface of the glassy water. Shattered peices of porsalin heart. Decaying souls after the end of a love. Hatred dripping from their minds. The end of a beautiful blossum.
What happened?
Combined mix of favorite songs and
What happens when the lights shine for someone else?
you ripped cupid's arrow clean out of my heart. i'm still bleeding.
When love and hate collide,mixed emotions I couldn’t help but cryConfuses the soul I couldn’t hideAs I faced you that I already bid goodbye
My hand Reaches out To try and  Destroy the darkness And the distance between us You are so close Yet You are so far away Please Don't go Away
Her
She was beautiful  She was wrapped in a blanket of beauty with a dazzle of sparkle  The sparkle you could see in her eyes when her crush walked by
We have all sat there And have been told a lie We have all sat there and cried Into out pillow  Which became our best friend We have laid there And wanted to drown it all out With music
To love you, is to love pain. This sweet undeniable pain. I cant deny you, like i cant deny a sweet ache in my chest. It burrows deep. You latch on to my soul. But I'm the one who is clinging to the edge for dear life.
Heartbreak is something I cannot take. I fly just to fall, Crashing and burning. I've smiled this smile for to long, I'm starting to believe somethings truly wrong. Your love was a lie
This dude I met a few weeks ago  mentioned to me the 3 year mark. Not sure what the fuck he meant by that He seemed daunted  But the certainty of his tone got to me "You know....The 3 year mark?"
A dream is wasted, a hope is a flying dream, a lie gives false hope, a bitter love has hurt lies, a life still goes on.
I like you  but I don’t want you in my head.   Im not used to being controlled, Im used to being in control.  
She will never see Never realize  What I meant last night  When I said  I have never felt this way She didn't realize what i meant Didn't see I liad my heart out That I loved her
Two trees stood side-by-side in serenity They were young oaks with full lives ahead of them They were surrounded by other young trees of many kinds They had no idea of the fate that would befall them
There are some days you wake up and wonder why her name isn't lit up on your phone Or when you get news good or bad you know she doesn't care
I'm afraid.
This poem took a minute  Cause i had so many thoughts going on in my head  I didn't know what was right and what was wrong It seemed as though my world has been turned And i don't know if it was for the best
Hair bright as a summers day Eyes the color of the ocean You can see the happiness slip away hes trapped by an immature devotion.   His soul as warm as a fires flame has gone cold as ice
Every scar is a reason, A reason to hold, A reason to love... Let me hold you in my arms tonight, Showing you that I can see the beauty through the beast,
I grew and noticed I had no pair Sent by God to provide care All ma burdens no one help bare Of the many Love none was shared.
I feel you running. I feel you hiding. I feel the love is vanishing away. Oh why so long in love and hurting. Oh why just you don't want us stay.   How will I handle you away?
The guard is up No one can get in No one can see what I feel I don't want to see your face with pity clear upon it.   I built this guard many years ago When you shattered my heart
d the ability to get a glance at the figure of the physique under the black veil I've cast upon myself, I applaud.
All eyes on us as we dancedI'm sweating like a sinner in church and I cantMeet your eyesAnd everyone knew what I was going to tell youThey expected smiles and at the end I'd hug you
Where'd you go?
What does it take, to heal a broken heart? Is there a way, or will it just fall apart?   Your heart is broken, and so is mine. Oh turn back, Hands of Time.  
You say you never meant to hurt meBut that's exactly what you've done.Against your knowledge you've ripped it outLeft a hole of mass destruction.I fell for you but you threw me aside
I remember thinking, that your blue deep dark blue eyes ... Could solve anything Cure anything and that your smile... your pearly white smile could fix my sadness,
Crawling into bed Your heart beats against his Interlocked in an embrace Two bodies connected, forming one Puzzle pieces fitting together Moving in harmony Paddling to shore X marks the spot
She
She walked; no, walked could not describe the way she moved. She glided down the hallways, turning every head like the giant wind turbines that littered the plains she lived in and dropping every jaw like the first leaves of autumn.
my heart was stolen when i was weak im still rising up onto my feet i was hurt but i grew stronger won't tolerate this any longer you drugged me with misconceptions what exactly were your intentions?
I hate everything you said to me,                                                   
Remind me why we can’t try this again.Now that we know what’s at stake,we won’t make the same mistakesand if we do, we’re done for good, the end.But at least we’ll know what could have been
She completely tore him apart.Molecule by molecule he started to evaporate,only there was no cycle of reincarnation this time.
She doesn’t love me the way I love her.She baited me like a fish on a lure,and I fell for every line.Now I’m stranded here by the wayside.
Calm, chill, charming, That is what people see. I present a facade of confidence. Little do they know, My insides are burning. Most do not know of the fear, The fear of the future.  
The moment I met you, My soul knew to stay away from you, For it knew you'd be the death of me. Of course, my heart felt what it did And I suffered the tragic consequence.
You were my favorite thing Hearing your sleepy voice at 4 am As you struggled to stay up with me   Listening to your attempts at singing lullabies That would lure me to sleep  
You stole my heart, You stole my mind. I thought you were different, Possibly a great find. This may be true, Even to this day. You still hold my heart, In a painfully beautiful way.
I never took you for granted.
On the first Saturday, I was a stranger in your house.
i’ve been counting all the bones
wreckless of the wicked makes me yawn
Fear is what I consume,
I let you carve your name into my skin with a knife as sharp as your words But with those same lips you kissed scars onto my flesh Whispering that it was love I wanted to believe you
I'll write your name on all of my cigarettes so that more than your words can kill me Because it's always those closest to us whose words mean the most So lover I'll keep you in my back pocket in a cardboard carton
You strum the strings of m
When I think of you                    sometimes my stomach flips.  Not alwyas in that "good way"         well,      Most of the time is alwyas the good way.  but I shouldn't feel like this. 
The belief of who you were is as irrelevant as crayons to dog food,
It's that time of year  When I am reminded of the pain We were so happy together
Your betrayal is like a punch to the stomach. You who knows me best, knows how to betray me best. I was always there for you.
We sangWe dancedWe talkedWe walked Our lipsThey metOur thoughtsThey locked We worked as friendsWe found some timeTo talk aloneIt was sublime
How could you love me But give me that script Played that role like "you the only girl" Gave you everything I could  Including my 1st time under the sheets You never thought you'll get ccaught up
There's regret and remorse then trying to forget and move foward, but all of this time I'm thinking...
I remember thinking that you are as consistant as the sea,
I got sent here to learn about The world and how it messes people up And how people keep going no matter What, how they never give up but at the end of the day.   I stare at you for hours
No, that wasn’t a euphemism for Anything, you have a dirty mind. I keep reminding you to buy milk but All you do is write in my books, My first editions of going nowhere,
One month Four weeks Twenty eight days. A lifetime in a moment, two heartbeats in a second. First week of the semester you were there Skating in and out of my vision. I noticed, but didn't pause
Died By Love: Broken Heart   He fought through and through Whether it was the war or the hard struggle of love
I miss the sound of your voice I miss your smiling face You're so far away But soon my darling we will be together Soon I will feel your loving embrace Soon I will feel your passionate kiss
Cupid is no archer, but a demon with a bow
I looked at a reflection in the mirror and asked myself why not me.
As the sea roared & the tides were falling back, I got dragged into my depression 
In my time of need would you? When it's time to grieve would you? When I need a shoulder to lean on would you? If i said I love you would you? If i weren't brave enough could you?
I remembered why I hate the fall- late fall, when it starts getting just cold enough that you tell your mom to turn the heat on. I remembered why I get all choked up when I get too cold-  
I know I’m unwanted, Yet I still try To find the one Whom would die For me and make me feel
The print has faded From the movie ticket of our first date, Just as our love has done.   I still think about you
You used to tell me you'd do anything for me. Now when I need it most... You're nowhere to be found. I'm lying on the cold, cold ground With my heart in pieces. And you're standing over me, Laughing,
Sometimes when my phone goes off randomly, I secretly wish your number would pop up- I deleted it from my contacts, Thinking I could delete you from my life,
Depressed,tired of being called out,wanting to quit Try balancing a 3.5 GPS while you play sports and trying to "fit in" Sometimes I want to give up. But my parents taught me better.
That life alrtering heart shattering body shaking head aching words spurring hatred your whole world's crumbling down and you just can't take it  that love that you thought
You'll always be the one I wanted most. The one I gave the most time too. Put in the most effort. The only one I'l ever wait for. And you didn't even seem to notice. You always had some other girl,
Eventually it gets old You get tired of arguing just to have a conversation Your throat is still sore from yelling at the top of your lungs just to make sure your voice is heard
Someone is going to come this way one day,I know I expect a miracle today,But, no one can come to me unless the street dogs,No man comes to me except the rain,
My Heart is like a symbol steady tinging
You told me you loved me, Those words sounded like honey to my ears. I let myself fall. I didn't realize until I hit the ground, that they weren't honey at all. They were poison to my mind.
What can I say?
  Give me hope, Humanity- I'm livin' in a nightmare. Praying for better dreams;   Jesus weeps As he hears the  Screams of the  Saints.  The holy shouts.
She was our mother,
For I would take your hand in a heartbeat, And run with you through eternity Amongst the fields of flowing time  Beautifully illuminated amidst our minds   
Words whispered in the breeze Linger even after she can't hear. The trees ramble on Shivering and leaning Love's impression vanishes. The dejected dreams Long to be real, To have been felt.
The song of my soul is playing, The beat entrapping me, surrounding me Lifting me up at all times, So why is your shroud still here?   No matter how far I run, I could even fly away,
That star, Lighting up every single crevis of our world. Shining in our faces,
I met a guy Thought he was right for me But then I turn around And guess what I see, That he's a player And that's not what I need Yet why can't I leave him be?  
When skies were always of a blue In times when I knew love was in me, When I was young and filled with joy, The world seemed beautiful and good, I loved a girl, and she loved me,
I met him in the city of angels
For those of you who have a BURN BOOK... This is different. Not really. JS- My first kiss, nice enough kid. TH- Angry Anakin, such a moodie cutie. Well, Padme didn't stick around.
You. Me. Them. Us. All different people. You and me not so much. We have a love deeper than the oceans and wider than the sky. The times we had were like shooting stars, passing by.
First impression Seems to be the best But why do I find it So hard to rest Late night thoughts  On my mind Its those same thoughts That take all the time Is time running out
I smile when I want to cry I laugh when I wanna scream You wanna know why  Because when I cry or when I scream It's pushed aside like a child's plea
There are always love that define the beauty of a person. Beauty is not just a person looks it's the way a person personality is.
Will the life we once sought, 
You
This is specifically directed to you. You may not be here to hear my words, But as long as the words exist, As long as the words have been spoken And they are directed to you It doesn’t matter.  
She was beautiful beyond compareyoung, brunette, and fairI could not help but call “Hello there!”My dear and beloved Lillian.
I can feel her hands touching meas if we were in love yesterday, 
The rays of heat from the sun on your skin The thumping of your heart The weight of his gaze on your skin Light breaths blowing your bangs The tickle of eye lashes on your cheak
Am I on your mind 
You took my heart and left it all alone to die who can I trust now
Bright shadows and the paradox  of missing a man who has given no time  to be missed--Realities and symptoms of the many afflicted with warmth in their  nature and 
all i can hear is the ticking of the clock, though i'm halfway certain there is nothing but silence. i would much rather be in a trance than here with such a horrid creature. you ignite my every being only to
I thought you was the one, I swear to god I thought I thought you was the one, and now i'm just to myself thinking and linking what did I do wrong so you could not even say so long you was gone, told me you would be here and ten years from now,
  To smell to breathe to feel to be alive This are my greatest joy Knowing i can smell your scent Knowing i can breathe what you percieve Knowing i can feel your warmth, your touch
I was put on this earth for a mission, and my massion was to find you. I have completed what God wanted me to do. I never thought that it would be for a short period of time.
I sit here In a once comforting place Now haunted by vivid memories They circle around me Like vicious banshees Screaming mistakes and regrets
Well there's a way to ruin a day that looked as though would go my way.  A simple idea to visit a friend, that surely turned out to be our end.   Whether it jealousy or whether it spite,
Love is just some four letter word, That people use to show how they feel How can you feel something, when you don't know love is real? What is love? We don't know
The smiles don't stay, they turn into tears.  Happiness goes away and I think of the first few years.  Even though they're not for long the laughs feel so worth it.  Without him it'd feel wrong, 
A candle burns flickers of light into my dark room  I am shattered Keyboard clicks and the tones of a Les Mis song  I am heartbroken  I smell the cool autumn air and dread going to school today I am scared
In a Sea full of Throrns            She's the Beautiful,                                     Strong,                                             Delicate                                                      Flower
Broken Wings  
Snow White, Snow White, Red as Blood.   Your colourless heart  is not so pure. Tainted with unfamiliar emotion. But is it truly your fault?   Who can blame you,
You bring out the love in me. The tsunami of emotions in me The tornado of desires in me As you leave me tremble in my knees You bring out the colonized Colonized by love
Pills, pills, pills.They numb the pain and make me forget you.I take all the pills,searching for one that makes me feelas good as you made me feel.
love me I love you
The worst part is not knowing why. Was it he or I who did not try? Was it my height, my personality? Or was our relationship just a formality. Were we in love with the idea of us, but never eachother?
Well here is something about me I don't like to talk about my past
Mother, if you haven't noticed I'm continuing a fight i don't know if u heard but i still cry at night. Its the monsters an demons who live inside of me sometimes you try but still find it hard to see.
Overtime I've come to realize they couldn't be more wrong; Because in hating you I was weaker but in loving you I was strong. They said that angels and demons were destined to fly apart,
 1 Roses are red Violets are blue  your curtins are opend  and im watching you     2  Twinkle Twinkle little star i want to hit you with my car 
Am I scared?
