3...2..1

All I do is try

but its not enough

I just want it to stop

 I'm tired of fighting

I'm hurting 

I cry,I'm emotional

I try and try 

but hurt myself 

 I keep trying 

till there 

is no fight in 

me left 

I just want to 

make you happy

I wanna make you proud

But I seem I fail

All you do is 

yell and yell and yell

I try to be strong 

but it's hard

I can't be strong 

I fall.I'm falling 

I fell I can't 

keep going like this

I can't keep failing 

so I'm still here 

trying and pushing 

till there's nothing left