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When you notice how their feeling change/ the distance...for instance, pillows fill the space between us/ 

Back to back we faced everyday/ i act with no react of what to say/ "F*ck!" 

it feels strange/ i will have to re-arrange again/ adjust Comfort to just Un-comfort-able, is that how i must be then?/ 

So when, you choose to go on your own course/ i will loose too from your choice to divorce/ 

the centrifugal force is from the source of gravity/ when your mad i told you to just grab me/ not stab me badly miss f*cking crabby/ 

sadly enough i will have to heal from them scabby jabs/ cuz my drab persona is real rough n tough/ 

i can spit in my lab and huff n puff on this stuff/ it's no bluff, i call all in/ 

i may durf fall, peel the skin on my chin/ but i'm so quick i can sit tight on this dirt ball, n' not feel this spin/ 

the shit i can write, might be too thick to even wear thin/ "Foreal!" 

Prepare to Begin/ wherein a fight sticking words under the others skin/ but if you don't appeal, shit we'll both seal the fuck'n win/ 

i'm exposing you as my twin on this spectrum, your just at the opposing end/ 

and i am a wreck from.., tring to comprehend and pretend your my imposing friend/ 

N' it's not a growing trend of fashion showing i want to contend/ 

I intended to love you so much, with such passion/ Yet, i never ever could of imagined or tell what this would be with-out you/ "U Go elsewhere!"/ 

No! hell won't compare!/ So Beware! Well, next to these feeling we did share/ 

We were aware of the care as a pair, cuz they're there/ like the energy in the air when we stare/ 

it's reminding me, i don't forget/ you know it, because i store it metaphorically writ/ 

it's totally Over-filled in capacity/ Actually More Sh*t!/ If my neck was slit, it would pour it drastically/ 

Thats how dramatic Cos3 can be/..His actual-ity is sticky like static electricity/ the electrons activity/ 

n Christian, he's automatically pissy/ cuz Now....she won't kiss me, don't miss me or even listen to me/ 

and i'm in a another steam'n hissy fit/ because for only one reason my lover she split/ Ohh..mother..F*cker!...

Dizzy is my wit/ I exclaim "you've never been hit or called a name, atleast not by me"/ "SH*T!" 

i claim i became lame, and to busy?/...!but so will he be you'll see/ cuz Your the same i reclaim, Really!/ 

my plea is, i'd of quit/ i can admit my mouth was potty/ body tempature down south hotty/ Ego of John Gotti/ 

i could go on and on about me, but this note is about you/ Whether your doubt of hope and faith in us we can UNDO/ 

what's TRUE, OUR DREAMS everything together/ our SOULS were FOREVER/ your ring-my goals, i'll endeavor/ 

Now i know what i'm suppose to do/ "Why?" because I'm clever/ i can bring a song to sing and dance too/ whatever!/ 

Lets review/ Look at first glance, i can enhance the romance to screw/ but if you wonder? i took off my underpants, only for you/ 

FUCK my can't stand you stance, it's mildew, cuz i blew my chance to pursue and advance with you/ 

for my circumstance though, i will, renew and pull through/ i was in a trance... full from you/