Wanting what you can’t have

Enough to drive you crazy

Feelings getting stronger

And now it’s scary

Fear of rejection

Show remorse

When I ask if you want this

When I go for the last kiss

When ‘this is’ becomes an ‘it was’

On the same ground, Different feels.. 

Now I sit back and ponder..was it real, 

what went wrong

Show me how to get back to the me I once was

Worst feeling of all is knowing you felt the same, then it all changed. 

But am I insane for not quitting

Wanting more when it’s unlikely she wants the same.

Hopeless romantic I swore I was not.. 

But for her I fight for what I want 

and give her all I got..