Could it be possible
How many times have I fallen, Only to fall apon the floor. How many times have I given my heart, Only to have someone slam the door. My heart now covered in scars, Has grown tougher then is has ever been.
Beyond the face there is a brain. It may not always be right, It may not always be sane.   Beyond the eyes there is a vision. What I wish I could see, All the things that are missing.  
Into your heaven drifts your lonely pen. You sketched me a beautiful sky. In shapes and clors not colored in, your maniatic illusion is addicting. Mix together your deepest emotions on the palette of my skin.
He's blinding almost, he's screaming out, "Let me go!" "Take me back!" "Let me go!" and..."Take me back." again Blue is where she found misfortune. She's tempted,
Some people judged too quick 
The life in your eye, the tenderness of your skin. Your breath on my neck, that trembles me within.
A lover's Dance is patient and caring it nourishes the heart, soul and mind. It bring you deligh and bliss within knowing that he will be with you through thick and thin.
you think that holding someone tight will  bring them closer             not a regular tight             tighter than that close enough that you are him  and she is you
To my desire,   Is it even possible? I hate you so much. You are the crimson fire that burns angrily in me. You are the bush of thorns growing around my heart.
If you’ve ever loved a boy who is both out of your league and culture Whatever he meant by that You would know what it’s like to sit at a dining table in a home
You take the affection I give you
No ! No that's it I'm done!
You are all I need, and you are all I ever want... 
I guess I didn't know how to love myself. The things you said you saw... I always did think you were delusional. For I am not beautiful, I am not worthy of Want.
I looked at               her, And I looked at                         you, And I knew that I had already lost.
I am more in love with you now than I've ever been And all I have is a folder of pictures saved on my phone And right now you are exactly 719.6 miles away from me Yet every night I feel like you're next to me
You've captured her, she's free no more. You've vanquished her, she lives no more. She's already dead but you dance on her grave like a maniac hungry for any drop of profit you may rape from her body.
Fair-weather sweetheart Hide behind your porcelain makeup Cozy and cuddling in an oversized sweater Fearing the touch of skin when she wakes up Expecting more I love you buts and you deserve betters
You killed my confidence and left me crawling— Not that I was old enough to know before That it’s okay to love myself and someone else At the same time with nothing to be sorry for.  
Is it still just a game—? When you’re holding me close underwater And I’m wondering how long you’ll let me wait Before I turn around to see you face to face In the dark, alone and falling
I lost my shadow, I lost my friends, Even my reflection is running away. What did I do to scare you? I was always nice, always generous, I gave you everything I had
You are the smile on my face You are the tears that cascade down my silken cheeks You are the bubbles of laughter that escape my lips You are the gut wrentching sobs that pass through my mouth 
You were a blessing Then became a curse. Where did I go wrong? Your arms that once brought warmth Now burn with every touch. You built me up Then tore me down Us sailing in the ocean
Death  near my grave, Fear in my mind,
Things I [don't] want you to know: • Sometimes I sit in my closet and stare at the amount of clothes I have. And it makes me sick to think I'm so lucky when really, I don't like being alive.
Immense pain and depression Most unbearable and intolerable, That thoughts of it just kill even more! Eyes filled with salty tears of sorrow And pain that clings onto the soul
i loved you once
This girl has got me tongue tied 
Oh the joy of my world The man of my dreams  He is what i dream every night  
i called him last night it was 5:23 am the phone went to voicemail-he was sleeping because he had to work in the morning my friends tried to take the phone away from me
My Love, My Love Pain. That is all I ever felt without you hugging me into a soft embrace, Lost.
Love was in the air. You and him were the only people breathing. The world stopped for the of two of you. For your adventure seemed so endless.
You used to whisper into my ear sweet nothings I love you, I would never hurt you, Leave you, I will only and always love you.
its in my lonely  that I realize how I am frail and boney how harsh I am to me,how my heart is stony it is in my lonely that I confront my phony masks get dropped and the acting gets chopped
When I was four I loved my brother and he broke his arm he screamed and fell and I didn't know what to do so I gave him marshmallows When I was seven I loved a doll and I cut its hair
Dirty feet and white sheetsLovers down and oceans foundTravel with me and discoverWhere we are and where we are meant to be
The rose needed to bloom The rose was doom
I see you looking at me,
my heart...it just slipped.you went to catch itbut you missed.
My mind is sense, it keeps me safe. My heart is passion, it beats it breaks. My mind and heart are always challenged My heart and mind are never balanced.   My mind “thinks” and “ticks” and makes its lists
You strung the chords of my soul, To play the music of life. Now that you are gone, Does your music leave too?   I ran in a staccato voice, When I should’ve bellowed a fermata.
Dear love of my life: I wrote this that night that you decided to let me hear those beautiful words again....I love you. And after all these years, your still here...Even though I come back, and again I dissappear.
Someone once asked me, why I always write  
You are a cigarette I crave you so very often You fill up my lungs and leave my head dizzy Once I've gotten my buzz I breathe you out and watch you dance away with the wind always left wanting more
Every morning, Every day, i feel as though i haven't found glory, maybe i'm a stray.    If he could only know, how i feel as though i've lost him.   Throughout the years,
  How do you live with yourself? How can you sit there and pretend nothing happened? Don’t you realize? Can’t you see what my life has become because of you? Because I let you in,
you can act like you're my friend but we both remember the end let's stop pretending it's alright
you kept me on your shelf wondering what's wrong with myself
She asked me how I knew it was love and I didn't know what to say.
There's a large crowd and I'm in the back. All preps and pretties with beautiful bodies are at the front.   The second crowd,  only with men hurry to find the prettiest girl
I can see it now Church bells, the white dress, the humble ring You'll have a smile for the happiness to each other we bring Everyone will be happy for us There's no one else with this much trust
Waiting on you is like waiting on War Anticipation
My heart is still breaking and I haven't stopped thinking of you since. This apple sends down my spine and puts goosebumps on my skin, but not like you can.   I'm trying to cope.  
No one wants us to be together, Every time we're around each other our friends give us stormy, cloudy weather, Rain drops, Thunder storms and Rumor Swirls How do we live through this bad weather,
When I try reading his mind Its just a Big Question mark. When I examine his eyes He looks past me, And more focus on anonymous things. 
There's so much potential in a box of envelopes  So much power in monogrammed paper and a ballpoint pen  They're worth so much more than $13.99 at Office Depot in the end 
  For what is a heart if it is not brave?   What is it for   if not for feeling   the courage to invite every stranger   into Its home   To
I love you I am sorry, I just lost    control
I AM the girl who loves coffee and good music Who loves to read and paint and sit and enjoy. Who loves to be at peace, floating through life. Who you can find in a big sweatshirt and panties, Without a care in the world.
When we run, what do we have to show for it? When we're nervous, no one will know of it When we draw it, we obscure it And defile and hurt it It's ill-conceived to put  The word love, with the word hurt
Hiding my head, losing my mind. Drowning in sorrow, surrounded in sadness. Gathering my thought, smothering them with hate. Searching for a reason But found chaos. Clinging to hope But found reality.
Sugar does not crave more sugar and vinegar does not crave more acidity.    Sugar craves water, and heat.  It longs to be a syrup–smooth, sticky, and sweet. 
Promise me, we will still be in love, years from now. Promise me that you kiss my tears away when I cry. Promise me that some nights, you'll let me hold you the way you do me.
Roses are red  but not as red as the sunset in my dreams,  where we're sitting together on the beach, laying, cuddling in the warmth of the ending day Violets are blue
Beep...  Beep.. Beep LEX  I LOVE YOU  The last words you said to me  2 weeks ago everything was easy 
We all wear  the mask but how long can it last? How long will it be before someone finds me out? Will it be after I graduate from college? Will I be discovered after I have my first born child?
Look where I am now You showed me how to love myself You gave me support  You were there when I told my mom the truth You broke my heart School is starting and i'm a mess
Love is the ocean. It's unpredictable, one minute it's smooth sailing and the next it's a terrifying storm of overwhelming waves.
I can only imagine how hard it is for clock hands to tick left for rusted locks to open and broken hearts to heal.
I just cant seem to get you off my mind, maybe it'll just take some time but it feels
Tell me everything that makes you you  all your flaws, so I can love them,  all your scars, so I can kiss them,  and in the night I will cover your body with all the love I  have to offer 
I was once an open book; my emotions and deepest thoughts were the cover. One day someone ripped out my pages and tossed me into a dark corner.
Why am I so hung up on a stupid message It's nothing I'm nothing At least to him... But what if we did Look each other in the eyes Remember each other at night
Everyone is always trying to rush to the end just to feel good about the win. But what awaits for you as you stand in the line of people who want the same things as you?
Just Tryna stay sain before my mind becomes slain from my hearts eruption.
Dead and gone you may now be Take your place among the stars Our joyous, wonderful memories Forever, dwell within my heart
awhile back ago you planted a seed in my garden you watered. you shined.you nurtured. you waited. you left. that seed has bloomed into this beautiful, extraordinary thing but you can't see it.  
This is a poem for the next girl to break my heart. I will write angry poems about you. Post them on billboards. Pray to a God that I don’t believe in. Dead stars should not shine.  
From the time I was a cub, I knew how to roar. My mother lit a fire in me before my paws touched the earth And maybe I’ve burnt things down. Arson is a crime, but love is not.   I was taught to love all men,
Relationships don't you mean relationshits? 
From innocent birth to a peaceful death, the wheels of a hearse become our last breath.   For those who believe, and for those who dismay; there is such a place, to where all may stay.
So it was August 1stThe day you pushed me away
How does it feel to have poems written about you and not to care?
Listen these days I feel enslaved in my thoughts left to rot in prison.
I can compare your eyes to an arrow. Every second piercing through my mind. All of these memories bring me sorrow. Can I go back in time just to rewind? It is unbearable to see you here,
Hi
She lays on her bed
I held your gaze— Transfixed by you— Because in your eyes I saw a sea— And I was engulfed by your waves.   Those clear sea foam orbs, Like the nebulae in our universe,
I step out on to this court With my head high and my chest out Because I'm better than you I can tell just by the way you walk You can’t guard me Because I'm better than you I know you’re scared
You are just a memory now, a whisper in the wind.  I never thought that you would be in my closet of memories. I thoguht that we would always be making memories, together. 
Certain songs cause me to feel certain things, think of certain things, memories flood out through my brain uncontrollably,  memories that I wish I could forget. 
I could erase that lonely feeling  Of you leaving me that day I could take all of the pictures Of you and me out of my photo album And throw them all away  But no matter what I do
And then I cried Lost in an air of vague and blind Found at the bottom of a beer can Only drunken minds seem to make sense Expressioning emotion oppose to logic
The rendition of the vision The path under the break The voice grating in my ear The ways I always shake Your hands all over my body The words you sat are praise The actions that delower me
What heavy burdens a heart must carry From the times of love to the times of sorrow  But all will be good and new by tomorrow
Why is time ticking like this?I hope you can forgive my stuttering pride, for I’m just not sure what I feel anymore.
One September night you say to me Something shocking that I couldn’t quite see. “I know this is sudden and it seems kind of fast,
Dan
You taught me how words float. You showed me how they suspend themselves in the space between mouths and ears. How the air connected letters to words to sentences is virtually weightless.
HEARTBREAK By: Malaika LeAnne Uding   Sitting on the porch under a starless night,
My experience with love is  painful unforgettable betrayal Eight months making memories moments music Proving people wrong with clashing thoughts personalities
You had all of me Then you burn the sheets On the bed we slept And the bed I sleep burning our love You broke my heart Ripping the skies but thru those cloudy days and pain I saw light
Is it enough to pretend to that we care?If I showed you who I truly was, would you love me anymore?Did you ever actually love me?Do I even care?
'Twas but an hour, the brighest hour, the simplest, livliest moment.   Out like a flame, Out was my security, out was my thirst for life.   And I hated you
What if everyones right ? What if I do need someone new in mind ? Well, What if I don't wanna break my heart again ? What if I don't wanna fall again ? Not now. . .
Hiding my expression is the deal. Don't need no bite From no love bug, Just needa hug. Don't wanna be no new guy's wifey. Just want this guy out of my mind, Please. Don't have him here,
Nothing was the same & heart's the one to blame. This tattoo that said "Dream Boo" on my heart, Will only tear me apart. Every little thing was perfect to begin. Should I let through my depression ?
Dear Mother,
they never even noticed the redness in her eyes they never even noticed  the signs that everyday she cried they never even noticed because they never even cared
The pestilent air around me breathed.
I plaster the same smile on every day, Hiding the hurt and burying the truth. I didn't expect anyone to listen, But you did.   You heard my pains and reality, And you still adored me through it.
You have become an anonymous figure synonymous with: lean lines and shallow dips,Hard firm muscles and sexy dark lips.
My mind is a clock
I wish, how I wish, I could just dismissthat longing feeling, that search for a kissIts like I'm trapped between the heart and the mind
Day in and day out Your name pops into my head  Memories of your touch, smell, and taste Haunt me at night Wishing and hoping you'd come back That you's realize that I still love you
Here I am Every night Thinking of you My body lingers for your touch My lips crave for your kiss But all that stops Now that I see That we just aren't meant to be 
Immobilized thy gaze did leave me Wilt thou allowest that I be hither For light shined by thine heaven, did set me free The yellow god brought Spring warmth for me to dither
I'm looking in on a life that's not mine Its not even a nine You got me jealous Acting all over zealous You're far from perfect as can be seen by your life
Floor 89.   I think I'm dying, Could it be that I have forgotten how to breathe? In and out with every breath my lungs repeat
You don't love me anymore you said. When did this realization occur? Off at camp with every letter I sent? Not in vain like you think, because I knew this was going to happen,
Once there was a little girl With blonde curls and wide eyes that shined like a pearl She sat alone waiting for Her carriage and prince to come knock at her door   As she turned the pages of her books
Time. It didn't stop like they promised it would in fairy tales or movies. Your eyes didn't meet mine perfectly; as if our entire existence had been building up to that very moment.
