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cursed from birth , you were born into incest , beatings & crack . it's not ya fault you were abused & misused , but you stranded my mother & for that i fuckin hate you . how could you smoke crack with me & my brother in the house . & how could you leave my pregnant mother for five days without a doubt . you wanna pop back into my life at the age of sixteen , i'm pretty much grown . i will never forgive you , i hope you feel completely and utterly alone . i didn't need a father , but my brother did . you're a stranger to us & for that you aint shit . oh my little angel , how i wish i could rewind time . i can't find the right words to put my sorrow into rhymes . me & daddy were young , caught up in the fun , not even realizing the responsibilities of creating one . i hope god isn't mad , i hope he understands why i had to send you back . i feel nothing but remorse , i feel nothing but pain . i hear your cries in my dreams and i see your face in the rain . i didn't want to put you into a world of a broken home . i hope daddy is up there & you're not all alone . i wish i could hold you in my arms or hear your little laugh , i regret every day the moment i chose to send you back . i wanna ask you so many questions. why did you hurt me . why did you leave me with an unfinished lesson . i love you . i miss you . i wanna hug you & kiss you . i can't cry enough tears , no one see's all my fears . my smile hides so much , all they see is a pretty face . they don't know that i've cried so much that my blood , i can taste . we were meant for each other , i don't understand why you had to be taken away . i regret my tongue's harsh daggers towards you to this very damn day . i hope you hear my timid voice , i can't wait to see you . i hope you'r watching over me & i hope god got to meet you .