10 things you'll forget about me

1. My name it is not something to make fun of I know it's different and different is better its not usual like a Bob or John no offense to those names but my name is not a laughing matter you can not laugh at my name because then you'll forget it you'll forget that I had no choice in naming myself you'll forget how to say it or how to spell it you'll forget  I am not going to say I am not happy with my name nor do I love it but I know you must respect my name because I respect yours every time you say my name do under estimate my capabilities don't think of what I can't do but rather what I can I know I can't do things you can do and you can't do things I can do so when you say my name dont think I am new born fresh out of the wobm who is dependent for I am much more than you'll ever see and maybe I can't see the potential you have but maybe we all are like that maybe we all can see the capability people have until we find our own but don't forget my name don't forget how to say it don't forget not laugh at it or make fun of it because I am me and I have capabilities and so do you I won't underestimate you so please don't underestimate me so please don't forget that but you'll will 

2. That I am a friend and a family member may not be your friend or your family member but in a way people are just one big family when I'm gone you'll miss me you won't remember that I have a voice you'll forget I have a functioning body you'll forget I tried to be your friend but all that seeemed to be nonexistent and my voice and my body was insignificant you'll miss me when I'm gone because I could've been your friend it is not gay to say I love you to your guy friend or a friend that's a girl because friends are worth loving for no not the one friends where they talked behind your back not the one friends who say they're your friend and leaves you all alone or the ones who just call you fake not the friends that are rude to you and hurt you no not those friends the friends that you can go to if you need help with life the friends that won't get you in trouble the friends that stand up for you the friends you can tell anything to the friends you can call family because not all family is blood related if you don't think you have friends then don't worry life's full of worrying and worrying is only going to make it worse so don't worry the right ones will come and sometimes you won't even notice and family yeah sometimes they hurt you sometimes they support you  good and bad bad and good the times in bad can help you triumphed over them let them hurt you to only rise over the ashes they bring in good times appreciate the support the love that they have a bring because you might only get that once before times up don't forget that that time dig up the grace before you know it and don't be like the people who waits to the last minute to say thank you or love you don't be the one to wait until death to finally realize what a person meant to you appreciate good and bad bad and good because both can be useful appreciate good and bad bad and good before times too late but I bet that you will forget that

3.The way I think I may not think like you and you may not thing like me we all thing differently and similarly in a way enjoy those different opinions respect them too because being human means having a mind to think freely even though minds make us have debates the diverging minds make us come together but instead we make war instead of peace for all people all races all sex's all orientations but no war solves everything maybe we don't see where a person comes from before arguing maybe we don't see their side at all and then all together we don't compromise or talk things out but instead fight with our guns knives and weapons instead of our words mind and brain but who am I to judge then again I'm not a judge and then Justice is in a multitude of ways but never the way that helps both sides of the agreement but that's the world we live in the one where shooting a person of race is the fastest reaction to a cop than it is to a person Of a pale pigment a world where its OK to do this and to do that and not to do this be that do that because society is the manual book but I thought life didn't came with a manual wheres my manual where'd it go did I lost it at birth free but anyway they way people think shouldn't be judged because at the end of the day its their lives and your life too you'll forget that I think that don't forget it because the conscience is a powerful thing not everything has also remember wars not the answer to every problem but you're going to forget that


4. My body you'll judge me on my clothes how I dress how I do my hair you'll forget how every body is beautiful no matter if one is slim thick big tall short black brown pale white light fair tan there's always something alluring in every body one possesses no one should judge a person on their body they may not want their body that doesn't mean they don't want people to respect their body if a person isn't your type don't be harsh to them about it be kind someone might say they don't care how you feel about their body but they might actually do so that's why you should be nice to them about it hair and clothes can be changed all the time but that's doesn't mean they don't have an affect to us because they do if anyone's unkind about it then we feel down like shackles are making are feet drag down and besides everything's not about the body besides health and science but in the realm of love body shouldn't be the only factor because a body is something we all have but someone's personality is something rare you shouldn't judge people on their clothes that's doesn't define how they are it might tell you  what they like but it won't tell you who they are don't forget but of course like the homework you forgot to do yesterday you'll forget that

5.My personality be glad with encounters you face be happy with every bad or good encounter of person you'll meet even if they are mean to you even if they are nice it its better to have a world full or different personalities than a world with the same personality with 
No difference life's waiting for us to be who we are and we we don't do that life's there hanging on its own and when we do be ourselves some people don't like it why because some people aren't fitting to your standards to your religion in my mind the one who created us all created us for a reason created us to have freedom to live to breathe let people live they way they want to let things breathe let people do as the please on this earth because there's only one life you live and if you don't think that there's recantation hey anythings possible and if you don't believe in a creator than respect others beliefs because we all live in this crazy world why make things even more crazy be glad there different ways to look at things things aren't straight forward they're not all full of color either but when you really think about it we're all the same regardless and personality religion and skin shouldn't say otherwise don't forget that but you'll wipe everything out of your memory card and forget that