You are a raging storm
Blurred memories of the past play, replay in front of me Me eyes captured by rain of joy and sorrow I miss it, I miss them, I miss us, I miss him Cramps of love clench tight My heart breaking, aching
You get a million chances.
Step outside yourself for a moment, look at yourself in a different light. Not just any light, but with the Light of Christ.
Stupid cigarettes remind me of you, Mornings, no longer something I look forward to, for it’s all so sour after being so right Now, I do not wish Day to turn into Night.
His mouth tasted like coffee and cigarettes, and his mind, his mind was like and overwhelming wave of beautiful thoughts, that I was drowning in. The odd thing was, I didn't want to swim up for air.
I don’t believe in love. Well, I’ve never been in love. See, generally Love implies that two people care for each other unconditionally.
I felt it crackIt cracked only halfway...I was still wholeThen I felt it crack some moreIn other places it fell apart...But the middle still tore
Maybe it’s been two yearsHaving a teacher crushMaybe I’m completely fineBook chatsMaybe those issues have dissolvedSmirking eyesAnd I will never pryWords that aren’t all that appropriate
The blood stains of true love promises the skin that one day they will dominate themselves once more. Flawless,  yet so perfect that it doesn't matter  if your eyes turn
We used to be best friends Only for awhile Till falling                  red                       leaves  And falling                      red 
The winter soldier comes home to find his gentle flower desecrated, tarnished from all purity. The flower was an elegant beauty that glisten in the harsh sun's smoldering light, that coddled his intentions and insecurities.
Not much with words but I can give it a try I want to express my love but words go far and by We are on the same page on the same line looking at the same word
What is it that you want? What is it that you need? My only wish is to make you happy Can’t you see? It troubles me when we fight I ache when I see you scream And it kills me to watch you leave
t is in the process of
I'm a fountain of blood in the shape of a girl that hoped one day that maybe she could be loved. You told me I was beautiful. You taught me to talk. You told me I was your princess,
Do you remember when you helped me with my books in choir Or when you jokingly asked me to go out with you? When you pressed your hand against mine or
I once had someone tell me that if you're lying awake at four am you're either in love or lonely, and let me tell you that's not the case because as I lie here all I can feel is the poison you've created coursing through my veins.
I was quick to loose that respect for you only cause I realized it was respect you didn't deserve. At one point you were on a pedastal so high, that everyone else was below you, to me.
I write allot of letters to you. All letters ill never send. I try not to cry while writing theses letters. Its stupid to cry over a boy. But i cant help it. One single thought of you..of us tears me me apart.
Today we talked. Not about what had happened. We talked about random things. We laughed. I smiled. I never thought i would be able to laugh and smile around you again. But i did.
What’s up Doc?   Silence? Why, that’s awfully rude
“You can’t save everyone People are destined to perish
I wrote out your name with a pencil, Knowing that I would have to erase it Eventually.
On the surface: 
It's so Sad
    When I talk about you  I'm very careful careful with words  like mine, my , ours  Cause Those nouns are possessive and you're not one of my possession  
    I am not a toy At your fucking disposal You will not decide  How worthy I am today Or tommorow Or ever
I want my time back Every minute wasted Every feeling that I invested For a love that's unrequited  I want my peace of mind Sleepless night working creating scenarios
  I don't ask for a lot But I ask for a lot  And what I'm asking is for me to be what you need Someone you don't give up on Please  Though i am selfish , and Possessive 
As I lay on our bed  I thought of everything he did to me  everything I did to him  and how broken we were Holding on to frayed strings and the past’s happiness I knew that one day eventually
The 12-Year-old poet collapsed He was weak He couldn’t see Tears impaired his vision It stung to blink And hurt to feel   He couldn’t speak
The sweet melody of your voice plays over again trapping my heart in a flesh burning cage of steel For this pure emotion is no longer a choice, yet your feelings begin to peel
If i could turn back time
I traced the line of your jaw,  The slope of your lips,  And each curving eyelash,  Searching, For the reset button,  That would bring you back to me.
I can love you now. I can love you when I walk alone on a crowded street. I can love you when I sleep in bed by myself each night. I can love you when I wake up and drink coffee for one.  
I crave 'goodbye' a word I never heard, only felt. somehow I think the sound of it would have brought a peace rather than the histrionics of the fade out. I crave the clear cut
This isn't my nightmare, no! My dreams and thoughts and veins ache for you! For release. To see them all again. All over. This isnt my nightmare, no! Cover me in pretty pink lines, baby, I need you now! no! Not you... not you...
I am suffocating
I was so sure, yet so afraid. I was right but also wrong. My heart so big, but my home so small. My time so limited by needs to be met and selfish desires.
It all began on a windy day, When I held my carved heart on a plate, And that was when she tapped her heels, Afraid of the fact I was hollow.   I held my carved heart on a plate,
It is rare that a man Can come to terms with Surrender. It is in a unfair waisteland that a man can make sense of these thoughts that will hinder. Its uncomprehensible that
You took it Didn't even have to ask No persuasion was necessary All I had to hear Were those three words.   Desperate to believe I listened and gave in To an unasked proposition
And that's the last thing i want you to feel. It will feel like an anchor holding  onto your heart.
Why am I still stuck on you? After all the crap you put me through It wasn't a physical pain That left me black and blue
Sometimes I wonder,
Helen Fisher says it is not an emotion. It is a need, It is  a hunger, It is air.   And yet so pathetic it seems, That such a sore which cannot be seen, Can possibly still be there.  
You know when you love someone? And you would do virtually anything for them.
Don’t breathe, talk or blink, just stare. Though my mind tries to grasp the words to make sense of this, all that comes to me is a sound, and I feel as if I may pass out.  
My demons Have your face now. Haunting my existence. Creeping into my dreams.             My nightmares. Keeping me awake Keeping me on edge. Keeping me your prisoner…
I feel so utterly replaceable. I feel like feeling anything at all is dangerous. 
It's funny.
Allow yourself to grieve Discover the way his name sounds when spoken from a throat tight with tears How it sounds thrown against the wall, shattering
She's the girl with beautiful browm
You traced lines into my palms, Dictating my future, And rewriting my past.   You peered into my veins, Studying them as if they were, The verses of a holy book.  
She’s the rainbow at the end of an autumn storm, I’m the mud that seeps through your shoes. She’s a cup of hot chocolate in front of the fireplace on Christmas Eve, I’m a snow blizzard that you see on the news.
Haven't seen your face in a while; I miss your smile.
 He says that he wants to visualize the world through a permanent scope of childish wonder.
Here is the begging, so romising and bright, but what f you can't se the light? Hidden by the darkness of a pain that never ends. Hidden by the sorrow of a fight that just began.
I've been broken for a while now And when I looked at you I knew But when you pulled me in In the middle of the rainy street Suddenly I felt warm And just for those few seconds
I've been let down I've been torn apart Dropped for no reason A complete broken heart It's so hard to trust And so hard to have hope So I'm pulling myself in For how else can I cope
I am here where you are not. I am trapped in a singular frame of mind With pressing thoughts of lonliness and yearing That never seem to dissapate.  The more that I revert to leaving you behind,
She woke up one day and meet someone. 
I guess my love is worthless, along with everything I do, but how else can I announce my adoration for you?   My heart is sealed forever, no way to be let loose.
Can you believe it, I'm leaving in three days? How could I, I didnt have a say I'll miss you babe. When you get there write me a letter kay?
enough of your comfortand poetry about innocence   my scars are not an invitationfor you to kiss my wrists   and how dare you try to make me feellike my wars weren’t realdid not exist
Not all scars show, and not all wounds heal Sometimes you can't see the pain that others feel Not all lies are false and not all truths are real Sometimes lies are necessary to help you deal  
Different. That's what they say it will be. Different is like how doctors say you will feel a little pressure,  when really it's pain.
What am I to do,     When I can only think of you,    Love does not last 
this passion for you  melted into these meaningless words on a page no one will read and the hours and minutes i spend bleeding these feelings and dead smiles
"Sometimes love comes around, and it knocks you down just get bac
If I said I didn't miss you, I'd be lying.
the love between us
Your lips are mouthing words, and I know you’re pleading The same lips that filled my dreams and lifted my spirit Filled with the same breath and voice that I planned to follow the rest of my life
Walking down the halls  you are all that I see. Tall, Dark, and Handsome among the pale somber faces. You brighten up my day with thoughts of you loving me, but yet I know it can not be
I told you that you took everything from me. I said "take it, I trust you. Here you go, it's yours." I threw it at you with hope, trust, and love in my eyes and in my spirit.
The Fairytale seemed so easy.
I sat upon moist dirt, Long after the crowds fade, Staring at this gray-stone, Your beautiful name engraved.    Inside my knees I sobbed, Hiding from the world, That is when I heard footsteps,
Mommy, I fell in love with a monster, His main goal was to conquer, My heart and my sanity, What I see in the vanity. Putting all these thoughts in my head, Mommy he wanted me dead.
I get into the car and you begin to drive The only thing we share on our journey is Silence It smothers our words Chokes our voices Louder than anything that could be spoken
Night after night, I somehow find myself
Three years, stuck. I can't fathom why I thought it was luck, because three years ago I thought it was love.   From the first day, I knew you weren't going away.
The first week I was sad. So very, very, very sad. I was on the verge of tears the entire week. I thought “be brave” one minute and “I can’t fucking do this” another. The second week I was angry.
Now she’s talking. Why? What right does she have to do this? What right does she have to say these things? What right does she have to make me feel bad about myself? No right.
I don’t know what to say. I still love you. But I’m glad this week is over. But now I’m less sad, And more angry. In fact I’m fucking pissed. You’re an idiot.
Today I found myself freaking out over college – Washington State University here I come – Wanting to run into your arms and have you hold me. I almost called you, and told you I missed you. But I didn’t.
I skipped Forensics yesterday. I stood in front of the door, I couldn’t breathe, and I finally said “I can’t do this” and walked away.
I walked into the building today, and I thought to myself, as I was marking my palms with little half moons: Be brave, be brave. Because I knew I would see you for the first time since you broke me. I considered skipping French.
You called me today. Told me you wanted her instead of me, that it made more logical sense Because that’s what feelings are about right? Logic. I cried. Yes, yes I cried. But I didn’t let you see me cry.
There was something so possessing About the woman that was a curse, dressed as a blessing When he and she began connecting He realized she was so compelling Her thoughts were so perplexing
Saudade is the word for more than lacking
You haven’t changed I wish I could keep myself away
My world's alone and lost I just wish things were simple Words are stones in ponds I feel the pain in every ripple Time won't atone your wrongs Emotionally I'm crippled I'm Floating in the fog
He made her feel like an abandoned house with broken windows and doors There were a lot of broken boards that never got fixed She had weeds growing in her heart but to her surprise he made her feel as if she didn't  matter
A tattered old man from the east approached Spouting words of a God I'd never known
From the moment I saw you, I knew you were a heartbreaker.
How is it that you took a whole person and then shatter their being? How is it that you can make me the happiest and the saddest person in the universe?
I know a few things. To start off, I know my name means hospitality in Greek.
Depression kicks thy neighbor down, Escalating, Spiraling, Right smack in the face, Body, Groin. Drinking espresso, Listening to music, Lana Del Rey, West Coast,
"For in that sleep... What dreams may come?"   Ah, but I know in my sleep what dreams may come,  they haunt me by day as black as the sun   For with your love went a piece of me,
Maybe if I pretend I'm okayI will be
The memories reply over and over in my head Your laughter intermingled with mine And mine with yours Running and squealing Joking and Jumping But all of it isn’t real. You joke around and act
Sitting outside Watching the clouds go by The tree nearby With leaves to the sky
It's quite heartbreaking isn't it? To watch one person move on While the other is still madly in love. It is even more devastating when the one who cannot cease their love is you.
Tick, tick, tick; 3 seconds; the length by which a gold fish’s memory exceeds.
Take in the anger of my eyes Breath in the fire of my heart Is it better to be loved? Or clutch the world in undeniable fear? Unable to think, Unable to breathe Love, Hate?
Coat of warmth
When I was eighteen, I had my first anxiety attack. Alone. In my room. 11 PM Crying, gasping, my heart felt like it was going to die.
Didn’t you ever think about the heart you were breaking?At first I couldn’t believe it when I found out what you were taking.Then reason set in,And I knew I had lost you.
These dreaded words of fate(discarded heart)By Nashon kemp (I like you)I bask and wade in the rivers of my mind...Lost within this dreaded take of  time...To fall for another seems so out of line...
Passionate heart thiefBy anonymously me Call me a thief of passionate hearts...Passionate arts collide as I seek afterTrue love now a lost art...Never foretold to last forever but 
It's been ages. Ages since I've written anything down. Since I've allowed verses to be thought. It's been forever since choppy sentences unvailed my inner emotions. So here it goes.
She smells like something musky and quietly contained.
To forget...To love...To heal Love cannot be earned nor learn I am thankful that you never left But it's time for you to go Smile just like the way you used to smile with me
A three year old said "i love my mommy"A six year old said "i love my toys"But, what is love?A 1en year old said "i love my friends"A fifteen year old said "i love him"
Your love knotsare tied aroundmy heart
yea ..... Shes the best til i come around aint said two words yet but i made you smile and i came to get you back so i walked a mile
It happens
My dream is my job Where I get to travel and creat and invent Oh, no, no ,no, child They say No, you must get a job that makes money   Singers make money And they do what I love
You open your eyes and the world around you seems so beautiful A blue sky with white clouds above during the day A dark purple sky with glittering stars at night There is a force within you that you do not comprehend
The insanity drives me gradually, Until I'm forced to wonder, What is the source of this? Could it truly be that, which I  A small, naive girl Affectionatly call love? Can that which
A sad girl Who's been heartbroken and left to soak in her own tears. Left to drown without any support in her own fears.  
