3 years ago..

Today..

Today I am not alone. I wear my feelings for him on my sleeve and I want you to notice. I want you to know how much you've broken me, but I am loving again. I want you to know how incredibly stupid you are, for thinking III come back when I already told you it was the last time. I want you to move on like I did, and find someone to love rather than thinking that I'll be coming back.. Because I won't.. I said 'last time', remember? ... I don't love you anymore, its more like a, missing the memories, kinda thing.

A year ago..

A year ago, I am just moving on. I have found my first heart to break since you broke mine. I won't forget the feeling I had, walking away from you and seeing your face for the last time. You were with someone else but you came to visit me?? And you kissed me??? I need you to tell me if you're gonna be coming back, because I am extremely confused. I need to know your explanation, please. I need for you to tell me why you did that to me.. You brought back everything and made this breakup, worst... I still love you.

2 years ago..

We have been fighting. We haven't had a calm day, since we started arguing over everything. We can't be fighting too much to break up, right? You're amazingly handsome but your cousin I met last year? He's cute! But of course I can't tell you that, We'd argue about it! Everything had been difficult, lately and I'm not sure if I can handle it without you. So that's why we stay together, aside from all the arguing.. I love you. 

3 years ago..

We had just met.. "Whos that kid?.. Ohh, he's cute" although I was dating someone at the time. You looked like the type of person that I'd like to spend my life with. You looked amazing, you looked like a person who wouldn't break my heart. You amazed me in all ways possible. You were there for me through my heartbreak and you were there for me when I was happy. You bought my love with stares and glances and smiles. You made my heart melt like chocolate on a hot stove top. You. I love you. I know I will love you for a while. You're not like the rest.