07/30/16

because i love you, i waited until you ended you realtionship with her to talk to you,

because i love you, i stayed up staring at my phone laughing at our jokes, 

becuase i love you, i pulled strings to make sure i spent your birthday with you

becuase i love you, i lied

becuase i love you, i hid

becuase i love you, others meant nothing to me,

because i love you, seeing you with her, killed me, but i kept a smile

becuase i love you, i gave you space,

becuase i love you, i spent hours crying and praying that we ended together

because i love you, i was there for you when no one else was,

because i love you, i never lost hope

because i love you, your struggles turned into mine

becuase i love you, your happiness turned into mine

because i love you, i let you go 

becuase i love you, not talking to you, has turned into my worst nightmare

because i love you, i hope she loves you half as much as i do.