We come to You with all the right intentions, But the moment we set off they burn to pieces. And it's only now that I realize, Just how far I've fallen from You. In Your spotlight, I become convicted,
As I lay d
i look back and see the pain you brought me i must forgive you in order to move on. just another chapter in my life that beginning with a brighter start. we learn to forget only if we forgive.
  Darling, I warned you
There are no breaches, there are no gaps. The dilemma's there but no one adds up the facts. I relinquish all hope that someone will see.
you
you look at me with soft brown eyes
Love .... One of the craziest words in the dictionary.
One, two, three, four I don't know you any more. Month 1, Month 2, Month 3, You're dead to me. 1 year and I haven't recognized your words so I'm not coming back.  
i
i was never as strong as Them She fought a long battle, where i could only last for a short time
Used like a toy for laughs, abused till' the brain stews, left as an abandoned child. Why do this to me dear?
To all those who came after I'm sorry It's not my fault Blame the first For she took the piece of me That I wish so badly I could give to you
He.He never does.He never gives it to her.the crumpled love note in his pocket,that she wanted nothing more than to recieve,the one he was sure she would never want.It turns to lint,
At First is was all smiles and Hi's Shy looks away Trying not to get caught looking anyway Confusion, fear of rejection I’ve never felt like this before, though So how do I know how I feel?
you
you caught me like a dream, tangled in the beaded threads of your feathered   web, your dreamcatcher holding my spirit in a cage of promises.   you kept me like a
this is the sound of your razor-blade betrayal shredding through my trust.   there is nothing like the bittersweet sting of your honey-coated lies.   this is how it felt
As I retire I perform a similar routine It involves a person Sometimes it is dream He is only a boy
Life is unfair The adults all preach it But it takes so long for you to believe it You ride the waves Until the board breaks
I hate that I have these feelings for you like why do I feel this way? 
ill always remember our first kiss, thinking nothing could be better than this. ill always remember the spark i felt from your touch, and i knew i was falling way to much.
My mind wonders, My thoughts are twisted, These ideas in my head Are strung together With memories and emotions I'm unable to comprehend. Lying in bed looking down to you,
The path we are on splits in two.
A shiver of seasons had crept on us 
  If I could say anything about it
Though her lips say she doesn't, her eyes say she still does love him.  She looks at him like she looks at no one else. It's cliché, but her eyes do sparkle and light up
each day I think about what you would say ifI told you'I miss you.'how you would react ifI grabbed your hands andlooked into your eyes like we used to do. where your arms would be if
Nothing stated, nothing faded  All this time turned to empty spaces. Nothing figured, nothing thought Incomplete a total loss. Nothing true, nothing bright
I'm not yours, and you were never mine to love. Still we can't find the words to say we've had enough.   I drift away, with you in mind. but I can't fill the void,
will always bring my mind back to you- to the endless lovemaking and the empty bottles of tequila.  Lemon will always be sweet to me, sweet with the memories of what we had. Lemon
i once taught your fingertips  the formation of  guitar chords like  E minor and G 
I thought  I was ready for heart break when I was seven years old and the most important man in my life
I’m haunted by my memories. The memories of us, the memories of you. Your smile, your laugh, the look you would give me, the sparkle in your eye that gave me a hint as to what you were feeling.
There was a time when I cared a lot about you. When I yearned for you to be near. When I loved your voice Your eyes. There was a time when I saw the future in you. When I thought I was happy
If there's light in love, How were we so dark? Why all this pain? why all the muck Love is supposed to be beautiful...   We were a Nuesance, to us and each other
Seventeen Im done Im sick and tired Of your shun Its icy Blizzardly My price Is misery I suffice. Im sick Im done. Youre not the only one. My head, it hurts
I'm gettin cold thinkin of the memories and I will never forget us, you and me but that's okay I am on to the next girl don't get caught up on one there's more in the world open up like eyes when they dialate 
On New Year’s my heart broke. You left it in pieces, But I doubt you cared. For so long I’ve felt empty For so long I’ve lied to myself And for so long I’ve tricked myself into forgetting what you did
Heartbreak lays in bed at night, While tears stream down her face. The thoughts run through her head, as she wonders why he doesn't feel the same, When all she did was adore him.  
So far and away, Unable to touch you, Unable to feel you, But in an instant, I Can See You. I close my eyes and there you are, Standing there, looking back. Your eyes, a sea of blue, fixed on me,
If ever my love were intensified It would have surely commenced at this time Your humor’s not amusing forever
Golden hair that waves about her shoulders
Love is not like what they show in the movies. I wish it were that simple.   Love is not pebbles hitting your window at midnight.
Of all the memories that we share You turned your back and I walked away The crack in my heart widens, but you don't care   You putting on my make up and me fixing your hair
I was in love with the wayyou always knew what you wantedhow you walked like you were the most important person in the roomI was smitten with your tiny bodyand how feminine you sounded when you laughed
I let you go. Why did I let you go?   Eyes that paraded a bright blue tint Spoke words that only I could interpret.
Why does this keep happening? The pain and depression after the joy. I always think I'm doing better, When a memory hits.   I go spiraling back down into sadness.
Remember the first time we were alone together? You pretended to forget it was Valentine's Day and I pretended I was okay with being alone. That night I knew, I'd rather be with you.
In that moment, the warm breeze floated across my face. The tears were trying not to come.  Your eyes gleam of realization when my words flowed out. The stars shown as we were close. 
my heart was a vesselthat I did not know how to sailso I let it drift on
Water raced down my window paneAnd all I envisioned was the partitionStemming from the trunk of a treeIt was solemn and it was poignant
When you give your all too many times, you begin to lose yourself. The one to whom you pledged your heart to and they pledged theirs too, is surely going leave you.
I sew and sew But I can never close the hole.  It always seems to catch on something. A jagged edge- I cannot count the hours spent mending Is the hole even worth repairing?
You've said repeatedly that I'm the girl you want, the girl you need But, you can't  just have me when you want her Long talks on the phone at night when I should be studying
You’re what I yearn for From the crown to the core Lusting for you more and more Your splendor is all I’m seeing
A Night Under The Moon With The Queen  
When I needed comfort you held me You let me rest my head
I once had that which made time short
My Page My page lies motionless as you hover above About to descend, you grip your pen with strong desire Careful not to tear my tenderness with your touch
It had been there for the longest time A nail in place of this heart of mine Eyes blank and wandering in darkness I never understood why it was mine But it always burned  
Two theives of hearts, stolen at first sight by looks Looks that not only mezmorised the eye but also camouflaged true pain. The love supplied by vision and the love of beauty, the love that was once unbreakable.
In memory of what never was Here's a poem of my condolences We were nothing and now we're dead
Roses are red Violets are blue. I'm not at all jealous Or angry at you.   I'm just hurt from the truth That everyone told me So now I just want to Make sure you're not near me.  
I'm not sure what is worse falling out of love  or realizing that there's nothing left   I wouldn't wish it on anyone, no not even my worst theres too much involved to easily forget
I haven't been feeling like myself. 
When he tells you, "things just aren't the same anymore", do not cry and beg.
Is it fake?  To wish to belong? To want you? Such confusing thoughts...   Is it wrong?  To rush this? To be this close? I'm not sure...   Even if the inevitable comes
Enough! Enough! I’ve said I’ve had enough! I am done with this infatuation. I'm done with lying and having to bluff. I am done with the wasted affection.
I can't look at you smiling Laughing with you is confusing My best friend such comfort But I feel so unsafe now Your touch so overwhelming To smile, sigh, flinch, or cry I desire your grip and kiss
There is always a path less traveled
I want you to trust me. I want the smiles, The laughter, And the love back… I don’t want these tears… I don’t want these fears… I want you To believe in us, To believe in me…
I wonder, If you ever think of me. Of all the nights We spent side by side, My head on your chest, Arms intertwined, As our hands engulfed  each other’s. I wonder
Every personhas a soul mate.Every personhas a perfect other half.Every personhas a first love.Every personhas a first heartbreak.You happen to be mine.
I am not a burning car wreck 
Hello beautiful,I'll write you letters in blood.Intestines and organs.I'll play you songs on a single stringAnd sourly sing along.I'll make a book of ideas.Then never show them off.Hello beautiful,
I miss the way the summer air filled my lungs.
These are the heart-shaped scars my lovers leave.
I'd love to scream
Can't they feel it?  The love that's in the air, Or is that something they wear, They treat it like it's a game,  And use it like it's just a name, Have I been in love you say?
I can't describe the feeling in my chest I may be blessed but I'm still feeling stressed I can't find words to say what it feels like But I'll say it's like losing your life 26 months but in the last few weeks
How dare you Make me love you When you didn't care How dare you Tell me you love me When feelings aren't there How could you Touch my lips with yours Then use them to speak lies
Never fond of sharing, only child mentality.  No matter how much you pleaded, always disinclined.  Reluctant.
Back in 2012, you were unexpected, but I was still happy I saw you. I became immediately in awe of your appearance and every aspect of your physique.  Everytime we would see each other, you would warm my heart with a smile.
Dear KG, Spring never came for us And neither did you. You did not return to me until last summer When everything seemed fine in my life. While you were gone, I tore out your so-called plants
You
You came into my life when I least expected it.Next thing I knew, we were together, and I was truly amazed by it.You made me feel alive, like if nothing else mattered.You never failed to make me feel loved and flattered.
There are times at night when i look at the stars and i wish that you will come and never go away. Even they laugh at me saying that there is no such a thing, that once you leave you won't come back to me.
I just keep on aching aching aching aching And the wound keeps bleeding bleeding bleeding bleeding And the world keeps on not seeing seeing seeing seeing
What we had lives only in memories in my heart in my soul, in my mind.What we had is gone,gone,echoed only in our shadows.Gone from the light
One: I talk about the stars Far too often How when I wish on a star I’m whispering my thoughts To a memory Like, maybe, if the past could hear me, It would do all it could
Oh, love, you cursed thing. 
It's 3AM and I'm waiting For my phone to die And I'm pretending that It's a lie that all I want right  Now is a cup of tea and My head on your chest Breathing in your exhales
I see you’re once full of life face, Now pale and lifeless come through the door. I am surrounded by people. But all I see are your eyes.
He’s got the kind of name that sounds good no matter what you pair it with He’s got the kind of fingertips that are maybe a little too soft
The leaves on the tree They symbolizes your love Now it's winter time...
Why are you so intimidated? Why did you hide? Is the truth really that painful? Did it stab you in the side?   You asked me a question, I answered it in whole. You said you wanted honesty, 
The crushing of the bones. The all too familiar snap. What unto do we compare our bones pain to? Perhaps our organs.   The delicate flesh that protects the most vital arteries in our body,
Of all the billions of people  He chose me He made me love him He made me trust him He made me believe I could get better He listened, he did not judge me He fixed me
Old Man River take me where you endStretch after stretch, bend after bendFill me wih butterflis soaring high in the skyFill me with love for my sweet darling, please try!She waits for me; wondering my place
Im hurt & i'm in pain,You still act the same,
It seems that time must fly
I try and I try and try, still nothing. I put my heart into everything, still nothing, I spent my whole live searching for the good in my life, still nothing, I try to be nice and generous to everyone I meet, still nothing.
I try and I try and try, still nothing. I put my heart into everything, still nothing, I spent my whole live searching for the good in my life, still nothing, I try to be nice and generous to everyone I meet, still nothing.
Our boat is sinking, and I hold tightly to it. I tell you it will be alright. I tell you it may stay afloat. Our boat is sinking, and I slide to the end.
If a heart breaks and you're not around to hear it because you're too busy trying to calm your rapid breathing and stop your mascara from smudging, Does it make a sound? It must, I think. The question then becomes:
I left my soul on your floor last night. Battered, and cold. The cracks in the tile cradled my scarlet letter, safely. Your hands strong; sweet.I was certain that this was honest—perhaps naive.
We're here again Two sides of the playing field  No longer able to feel your warmth Just left to wallow in my memories  I can't say I’m surprised Always knew it would happen  But it hurts
I broke your heart
 Dear Love,   I gave it all to you. And you dog gone took it and ran with it. Such a fool, to have ever think we would be.  
    First there was silence Footsteps near my room Soft whispers through the walls Slowly the door opened The coldness grasped my arms It took me to that place  
You walked away when I finally let my guard down.  My mouth didn't make any sound.  I didn't make a plea, I didn't beg.  I was furious and I felt not a bit of blood running threw my legs. 
My heart hurts when I see you. I wish I never met you.
Don't say you miss me, don't call me love, none of that would be enough.    I want your kiss, I want your hug. I want your joy, your laughter, your bliss. 
You came, you brought me joy, you brought me laughter, but most of all, you brought me love. And when you left, you took them all away.    I was a fool.   
I miss the things we didAnd the things we were going to doI miss the times we hadAnd the times we didn'tI miss the jokes we shared allowedAnd the ones we kept hidden in ourselves
You creep into my mind,
Changing skies from blue to black. 
When I come to the end of my journey And I travel my last weary mile Just forget if you can, that I ever frowned, And remember only the smile.  Forget unkind words I have spoken;
Sometimes little things remind me of you and the horrid things that I'd like to do  like get Brittany Perry to fuck your boyfriend or beat you to death over and over again 
You speak words I have long forgottenAn array of colors in your room, lanterns glowing.                                                           You are doing something, on the computer i believe.
Every minute I fade.
