11/30/18 Almost

Fuck, you were almost mine!

I waited, What? Almost 4 months??

I watched you cry over her, I watch both of y'all hurt each other

helped you guys fix your relationship.

I was there to support you, I was there for her!

And what? You both dropped me?

Y'all stopped dating. I wait more.

You said you liked me.

I believed you! I wanted it to be true.

We hung out. We kissed, cuddled.

But mainly… we just laid together.

We were completely comfortable in silence.

I believe being able to be in silence but still be happy is pure bliss

But she couldn't let that happen huh?

She had to say something that you didn't want to risk

You apologize, I can't blame you completely but god it hurt.

I thought I finally had something worth waiting for.

God I was so happy just hugging you.

We laughed so much.

Now I can barely get a reply or convo out of you.

What happened?

You say you still wanna be with me but she is stopping it.

Why? Why can't I just be happy?

Why am I always fucked over?

I hate that I always put someone's happiness over mine.

I care about you and Her more than me!

I just wanna be happy!

When will I get my happy ending?