6.My ambitions I do not only like to write poems but I like a multitude of things I am a walking book to read with millions of stories for you to learn everyone has their book written by them with a million stories to tell its not done until their lives end and so is mine I know you may no understand what life really is its not that were playing doll house its not any if that but rather we're the hands playing with the dolls were control our life and our ambitions helps us to them sure we have different ambitions but they help us come together to understand that in the eyes of another human being that they have a life full curiosity for their ambitions but as humans we respect that don't forget that respect others ambitions others drems they may not be your dreams but dreams aee hopes we all endeavor for and when its shot down it feels like we wasted our whole lives that the hope we had in us is sucked up with a needle so when you seem me prefom hear me out because this is one of my ambitions I care about and I know you have a lot that you care about to so don't forget that but you probably will forget it 

7. That I have a heart that I have love as live and although I never been in a relationship at the time making this I do have a lot of love to give whether its family love or friend love or relationship love I am not made of Steele and what you do or say can hurt me anyway don't forget that people still feel even if you don't think they care they can still feel the things that you present but you'll forget that people have a heart and that the heart never forget you'll forget that pain is part of life but too much of it can lead to death you'll forget that if you give people too much pain the heart darkens and it will never be the same yes the heart doesn't forget and the heart changes every time you hurt it don't forget that it hurts everyone even you so don't treat people like they don't have feelings everything has feelings even if you don't see it or feel it but we all feel don't forget that but I bet you will 

8.What I did you'll forget what things I did and how did I do them you'll forget I got up everyday and faced what you did oh you'll remember what you did but not the blatant truth the truth that lies underneath lies there's always there sides of a story my version your version and the truths version we may not know why you did what you did to me we may not know why you thought about hurting me in the first place but all I know is that it wasn't right if you can say that since everything Is not right from wrong or black and white the world's gray despite having a blue and green color but that's how we live there's always an argument about who's wrong who's right but theres never any justice done we are so caught up on who's right who's wrong that we never help the ones who's being wronged the ones that walk away you'll forget that you wronged me and you was the one who walked away right you hurt me a millions times but didn't help me once maybe helping people is the one thing we forget to do and the ones who help aren't mentioned at all don't forget to help people even if you don't like them help people as much as you can because who will be there to help you but you'll forget that I tired to help you even though you hurt me you won't remember what you did that made me so hurt in the first place you'll remember who was wrong who was right instead you'll forget that I was hurt that I was was wronged and needed help don't forget what I did don't forget to help others no matter what they did but you will remember your side of the story instead of looking at the middle ground of the story so you'll forget what I did too

9.What I said you'll forget what I told you you'll forget all the advice all the nice things I said you'll forget my voice which will be good because I don't like it anyway but you'll forget what I said and only hear what you said oh yes the words that I heard went through my body like Katanna it went through my body through my mind and exited my body only to come back again I heard what you said even if its behind my back I have good hearing no matter if it was a joke if you didn't meant it even if it was a little word that doesn't mean it hurts even less because it hurts so badly so much no matter what you say no matter it you meant it if it was a joke or if it was little I'll never forget how I felt or the pain that your brought me if you were in my shoes size 15 then you will probably see how I feel but you don't so keep saying what you're saying because they are only obstacles I can run past them I can jump over them but I will never forget how I felt how life was so meaningless that life was less beautiful than death I want you to remember the pain that you cuased me you may not see it or felt it but there was a lot of pain and I thought I had no way out but I did maybe you haven't seen hope but its beautiful more beautiful for then you image more beautiful than the girl or boy you think I hot more than the eyes can see maybe one day you'll know that words can mean much more than you think that words are just a powerful as actions that words don't justify a persons mind to them that words connect us humans together in a way its revolved around words and those words can be snakes and those snakes can bite you words can be more poisonous than snakes and can cause a person to end a life worth exploring worth living worth imaging worth dreaming worth so much more don't forget that but unfortunately you will 

10. That I'm Human you'll forget I am human I am not a monster or a alien I don't think I am but I have the same skin allbeit dark as you made of the same material same bones made with the same material same muscles the produces lactic acid when we get sore from all of life troubles so why I am I treated differently you treat me like I'm in a cage like you're my master but I'm insubordinate you don't control me you don't control my life my fate nor my body we're not in paradise hit rather hell life's hell with only few moments of paradise you'll forget that I go through that too and what I go through is insignificant to what you go through you will be unsympathetic to me when I tell my story when I share my poems like this one you will not hear me out although I hear you out and all your pain so why treat me like we aren't the same I wish you can see the wicked truth you're blinded by of world that's killing you its like we're in two different worlds with the same life but your world forgets that me and my feelings exists I feel like everyday I walk on shards of glass every step is worth another footbleed but why I contuine why I keep going eventhough you treat me so inhumane is a question that you will have to look inside me to answer but you won't you'll forget that I'm here in the same old contemptible world going through pain like you going through hard ache like you but you only see your world where no of that matters beside you controling me everyone has a life but you'll forget that well all have the same start to life but all our lives diverges as we get older have different likes different tastes different sounds different looks different interest that has a endless branching ends so why I'm being put down to my life choice if anyone can choose their life whether they want to accept where they're out where are not to live like this live like that and don't get me started on choosing things we can't control because maybe there's isn't a choice at all You'll forget I have life and so do you but you'll forget I have my life my own life my own destiny I want to fulfill and that no one can stop me from living my life to the fullest not even you but you'll forget all this all those 10 reasons I told you not to forget but you will anyway I won't forget this does have a meaning maybe you will find it some day but until then you'll forget