I look into his eyes Indifferance to all around Unknowingly the cause Of each tearfilled sound I look into my eyes Infuriated with abandoned Misery and yet polite fear
How to say what needs sayingWhen forbidden love is all I ownIn a foreign state of beingMy heart burns, but it beats on
And here I am, Sitting in front of y'all.
You and me, We had amazing memories, Staying up listening to Miley, Talking about our parties.   Blaring out to your music, Singing to the lyrics we know, You yelling at me to choose it,
Dear Lord...I need to talk to youbut as oppose to all our previous conversations I would like to do It differently today...
  I'm scared no one will love me the way that you had. You always listened whole-heartedly and never thought the bad. I was able to be myself and open my hea
"I'm hopeless."That's what I thought of when I satMy heart was pounding and I lost all my sensesI didn't know where to startWhat was breaking my heart
It's cold; hard winter but there's blazing heat The passion of young love feels so alive,
Correct me if i'm wrong But didn't we have something special? Something that was sweet and nice and long? Lasted a few years but over in seconds neither of us wanted it to end but we gave up dont you rememeber how this went?
Time keeps passing, the world still turns I’d hoped I’d moved on, but the passion still burns I know you still feel it, there’s no way you don’t
A friendship Innocent and true No matter the hardships We would make it through
Over head, they loom with impending news To either quell the fires that ravage Or to restrain life that grew too savage. In most respects, we must all pay our dues To revitalize the cycle a new.
Angels Crying (In A minor) The words you spoke that night taught me loneliness, Eye lashes flap across that wide space called time.
Merely a perception of the line that divides Oceans never to join, skies never to touch A sunset that disappears below to nothingness A sunrise that appears from a blank image
  Yo dad You remember signing my birth certificate? I bet you were so glad What about when I first got my ears pierced You remember right You were there when I shed those tears
I just keep falling back into the same things Over and over again I make the same mistakes Why? Same heartstrings pulled every time Why do I fall in love so easily?
I found lovein all sorts of places.I could coax it into appearingeven when a heart was withanother,though those weightswill never drop.I found it in the dog-eared pages
I am skinny gawky average unappealing in the most appealing ways.    When he entered my life I was lost broken and he was my light   Told me I was beautiful amazing
I know me, I drain and I kill. I take hearts, I have no fill.   I know me, Hold the hair back, Scars fleshly gleaming, Inside turned black.   I know me,
I don't understand these feelings, it's been driving me insane. No matter how appealing, you still can cause me pain. I can't stand these emotions, it's tearing me apart.
Can a love be forever binding? To return when others cripple As thought of extraneous suitors sour. Relic of the time that has tick tocked, Souvenir of the heart's gift shop,
The day you wake up and realize that I was the one you needed, the one you really wanted,  the one you couldn't live without, is the day that I'll already be awake and have already realized that
A cry for help seems to come from deep inside of me. What am I supposed to do, what am I supposed to be? Time is running out and I'll be running all around. Fitting in my time before you lift up off the ground. You are leaving and not coming back,
A earthquake erupts throughout my hands. The rain               falling through the                                                 distance
I know you're sick of me, redundant,stupid, childish me.  I know you don't believe me,and kicking out my mother and sisteris a-okay with you,but that's not how familyworks.  You don't "mesh" with my demonsbecause you think there's nothing there,wh
I am taking off my diamonds, The emerald mask you gave me to wear To hide the hurt you left behind,             The hole you left behind. I am letting all my old scars show.
if happiness is a state of mind then fantasy is it’s drug                 you’re my pill slowly going down drink it up with water to ease the pain it will only last a while
Everyday I open my eyes, wishing I could stay asleep. For in my state of unconsciousness, I'm free of the past haunting me. Past mistakes that cut me deep inside my soul, my mind won't let me forgive myself, won't let me let them go.
There's nothing I wouldn't give, I'm still addicted... But it's not really me you love, It's my best friend... There's nothing I wouldn't have done, Anything for you... You're all I've ever wanted,
a song's on repeat, something's not right. this time you're the reason I cried myself to sleep last night. moving on doesn't come easy, at least not for me. I know it's something I've gotta do,
My heart is very sensitive. It deserves to take a rest, Once in a while. You break, you buy it. But then remember to also fix it.
You don’t understand. You don’t try to. You don’t want to. You can’t. You won’t. Why should you? What am I? An experiment? Or shall I say a daughter?
I'm sorry I made you fall for me, though neither is at fault. If I could help you get over me, I would, but that's impossible. Whatever you like about me, you'd see more of it.
She was scared to fallShe was scared to trustHe looked at her with nothing but lust She was scared to love him cause' she knew she'd be hurt againShe got caught in his eyes, she couldn't see past all his lies.
It’s late and all I can think about is you. Why did you do it? Why did you let such horrible people change you? Who am I to judge you for doing it? How can I act like I'm mad at you?
Eyes can be deceiving and yours fooled mine I thought I knew everything, but I guess I was blind I was very naïve to believe you really loved me and I was stupid enough to let it drag on
I remember that it hurt, The day I met you. I was unable to breath, Feeling as if my lungs were seized, Silence around, becoming deaf, Only to hear your voice. I remember the pain in my chest,
You held me. Spoke few but The words Gone, You were gone and your shadow left   I can’t see myself- In the mirror, A figure of stranger struggling. Holding on to the smoke
                Another day, once again         I have lost another man         Someone I thought was oh so true         Found out he had another love or two         How dare him!? How could he waste our years?
What part of your mind, Says this is okay? What part of you decided, To treat me this way? You're meant to be gentle, You're meant to care, But whenever you're around, You're not really there.
Once Upon a time there was a girl A girl who never felt good enough And then she met a boy A boy who changed her world. A boy who showed what it meant to be loved. A boy who made her happy.
December 24, 2012 Everything changed, My heart and my love found a place they could call home. A place where the words I love you and I miss you would hold sentimental value
And just like thatVacancy filled in for your hand that I was holding.Your whole presenceVanishedRight before my eyes.
Dark, cold, alone. Sitting here, waiting. Waiting for what? Not sure myself. The sun rises, and gives me hope. Hope for a better day. A new beginning. But that hope is empty. Meaningless.
They say if you kill someone, its murder But when it comes to my heart, Whats the case? You lurd into me, built me up having me believe EVERY. SINGLE.LIE And used my own weaknessess against me
Like a blade into my back, you've cut me open again and now my battered and beaten soul pours out onto this page. I would have carried the world on my shoulders  until my bones turned brittle for you.
Isn't it hard, so hard, to forget? To leave you behind. To leave behind your smile, your adorable laugh, your charming expressions, the look, the look, THAT look- in your eyes.
I want to love you, but I feel like we rushed. Two months went too quickly. It left me thinking, "Is this lust?" You said it was more, and with me you did agree, and getting "us" back
Count them as they go down. 7, 8, 9, 10. This is taking too long. Where did I put it? Why can't I find it? What did you do with it? Did you hide it from me? I don't see why.
your eyes are filled with longing to escape your past and maybe your future too   i thought i'd found love when we first locked eyes my heart filled with promise  and desire thinking
Trust me I know, I know what you think I don't know  I wish you would of told me what you thought I didn't know I wish you would of told me months ago but you didn't..
We were tight, thought everything was right. But apparently not, because you forgot. One day you left with no reason. It was like treason.
Lost. Hopeless. Tear filled eyes Gaze                 Upon the scene. The horror.   What mad game has the artist played? Conjuring up dark roots, Faded memories,
I Love you with my Heart
I gave you my heart, You pushed it away, Kept denying it, and bringing me down, Saying you were “leveling the playing field.” Said you didn’t want to encourage me.
As the sun rises, I feel the fire. I feel the sensation of burning and temptation. The sun rises high and I am flying. The love we share takes me off my feet. There is no regret, there is no sorrow. The one I used to feel for is no longer.
This girl once had a purpose.She strived to be the best.She left it back behind her on the Golden Gate bridge. 
Pain.It strikes quicklyalmost unnoticedalmost unfelt.It settles in stages-A fear, a sadness,you shiver, you shakeyou feel the heart quakecrumblethe feeling sinks in
I’m a foreigner. A white girl in a brown world. I stick out. I’m a target. Oh how I wish that my safety were not an issue! Because sometimes I feel like Rapunzel, Locked up in a tower,
When the sun awakens in the morning and I awake from my dreams back to reality I feel how strongly my heart misses you, its killing me I try to push it away and focus on something else with all my might
                                       Sorrow   My heart is slowly breaking into two pieces. Nobody can hear my silent screams to my daddy, telling him to take me home.
1 a.m. isn't for those "just married" couples sleeping  together for the first time, 1 a.m. isn't for those who party everyday of the week nor for those who  stay up late playing video games.  
When I see you my heart skips a beat. When our lips touch there's a connection we can't defeat. When you smile, it makes my world complete. Damn, your touch makes me weak.  
Please just stop all the lying. I'm tired and defeated.  Have you told me nothing but lies? You claim you love me. But every night, it's her you lay beside.  Aren't you tired of living this double life?
I weep for you every day and night without you here nothing feels right   without your love, without your touch. of being oh so lonely ive had quite enough.   i do not want
What happens when you're heart wants to giveBut so much has taken from it that it barely has anything left for itselfYou try and you try to breakdown those walls You try to love again and to trust again  
How could anyone love a person that has hurt them so much?  How could I love you after you hurt me so much? Please don't hurt me anymore. Every day I try to not think about you. 
I walk slowly to my old closet. Dust bunnies colliding slowly with the intricate designs around the thing that held one of the deepest door to the soul.What does my Reflection hold?Who is on the other side?
 
You tell me that you care. You tell me that students wouldn't dare. There are of course rules in place For offenses of such disgrace. I know you see the cutting words, I know you see the insults hurled.
Little girl don't be so blue. I know what you're going through. Going through alot of stress and you think the whole world is against you. But that's not true. You're going through a storm,
luv
i wrote a poem about us but then i ripped it up. i guess its my fault becuz i don’t know how to spell luv. i thought it was spelt with an “L” for all the laffs we had, or with an “E” for all the times
You’ve looped yourself around me You’ve laced yourself through me You’ve tied your knot inside me You’re tangled up about me You refuse to let me go.
Leave me the truth, I can handle the pain You’ve done nothing but wreck me, it was all so vain. The thought of you is a dreadful spin into a deep, dark, den, the world I live in.   So innocent, so fresh
At what point on the 4 dimensional graph on which you are currently residing -the graph labeled ‘life’ on every axis-  do you find yourself no longer climbing, but flattening out into a plateau,
Because it's funy how the person who makes you happiest Is also the person capable of hurting you the most, intentional or unbeknownst And the worst kind of love Is the kind where you love and they love
Instread of building a bridge,  I built a wall to Cry behind. Instead of building a bridge, I built a wall to Administrate the pain. Instead of building a bridge,
My heart.My easily wounded and sensitive heart.With a string attached, floating like a balloon in the gentle breeze.My heart.Is done.Done being whipped and thrashed in the brutal vicious wind.The wind that forms tornado's.The wind that knocks over
 I'm technically single, yet my heart is taken. 
Tears are streaming from my eyes, These feelings cold and twisted, My heart hides its muffled cries, My eyes are cold and misted.   Hold me gently in your arms, Take away my fears.
Love is in space somewhere  Love is a hidden jewel under-ground   Love is a legend of which only the brave seek out  True love is un-heard of to me now Love is a total mirage in my world  
Contemplate As Palms flow of desire Unwanted creature destined at the strike of an hour Too little too late to rewrite what's written Futures ruined by an unknown feeling
  It seems like the only thing on my mind is you No matter how much I try forgetting you, all I do is think of you. In the day time I see you In my dreams I see you
Once upon a time, I believed in love; I gave my heart to someone, because I believed, believed until they dropped it on the floor, dropped me on the floor; now, I don't believe in love anymore  
Mistakes are made, you fight for what you think is right. What other options are on your side? Rumors spread through the halls and you are suddenly the center of attention.
Hello. My name is Hunger and, I'm a whore. I think I've seen many of you here before... Allow me to explain.   When the land, kisses the sunlight And, day turns into night,
Doc says I should start writing down my thoughts, Says it might help me to find the root of my problems and in turn, the road to recovery. Well, last night, I let old habits visit me and I woke up,
One runny nose and two puffy red eyes says she's being irrational, A barrage of words only partially heartfelt, Unstoppable and not the least bit held back Tongue. Teeth. Lips. Air.  
I lay under the sea of giants, standing tall and free, Tilt and see a mural of brown, red, yellow, and green. The overwhelming of colors I feel all mixed inside of me,
A young girl, nearly of age, stood at the edge of indecision. Love stretched, reaching to the farthest end of the universe. She stood.
What do I see,I see nothing.Reflections don't change,Memories can't phase.The love can't never go away.Unconditional, unreliable, uncontrollable love.You fought for yours, I fight for mines.
Time will not fix it I promise you that No amount of time Will bring it all back   Time cannot help you It's not something you can take It's not chemically designed
“It’s okay” you said again and again and  again your words sounded like cool cream melting over my tongue because it was luke warm And your eyes
I will inhale your mossy eyes and exhale my insecurities that flow through me like a river. It has become polluted with bare flesh and a number I am too ashamed to say.
Tears rush down my eyes, In my head, no one can understand this pain, My heart is aching, While my soul is darkening,
The Definition of Love   I wish I could say “I’m over you”. But love doesn't easily go away. I gave a fragment of my heart to you, and willingly it stayed. I told myself that it doesn’t matter
He turned up the radio and turned off the lights.     At that moment I'm pretty sure I was staying the night.     I could see the sun go down from the window next to his bed.     
Over a year come and gone, long nights that turned into dawn. Hanging on thin threads of hope, that helped me cope a devistating loss long ago. Holding on to someone I used to know.
