10

when i was 10 everything changed

my life,and my brain

i leanred nobody was real

and life was a big ass pill

yeah i swallowed it and look at me now

upset and miserable hanging with the wrong croud 

i know my parents wasnt proud

crazy thing is they were no where to be found

when i was 10 every thing changed

i was all alone 

could barely remember my name

my father name was wayne

he was most of my pain

now he locked up with nothing to gain

it messed with my mind and my heart

i used to wanna tear everything apart 

but i learned on my own 

my moma used to beat me til i was black 

wonder how i came from that

thinking there was no excape 

scareming and crying for everything to change

praying to god

suiciude running through my vains 

im still here today

16 years old 

wondering why i live in a world so cold

when i was 10 

my struggle began