There are some old notes at the back of my closet. I haven't been able to get rid of them yet. There is a rusted ring at the bottom of a cup holder. And a bunch of letters inside a folder. 
I want you   She wants you So there's a decision But yet, no decision If you feel like you need to choose, I’ll help you out Pull out of the race, stop playing your game
So this is love who would have known? so easy to feel but so hard to let go I've read the stories I've heard the songs I guess until now I've been doing it wrong So this is love
To wit, I’ve never seen a snow as pure Or basked in rays of sun so warm and bright, and though the moon can but a month endure, one scarce can find more beauty than its light.
You told me once that before I was yours, All you could think about was holding me. So when you finally could, I felt that desire you expressed Seep through your skin and burrow
As I sit hereIn all my miseryI think of all the worst things That you have said to me How can I think ofAnyone but you As you leave this townFor something new
As I sit hereIn all my miseryI think of all the worst things That you have said to me How can I think ofAnyone but you As you leave this townFor something new
I need my space. It'a silly thing, this love thing. Comes around, rebounds, till the ground hits your face. Don't chase.   Break your neck left and right like you're crossing the street,
I remember when we first met The summer before my first high school year Can’t seem to remember the exact day, but the month and year I’ll never forget That year so long ago has finally brought me to cry my last tear
You were my rockBut I found you too stable,Immobile, grounding, so IShattered you -A man broken into thirty-three pieces,Mere pebbles of the boulder you were.
(I don't know why the ending got all jumbled up, sorry.)   You can't undo this You can't get back what you've lost You can't erase the past You can't redeem yourself  
  Little reminders, I find them everywhere. Little reminders of how you used to care. Looking back we had it all, no wonder no one predicted our fall. More days pass and you’re still not around,
Red
Hearts quiver at a glance Simple desire becomes a trance. Yet betwixt dream and reality Exists a barrier built by she. Blue eyes yet she sees red Seperation; the heart is dead.
Who says you could do this Love, lust, cheat, use. What am I but a fresh pick, That you could never squander if she knew. Regardless, thoughts escaped her mind, wandering through the lies,
Everyday I ask myself why Why oh why Did this happen to us? Everyday, I just miss your face I just hate this hell Hell of a place   You and I we're meant to be I just hope you know
What you said was a lie. Me, loving you, endlessly loving you, For what?   What have I gained from you? Betrayal, hurt confusion... And so I ask Why?  
I always thought You were my diamond In a pile of coals. But just a wolf hiding in sheep skin; you devoured my heart there it sits -  Pulsing red and bleeding out your lies.
You
You are everywhere The sea moves with the blue of your eyes The sun shines with the light of your smile the green car, the dusty road, the grass stains on the white dress You are the taste of a kiss long gone
As I think on my past, a fool I see. In light of my goals, new ones have arose. A nervous kid I was, no friends for me. My past travelled with me undisclosed.  
I will never look at you the same ever again. What you did to me, I will never understand. How dare you ever tell me you adore me! When now all you ever do is ignore me. I don’t understand how I could change your mind.
Long day at work It follows me home Work is my shadow The stress is my shadow This is my life
We say “fuck” to release ourselves we say “I don’t need anybody.” and we hope that somebody hears so that they can fix the holes in our patchwork hearts
    Three people Two smiles, Two hands And one heart left broken.   The smile you created, All the things you said to me Are just words now?   I’m broken in emotions,
I died last night Gave my best Took all my strength But I still lost the fight Fought for our love with all of my might But all my dreams came crashing down Heart ripped out my chest
I dont need youIve found something better.
Ask me about our first kiss and I’ll sing you melodies of intoxication ask me about the time you called me beautiful and I’ll shine star bright fireflies into your chest pound heart beats into your palms
I want to make it up to you, it was all an accident. Maybe I'll milk a dairy cow, or run for president. If I sail the seven seas, climb a couple mountains. Jump from a building, steal coins from fountains.
It’s hard to miss something you never really had, But that’s all part of not having a dad Don’t get me wrong, I wish he were here, But like always he’s no where near. He’d be angry to know I’ve lost all respect, 
Heartbreak is tragic.  Heartbreak is tough.  Heartbreak is contagious.  Heartbreak is also about learning to pull yourself up from getting torn down.  Doesn't matter what creed or race you come from. 
I ask the Lord to quiet my soul It has awoken from its restless sleep It has caught sight of the ones my heart used to love and it wonders painfully where all the love has gone I sit here comforting it as it cries
He Pushes And Pushes Pressure And Pleasure Promises Of Love And Forever She Leaps off the Edge Falls Into His Arms Good  Beautiful Painful Though He Never Cared He Pushed and Pushed Broken Promises Of Love  And Forever She Fell Over The Edge  Land
You exhaust me. That hardly describes it. I wish there was a better phrase for putting my emotions through a spin cycle. You didn't even hang me out to dry.
  Break That Heart     I saw you looking You saw me Grinds in like saws but painlessly You were you I was I Until we merged under moonlight
I was struggling.  I always struggle with stress. It’s tears me apart limb from limb. I don’t talk as much I should. I get angry easily. My emotions become me and I can’t control them.
I watched you walk away, because what more could I say? I watched you as you left, I swear you caused my death. I watched you with someone else, because this is what I caused. I caused it all.
I'm terrified of falling but I’d fall for you . Heartaches , knee scrapes , & a couple tears too . I’d relive the very anguished reason my heart grew hard & stopped believing . I’d risk my all for a taste of your everything .
I'm a statistic because of my family.I'm the derivative of a broken home.A shattered background of instability and hardship defines me.The remnants of my childhood are just bits and pieces
Clockwork heart. Wind it up and off it goes. Don't get too close, or it might explode. Dormant, it lies, therefore unscathed. It one was new, pure, whole, expectant.
At the top of my lungs, I cried out; to the heavens, the stratosphere, to somewhere far beyond the twinkle of the stars, I cried out. I cried out.
I feel nothing; unaffected, I approached love naive, unprotected. Deep, raw, skin-to-skin contact - infected: with the disease. Why didn't you tell me?
I have only made one really big mistake in my lifeAnd it was with youYou were not my mistake though I do not regret loving youI do not regret how hard I tried to keep youI do not regret anything I said to you
Four years ago I would be crying Devisitated Screaming out why me Looking inthe mirror trying to figure out whats wrong with me But now I stap back and look at it all Damn that was such a hard way to fall
Love is funny, don't ya think?  I met you once, and stopped to blink. Is this for real? or is it fake? We hung out never, yet life's at stake. You kissed me millions,
Today I stood in line on Lafayette Street behind three middle-aged black women waiting for the opportunity to interview for a job for which we were all overqualified.  
My Heart’s Villain   One of secrets I am   Like a mole, my numerous chambers Are elusive to you
I saw you, throwing flames at things that shine. You could have hit the fence and set the neighbor’s car up in smoke, instead of the dynamite
I’m still sad, I’m still crying.I miss you and I know that I shouldn’t care anymore. But it's so hard to let go . You were my best friend boo and I miss you. I’m not supposed to be thinking about you anymore . 
My First Love, My First Heart Break.  Never Thought I Could Love So Hard.  My Heart You Scarred.  You Tore Into.  And I STILL Dont Hate You. Did You Enjoy My Pain,  Did You Like The Sight 
he was my everything it's like he came from another century. he took me to infinity then left me alone in unknown territory. he forgot me.   we used to be in harmony;
Lately, I've been doing so well at forgetting you but today you crept into the dusty corners of my memory,  until you mosied your way into my conscious mind,  and seeped down the cracks you made in my heart. 
hands create the apperance, words pour from my veins imaginative for my imagination,  i can't even explain. The plane that marks the x on the spot is my treasure. The pen and my words.
It was the hottest summer of the year.Elysium had no job or life to bear,so she made a choice to volunteer for a duty tour to Iraq.She had no idea what the summer would bring,
The heart broken handshake is slowly crumbling around me The acid of my heart dissolving the stitched remains You blink at this darkening heart of mine You turn away from the impending strom
HEY BOO!! GUESS WHAT?You’ve left me alone again, crying for what seems like forever. I’m surprised I haven’t run out of tears yet cause thats all I do all day long.Cry over you.. when you seem like you don’t even care.
Spoke of you with ardency Our bodies together, much like poetry No need to speak, rhythms come from our figures You were the stars to my sky You'd become the glare in my eyes Funny how things came to be
I believed that we wereSo in loveBecause you made me feel so sure BUT You started slipping awayand Icouldn’t do anythingBut cry. THENYOULEFT
It hurt, When you let me go. It hurt,Because I didn’t know It would be so soon I should’ve listened toWhat everyone said. You only wanted one thing.
  Like a tidal wave,The memories hit me. I’m drowning in,What used to be. I gasp for air,But it’s not there. I reach for you,But you’re gone too.  
Who knew,That love was a thief? Not I,Until it robbed me of my heart. Who would’ve thought,That when in love you’d grieve? Not I,Until I watched you leave.
  They don't understand. The more they put me down , the more I feel like hurting myself.
I spent all day crying over you again. I can’t stop it hurts so much. So maybe you don’t love me as much as I love you.OKAY. FINE.
Nod. Smile. Nod. Smile. Now....Laugh. There is nothing that is true. Nothing left with truth. He took truth away. What is this possible happiness? When was it all ripped away? It is a facade. The happiness was never possible because of him.
Ive said once before                                                                                                    Distance is just slight of hand                                                                                                
People don't know that I never sleep an entire night through. They don't know that I'm still crazy over you. People don't know that I am ashamed of everything that is me. They don't know how well you knew me.
Panic sets in..  There's another storm in my temple, but it naturally stands firm. A place of ryhthmic vibrations, and home of love's peculiar creations. There's a need for an outpour,
  I am from time well spent and moments lost, Licking the cream from Oreos and Summer days spent at the park. Where I'm from we catch salamanders at the river, Stay up late watching drive in movies
So There's This Guy....... <3 So there's this guy; he makes me laugh, he makes me smile and he just makes me happy.
This is my last breath for youthought for youlast time ill ever spill my heart for youI said I'd wait forever but forevers deadI need a new reason to get out of my bedI need you out of my head, for good
I was only tryna get ahead... I only tried to love you the only way I know how; with all my heart. I put in my best effort in hopes to make
I wish you were with me right now, so you could see the tears spilling out of my eyes. If you saw me cry, would you change your mind? I wish you could hold me close and whisper that everything will be alright.
I have wasted precious paper figuring you out And I know you know just exactly what that's like I'm sure you'll never spare a word for me But I would expect you've got much better things clouding your mind
The last time you felt the Southern Californian sand, you had my heart It felt new in your hands Fresh and beating  And now it's different this time Because I found my heart sitting in the backseat of my car
As seasons change your heart grows fonder While the distance between you grows numbingly longer  Behind tear stained eyes You hide what's inside And the love you feel for him only gets stronger  
When everybody looks at us They say we are lovebirds, Like grandma and grandpa That you’ll take a bullet for me. But I know for a fact you won’t, only Bruno Mars will. If they looked closely in my eyes
My only regret is loving too much And succumbing to your poison touch. You make me weak with your scent. My mind’s a haze, my body’s spent. Your eyes, they cut me down to size,
I will follow you. Even when the grass Turns to sand, Even if the sand Lasts for days, I will turn my head From the wind And against the grains I will follow you.
Our hearts were once bound by white thread.Your illusions of a stronger netunraveled the fragile bond holding us together.
I use to like to swimSun shining down on meAnd there was always himHe had the key But then he swam awayAnd left me out at seaThe ocean breeze then cameAnd set me free
the days for her are getting more easy she never thought that time passing by would be this breezyhe now knows as the days drag onthat its only harder with her gone
when I look at you all I see are your light brown eyes and that boyish smilethat always drove me wildand all I see when I look at you is love love love and how you just give it away to me
I lay my head gently on my pillow I hear the soft sound of rain near the door As I hear a whipping, weeping willow Only we could be together forevermore I reminisce on days that have gone past
I have a bitter heart I have been broken and scarred. But I am patched Yet still sore. It is not my fault but at the same time it is.   To fall easily is truly
And you're not the girl of my dreamsAnd i cant pretend that this meansSomething to meCuz we cryAnd we fightAnd i stay up all nightTrying to fix whats brokenAnd i know that its hard
How do you know when its over ? I think youll now its over when your more in love with the memories than the person standing in front you  .
  After all these years, my feelings for you have only increased. All the many tears and emotions that never ceased.   You were my first. Yes, I know
It was so sudden, so crazy at first. I was too insane to think. I just did it, who wouldn’t? I just had to connect to the link.   My mind started spinning, My stomach started reeling,
Under the mango tree She waited until night fall Very close to their favorite wall She waited for his love call And she heard nothing, nothing at all   She tried not to remember
Fumbled thoughts like fumbled fingers I'm tracing the irises of your canary eyes.  Oil painted sunsets the same shade as your eyes melded with mine, the ending or the beginning I cant really tell (someone make sense of this [me])
In this world I only have me No one cares if I fall off the face of the earth They wouldnt come looking for me Just one less person in this world Im out in the shadows and once in a while people notice me
A poet wears no badge, nor hat with "literate" scrawled across it, nor x-ray glasses with which to examine all inequities in every passerby passing by   A poet wears a mask,
There once was a girl who never looked down, never regretted what she was about.  Then one day she met this boy who had everything she wanted and so much poise.  She gave him her heart and set herself free and now she's crying, she's crying at my
Why did God give man a voice...                                           if no one would listen. Literally Im screaming..                     SCREAMING!. yet you call me soft spoken.
She said I’ll love you till you’re worn She said I’m breaking to the bones. The kind of stuff that breaks a home- The tortured cry of a widow’s moan. She said, you can’t believe that love is real
Young and fragile Tragedy strikes at a young age A girl faces a loss that she'll never forget He is gone once and for all   The "I love yous" And “sorrys” mean nothing now He left her alone
You tease me  Like a virus Always some new symptom, Some hopeless feeling I have been cured; But then a new pain Reveals itself to me, Always coming back To pain me yet again.
I cannot be touched but I can be felt I can make you ice cold or make your heart melt I can fill you with joy or full of regret I can make you do things that you'll never forget
Wrap me up in your careless tongue Soak me in lust and shower me with intimacy Wring me out of time Hang me out to dry in abandonment           I wish that you’d have just stayed
Drowned
I would love to say "I Love You" but I don't know if I can These words loom over my head, pounding against the doors of my lips, my heart, I would love to open it to you more and more every day
Summer. We had it all...once. It was a moment of bliss. A snapshot in time when I was yours and you were mine. Fall came into play we tried our hardest to make it each day but like the leaves our feelings flew away Winter.
And then he pulled me close so I said "You can't love me" "But I already do" "I'm broken" Then he kissed my hand and whispered "What's broken can be fixed" "But not me" It was the beginning of the end.
I know that I was hanging from a cliff you pushed me overand then all of a sudden felt safe looking up at you and while I thought you had grabbed me to save me,I soon found,I was the one who had grabbed your ankles,
Once there was a girl Naive and quite young Who believed in the beauty Of words that were sung But the singing she heard Quickly changed to screaming As her guardians argued
At one time, Darling, you were everything I hoped for. You were my answered prayer, My shot at happiness. You were the one, I thought. With your moonlight smile, And your chocolate chip eyes.
Because in the nook of your chest lies my desire Buried somewhere between your ribs are my dreams But yet your setting my heart on fire I’m bursting at the seams   It tears me to pieces to see you
Smiling, you approach your destiny without knowing what to expect. Your frequency with her was always meant to be, It was always just a matter of believing it for real in your own mind.
Sitting here tired, and disgusted woundering why. why you did this to me? why you wasted my time? why i loved you? why you said all those things you said? why you staied when we both knew it was best to leave?
Don’t worry about me I’ll be okay Calm your fears I’m here to stay   My tears are done
You. Your black eyes. Deep and Dark. Your brillant mind. Expansive and Bright. Your past. Blocked out, Seeping in. Your heart. Struggling but still Feeling. Your black hair. Ungelled, Soft, and touchable.
This isn't about young economy grade love, Or fires of melodramatic pain. Its about realization, here right now, That you were only ever a grey thought. My "you" held me through many nights alone,
TWO LOVERS NOT PERFECT, BUT PERFECT FOR EACH OTHER AT ONE PART, BOTH LOST THEIR WAYS DEPARTURE UNTIL ANOTHER DAY FOOLS IN LOVE WERE CONNECTED THIS LION CAPTURED BY THIS RAMS BEING
I remember the look in your eyes At the beginning of summer, and Way your lips were sweet like strawberries When we first kissed beneath the moonlit Night sky. But now those strawberries have
I recently realized that meaningful love poems can only be written by those that are loveless,   Because you never fully appreciate anything important until you reach out to grasp it and it’s gone.  
This heart was full of love for you, Though you never took a sip. It overflowed until the spring ran Dry and all that was left were broken Memories in the form of dust around
  Now that I see how you feel deep down The words I LOVE YOU slowly drown A gargled sound that means nothing forever I know that we can't ever be together Cause you and I are in two totally different worlds
  Sometimes I wonder where you are Whether you still remember us and how we were And whether I can climb into a big yellow taxi And tell them to take me To you Where you smelt like fresh winter soap
I laid in bed, I could not write. I lost my soul, and lost my mind.  Now I am so frustrated, I simply just can not take it.  Tears streamed down my face every night, I held on to you so tight.
Never did I think you'd be a part of the past, our time together went by a little too fast. What you've now done for this community, is what will forever go down in history. You gave your life to save another,
The dagger thatyou jolted into my heart is not going to be stuck inside your ice cold soul Every last drop of love left rains down with the blood dripping from the wound
Im running as fast as I can away from that path with the fork at the end of the road I've been down this road before Last time it left me hurting and picking up  the pieces shattered among the floor
Im not in a rush for something new I still have some self loving to do You see I'mnot in a rush to fall in love Honestly that's exactly what I'm afraid of I'm afraid of that smile that will make me glow
The memories she chokes onHave her sprawled out on the floor.A grimace gentle lips don.Wrenching sobs make dear souls sore.
I finally gave up, Gave in. Stopped lying to myself.   We weren't getting better, we never would.   Your insensitivity, Too much for my fragile heart.  
We'd promised each other "No Feelings."   But I don't think our hearts were in it.   From our first smile, touch, laugh, and kiss, something began to grow in us...  
My heart Tender Like fallen golden leaves So beautiful, so breathtaking, So everyone tells me.   I feel alive Wanted Cherished by you Only to be pushed aside
The wild outburst of love Led me to times where I endlessly write It was an urge to bring out the emotions That I continuously chose to fight L-o-v-e, a blessing or heartbreak, we all may not retain
  I saw him standing there All cool and suave. For what seemed like an hour a glance we’d share. And there he was.   He was an artist with hands big and strong.
You've changed? You once loved me and called me everyday Now you rarely say my name You've changed? It all started when distance was put between us  Seperated by only a few miles
the thoughts behind love, the thoughts, the meaning for love makes you want to go crazy and wild for, your heart chasing while your mind just being wasted, wasted off of your heart consisting pacing, your heart never stop chasing off of the though
It’s said that the love you take is equal to the love you make. But no one has ever tried to calculate the intensity of heartbreak. So you sit in your room and listen to sad songs with candles burning
I tore through her forrest of thorns slowly becoming crazed, the faster I galloped, the more I panted.   I saw her horizon line, bathing like temptation against the heat of 
It’s difficult seeing you so content because I’m sure I was never nothing more than a pasttime. You’re like a walking regret that I wish I had the chance to take by the hand And whisper, ‘give me one more chance.’
I'm the one that fell too hard, too fast. I guess what he felt wasn't happiness. He saw her for the first time in six months. Everything he had felt came rushing back like floods. Who was I? Nobody now.
Open up my eyes and what do I see, A world full of lust, drugs, thugs, anger, and greed, I don’t think this is how God really planned it to be. It’d be so easy to change if someone planted that seed.
Cut in two, ripped apart How could you-break my heart? Your love was firm, your love was rare But now I squirm, and I despair How did I change? Please tell me how I find it strange, but I’ll allow
A toast for the scumbag Three cheers for the jerk. Hip-hip for the asshole With his signature smirk. He struts down the alley With his head held so high He’s better than you So don’t even try.
It started at your ankles, rising slowly with the blood and sinews that attached it to your leg. I first was envious of your skin, wanting to be the thing that wrapped around you
There is nothing I can give you. No poems to read you have not read, no books, no songs to listen to and think of me that you have not already heard. There is no offering of peace or stability,
Is it wrong to love someone knowing that they can’t love you back? With the reason they can’t love is because of someone else?
the light in your eyes that shines when you laugh used to light up my world and my world was a small town and our little house with our big garden and it was comfortable
I woke up with you on my mind, the same way I went to sleep. I prayed for your happiness and welfare before my own soul to keep. I've been hurt and dragged and bludgeoned to death by the bombardment of my own heart.
I love you That's what you told me That's what I told you At one point Our hearts joined And for that moment time stayed still And even the little bee by the white rose Felt the so called love
I was always confuse....lost....naïve.....dumb. I was always the girl to get it last. Looking back, I was blinded by love. I reached for the stars& hold onto the broken ones.
Psyched and love-struck by you Dilate, constrict Constrict, dilate My heart is just as excited as my thoughts Did I eat a love bug? Or was that the pig I roasted from under the rug?
Remember that September embrace where I dug my nails into your back and planted roots right into your ribcage? The oxygen you breathed was oxygen for me and kept my roots buried, kept my mood merry,
In my heart, is there a desire that may tear it apart? Is there love and hate, that may rise to a dreadful fate? Is there a soul, so dark from being cursed, that it blackens like coal?
Country fair, sweet seventeen There you were, and everything Faded from my view except The boy who had me won
There are men more clever than I. Thousands of handsome faces to steal you away. Confident Trojans, brooding, drunk musicians whose songs envelope you in swift, obvious seduction. Bullshit poets. Tale as old as time.
As i'm standing here I hope you're under me Know where i come from, Meaning is where I ponder thee Wonder is frustration So lets get back to the basics
The yelling has stopped His bags are packed I love him unconditionally He still left me He was my fist kiss Always will be my first love I loved him with all my heart He was still taken away from me
I knew you once. The number on your back still bleeds in my mind. The grass on your skin ferments. I won you in the night, and so, our world became darkness. That eve was both the start and murder
To be in love is to be insensible It's to be beyond all practicality To some it's incomprehensible No where near normality
You walked out the door In silence and tears We two parted, I’m letting go Thy vows are all broken In silence, I’m letting go Leave me alone My heart can’t tell you no
Who are you? Are we the samejust split between two spirits–lonely and tortured souls?You make me feel safe insideand that notion makes me shudder.You say you can’t be there for me,
As I lay here crying As I lay here sick as can be I feel the tears running along my cheeks They're so warm, they burn My cheeks are burning And I feel tortured I feel like every tear drop that burns
All the break-up songs in the world couldnt express this hurt What hurts most is looking down and seeing movement reminder of that little human growing inside me a seed we planted in love
Being someone’s option is never a good feeling Hoping and praying to be someone’s one and only Just to be told that you were just a choice that wasn’t chosen It doesn’t feel too good
I bite the hand that feeds, And laugh as it recedes, Disregard my dirty deeds, And neglect all my needs, For they are never met, The simplest regret, This I can bet, In stone they’ve been set,
There’s a thorn in my side, A part of me I can’t hide Try to understand that, please You’re a person that is good, This I understood, But the pain just won’t cease
Such a deep love, impossible to ignore We're pulled together, while others pull us apart. Love is forgotten, making life such a bore The lost memories, breaking every heart.
Some days it’s so easy to forget; it’s like it never happened. Other days, it’s impossible to ignore; I wish it never happened. I thought I could leave it all behind, but it keeps catching up to me,
We exist only behind the words we speak. Standing at this distance, we forever reach. We swallow the affinity because we know deep down it can never be. We put the dreams to rest and embrace the reality we live in.
I can finally smile once again but only in the rain. I run around and be myself but only in the rain. I laugh and I jump in joy but only in the rain. I forget about the pain you've caused me but only in the rain.
Eyes, deep as the Nile. Lips, so angrily tempting. Mind, an expansion of knowledge, That pulls me closer than Earth's gravitational pull.
Isn’t it funny, all these different feelings that come with different days? No matter how far away you seem, No matter how much you hurt me, I will always love you. I don’t need your approval, don’t worry,
When love breaks its like a storm Inside everything is torn The smell of rain is rolling in You know this love is about to end For a moment everything stalls While the first rain drop has time to fall
Of all the varying things in this world That people will fight to protect, Everyone seems to agree That Family is a worthy cause to kill or be killed for.
He was my pain, my sorrow, and anger. He became my heart break and brought me to hate. You are my savior, my peace, and heart beat. You became my anchor and brought me back to life.
I gave my heart to you, My heart beated for you. My heart would have bled for you, and in the end my heart died because of you. My body fell weak from the pain, The warmth I had from the kindness I showed,
I wonder how you came to be for your stone cold heart doesn’t seem to beat. There’s a chunk of ice in you chest, frozen so cold you will never rest. The Love I gave you could never undo
Remember the days when we were in love The times we spent counting stars up above The kisses we shared The love we made Is it really all gone should I have stayed
It's a burning like the sun in the daytime and I want to climb the highest mountain and scream 'I love you' from the top of my lungs but the ghosts in my head wont let me
The world is just an empty realm without you on my mind. It spins with no succession, it spins out of time. Without you, my heart shall bleed and never mend again. Without you, my world will crash more than it's ever had.
Here I will make a crazy attempt;
A bird taking flight Is what I will feel A string on me tightly None to my appeal My thoughts blow me away From true friends to miss I feel I’m halfway Gone from the great kiss
In the eye of the beholder, love is a powerful thing. It sways you left and right. Creates a language unknown. A language that is both verbal and physical.
I should tell you that the adoration in your eyes Shines brighter than any I’ve ever known But just like the boys before you Whose fumbling hands couldn’t wait To let go You, too, will fade.
like the way an entire scarf can be unrecognizable if you pull the right strings like the way a teapot shatters when you drop it like the way a melody is distorted when you add an extra sharp
my little brother is becoming that guy that I dated in high school the one that loved me until the next pretty girl came along the boy that called me beautiful in the same breath he used to
Well you never know who you will meet and when. Lets face it you never know what meeting someone may bring. Let me tell you this girl has learned you never know what will happen when you meet someone.
Wide brown eyes meet green, both pairs filled with tears. Faintly beats my heart, broken, full of pain. I try, but cannot see your hidden fears. You grasp my hand, I listen to the rain.
Good luck at college My friends you will always be May life bring you smile
Before the love hit me, I was in pain Love was an item that I couldn't gain Every day, I ended up being alone and sad And every time I saw a happy couple, I would go mad My heart ached and moaned with depression
That day will come someday Not sure of the time or date. Memories come back of that Sunday, And my beating heart slows down its rate.
Apart from me, I am a part of you I am with you, but you were never with me WE, yes we were never one, you were more than half of me But I wasn't nearly that close to you Fear was my pending fate for you
A permanent solution for a temporary problem. Crippling an innocent soul. Forever silencing a beautiful voice. Leaving us without our loved one.
You cannot see my pain, Because it is in my heart. All you see is gain, But I am torn apart, Physical wounds you can see, Maybe then you will understand me, Written in red, Until I am dead,
There's a blizzard firing up on my soul It never stops, it never goes, it sits still Stars are not bright enough To melt away the frost Huge weak piles of ice A hopeful light broke through a cloud
With lips and fingers intertwined, An angels song, I did hear But for a moment, then 'twas gone Leaving clear, sweet echoes in my ear If one wish to me was giv'n Through darkness black as coal,
I find myself here again, Stuck in this same place again. Surroundings so familiar, Foreign visions in the mirror. How did I get here? I thought I’d sworn to never return. In my mind I’d made it so clear,
Why must pain be my motivation? Learning lessons from heartache and devastation I grow wiser from each past relation The good always experiences the bad Why do optimist appear happy but feel sad?
I’m done with lying and crying and feeling this way Of laying in the dark, knowing that for my sins I will pay Of pretending for you, that I really want this When really it is our friendship that I miss
I'm sick of this conformity; it's no longer the place for me. I'm sick of pretending to be something I'm not, just so you can feel complete. I'm not happy or sad, about where I now stand.
Sitting here staring at these flowers I realized that you can be stem deep in water like one who is knee deep in love and still the water (love) will dry up and come to an end into a vase of nothingness
7
As I sit here and lust for this man I wanna cry but my tears have too much pride to fall down my face. I sometimes have to wonder if my greed got me into this situation.
I feel confused and lightheaded. I am aware that my breath is slow and steady and I am becoming colder. My vision is becoming less and less. I look around. All is dark.
Chills go down my spine; my hairs stand up on end; my skin sensitive to the touch; my heart alert for any sign of pain. Like every other time, it blinds my eyes from truth, and cripples my mind from reason,
Sitting on these stupid tracks; if the train comes, let it. I know I won't regret it. I'm sick and tired. You don't get it. I try to net it, but you can't strangle bad luck.
I have realized And this is quite true That every second without you I feel so blue And every breath I take Feels like a waste When I'm not using it on you
When you know you don't wanna give up, You hold on tighter. When you don't wanna give up, You wonder if what you're going through is worth it. When you don't wanna give up, You become blind.
If I never said I love you, could it be taken away? Could the words I want you mean the same? If I never taken them away. I love how you smile and love the way you laugh
The taste in your mouth that lingers and trudges, has no adulation for you any longer. The taste that's withers your tongue and scolds your cheeks shares the same name as I. Your erotic lips and animalistic eyes
You have been hurt too many times before, and I don't want you to cry anymore You have eyes that are to precious to have tears fall from them My mind is made up, I will make you the happiest that you've ever been before
It was the most beautiful, bitter fruit. Though each bite was laced with poison, I could not help but eat for the hope that I also discover the sweetness. Your presence was fascinating.
That rope that held them together Through four years of stormy weather That rope that tied them together Chaining them forever Have been severed by his move The constant Tug-O-War
My cannon is heavy with heat, Aimed steady, directly for your heartbeat. My dear, we’re slow dancing in a burning room, Only to be swallowed alone by the fumes.
Because I did not die, I mourn. And I realized Heaven does not discriminate age. Three times, I held his hand. Watched him slip. And three times the gun-men fired.
I fell in love one day The day I broke my heart By her beauty, my eyes drew up But my hope fell from the start
I promise I love you this is not a mindless behavior cuz my mind been made up even before we made love before our lips even touched the day we matched eyes my world was turned up for the best thing that could ever come my way your smile always bri
In a quiet little town I owned a small shop Inside sat a table With a vase perched on top A heart-shaped vase Shades of red and pink so bright It sat in the window Each day and each night
You are the picture frame I got for my fourteenth birthday That still, to this day hangs empty on my wall. In your hands you hold the first page of a book That I desperately want to read, but can’t
Broken curfews, Broken laws, Broken mirrors on her walls. Broken bottles, Broken homes Broken boy feels all alone.
Your love was intangible, out of my scope Joker, u desired nothing more than to create a fool out of me, Like the tongue that gets burned from the yearn of hot tea
Me duele tanto el Corazon Por tanto amar a otra sin que conociera Que en mi mente Solo vive ella y la memoria de su cantar.
he gave me this mug the love mug. we called it love like we were in forever and always. so he said. that was before. before the things that cannot be undone before the lies
Sometimes it’s not the act that gets us. It’s the reaction that hit us. It’s the pain that we can’t explain. Using solvents to erase our brains. Going to and from not knowing which is which.
I've never met Prince Charming Never had a "noble knight" I am my own stability I've been my only light You've killed me with your lack of words I've suffocated in neglect
An angel from above, I thought you to be. We were yearning for love, Never thought you would leave.
Kiss me, shove me, break me Turn these shades to black & blue, Peel back this skin, make it new Love me, hate me, infuriate me Scream a little louder; I can't hear you,
Brown eyes, Cloudy day A vacant feeling of uncontrollable emotions showering my mind with a colorful blur Laughs, cries, chuckles, sobs Sweet intentions of the everlasting Love we shared
Yellow lines vanish alongside the road shortly followed by the white. Nothing lies ahead on this empty path but the storm that has overtaken my life.
The biggest winner is the biggest loser. I settled for less. You settled for perfection. Neither of us won.
It hurts...just like I knew it would. Six months I tried to fight it, To deny it, I didn't want this. I knew there would be pain, But by the end of those six months I couldn't complain.
(poems go here) People.. they will never understand your true feelings...and only expect to see what they want Is being honest your breakthrough What difference does it make... They still consider you the same .
My greatest companion upon the right, my angel upon the left. I in the center. Alas, if only I had a fetter, to bind my comrades and I together! For at the end of our journey, I've lost the tourney,
All I know is that I wanted her whole heartedly. So entirely that I felt each ache deep within myself. The sound of her voice washed over me— like a little kid I watched in awe.
I hate you! We never get along the armies of my territory attack yours while I try to win our masters decision.
when did you do it? when did you steal my heart? and how? you must of tricked me, trapped me, lured me and fooled me-- like prey.
The way I felt when I met you is the way I want to feel all the time. The way I felt when you touched me like chills up my spine. The way I felt when you kissed me like a thousand butterflies.
Love him? No, I didn’t love him. Sure, I thought I did for a while there, But I was wrong. That wasn’t love. Looking back now, years later, I see my mistake How could I love someone like him?
December has passed, your ghost is now gone; it no longer lingers in the hallways of my mind. You only enter through my doors from time to time, but never to say, "Hello" or "How are you?"
There he goes walking at his graceful pace, says hello to his friends, decides to stay and talk. Smiling and laughing there is is, but then his eyes land on me. His smile has faded away, and my heart is beginning to cry,
Decisions. Confusion. Mixed emotions. I’m spinning out of control. Why does this surprise me? I knew this was coming all along, And yet, I’m losing it. My breaking point, Way past due.
When we first met we didn't think much Three years of knowing each other, we still don't think much Little glances, soft touches
Burning The burning of Wood Love And the past Heartbreak is unbearable Seven years W a s t e d All I can hear is the ring he gave me hitting the floor
breathing. it’s like a snake wraps tighter around my lungs with every breath i take trying to find something steady to hold on to, to stop the world from spinning
"You look nice today." Flashback "You look nice today." She said it so sweet The smile that crept across her face Everything about me melted away Wanting to run into her arms
As long as you're with me, I will go anywhere you want to see I'll defend you and you'll defend me I'm a lion, I will fight For everything that's right. I will growl at whatever gets near Or make a sound.
For the real beauty lays in the postponed blast that shakes the eardrum, not in the false luminescence on a dark sky. Because the sparkles fade a little too quickly, after becoming a spectacular mirage.
Ecstasy clouded my mind, as he held my bloody heart in his charred hands. I wasn't ugly anymore, as blood gushed from the wound in my chest.
Love turns into lust Then lust turns into dust In society's eyes its a must To fall in love and learn to trust Only for it all to be a bust
I watched from afar Drenched in the downpour Of rain? Or tears from Heaven? I watched from afar Knowing a part of me Has vanished into Nothingness forever I watched from afar
The tears I'm crying, the pain I'm feeling, To know I brought it upon myself is too damn demeaning. The promises I broke, Ones I should have never made, Stop me from being with you to this very day.
(Sometimes) I think about how we used to be (I lay) pondering the good times before you broke my heart and I was (up) missing you at all hours I think about your smile laugh and voice (and cry)
Flying with the breeze.... Is a painful tragedy Of a long lost melody, Using the fond memories it brings To conduct my broken heartstrings, Those bittersweet sounds caress my ears
Life feels empty When you're not there. All the twinkling stars So full of despair Life feels tragic When you're not around, No hope, no happiness, Head facing the ground.
Tell her you love her. Go ahead. Do it. Tell her ten times a day. A hundred times. Until she believes it. You’ll know because she’ll cry at the idea of losing you.
And when he said my name it felt as if nothing was wrong, When he said my name he made me feel like nothing in the world could harm me, When he said my name I felt this peace that I've never felt before,
I can't see it, but I can see what it does. It gets under your skin; it overflows your veins. It dissects minds, sorting through your fears and your dreams. Manipulating your decisions, poisoning your beliefs.
Feeling the crisp cold air touch my face, I look up and see his grace. Knowing the minutes and seconds are going to expire, I'm left like an unplugged wire. "Goodbye, my love," his whisper yelled
Fuck love, I’m tired of trying. Feel like I’m dying. A black hole where my heart used to be, Since you took it from me. You ripped it straight from my chest, Made it hurt in the most torturous ways.
I drove past the place we first met and the house we spent hours entangled and intertwined. I drove the roads you drove while clutching my hand ever so slightly and softly singing along to the radio.
Between the lines that my life holds Reading the facts,the lies,the hate, Twisting through the vines of love Confusing,Trying to defuse the sparks that lie between the soul of us being human,
smiling eyes every time i walk into a room your hands are there to touch and to hold hair flowing inviting me to run my long fingers through the soft uneven lengths upon your head
Wile E. on the hunt to capture Roadey Devising devious schemes To get you here with me Backfiring
Looking through the past, what is it I could have done? To make you feel like I wasn't the one. Last time I checked, you chased me for months. Until I finally gave you a chance
A beginning so beautiful, Pure, sweet, divine, A plan to not plan, Hand in hand, with hearts entwined. Two different people, But two halves to a whole, Growing at different rates,
I guess it's hard to admit that you've moved on I guess it's hard to admit that I'm still trying
"Go away," the guard says to you. But you beg and flatter your way in any way. You look around, beaming at all the shining pieces. You pick them all up, pouring out complements as you go.
Why do I allow you to have my falling tears? Why should you have the power to break my heart? Every time I read something, See something, Hear something, Or sing something I remember you.
You can come to me. They all say that. I’ll always be there. They always leave. Don’t be afraid to speak out. I’m not afraid to, people just never listen. If you don’t speak,
I had a dream about you, and it was me talking to me. Except, we couldn’t agree. I said to myself “But was it worth the pain“, my retort was simple “How did it feel in your brain?”
My heart longs for you, But its broken, Can it ever trust you? With you I could fly, Now both my wings are broken, I love you, But I'm scared to trust you, And so is my heart,
I’m stuck in time, All those words still float in my head, I can still hear your voice, Your crisp, sweet voice, Still whispering those sweet things in my ear..
I was perfectly happy when you walked in my life. Though I thought I was lucky, it ended in strife. All the words that you whispered fell through the floor on that night air was heavy so I shut the door.
Diced pineapples, Its the little things that count Too much isn’t a satisfactory amount More than perfect A couple miracles in sequence A goddess to be worshiped your every action is ingenious
Distance is what keeps us apart The thought pushes through my head till its clear Like a busy commuter on a New York street And though I’m still uncertain of your heart I pray tomorrow you’ll be near
Am I suppose to believe this is delliance I've been taught love can't be brief, love should never be evanescent, isn't it suppose to stay here being protected by angel wings, love is to mellifluous for me,
the words like razors leave my lips to sever all the ties we once had i never meant to hurt you even though it may feel that way now
A soul separation, that's the best way to describe. Never in a hundred years would I ever expect you to try. I couldn't see my self to be closer to anyone. No one knew everything that I told you, no one.
Shattered. Shattered like the chandelier Now crumbled on our floor. What once lit our worlds Now disintegrates into the dust of time.
lost he was out in the sea with mighty jaws beneath his feet a shelling of rain like bullets silencing his plea struck deaf and blind by this torrential sheet
I trudge through this open field Yearning for my Heart to yield Same goes for this heavy Head Empty and Possessed, unread
I walk along the quiet beach, Soft, white sand beneath my toes. My mind is empty, void of thought Except of seashells on the ground.
Its wrapping is deceiving But this heart inside me beating Isn’t one You’d like to know It’s been so badly damaged I’m afraid you couldn’t manage So I ask That you just go
I feel sad and alone I feel numb and tired and cold I’m not someone people love or want around I want to go get lost in sleep and never be found Don’t pretend that you need me here
What do you do When your heart says yes But your mind says no When your logic says leave But your love won’t let you go When you love them more than you could ever explain
No two stories are the same Even the ones with alike names Now here’s the story of a girl Who met a boy and changed his world They met on Facebook, yes that’s right They met that day and talked all night
Doubt, doubt, whine and pout Sore, sore, because you know nothing anymore
I had a dream that forced me wake It shook my bones and made me quake To wake to such an empty room Mistake my dead love there did loom So real was life before my eyes Till thick with love and lavish lies
It all falls and maybe breaks... continually stacking up never ending Till one day.... when in all white walking down the path of forever then they all stop. Stop falling
My heart pounding so hard, Nearly bursting out of my chest; Butterflies flutter wildly in my stomach. Will today be the day I see you again? I get dolled up – just in case. Now I’m late.
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