(35) Numb 01.21.24 @ 1:46pm

My heart’s been bleeding out;

Since that December night.

I hold resentment against you like a grudge.

Why don’t you just fucking die already?!

I’ll never forgive her for what she did.

She’s the reason my heart aches.

The cause of my painful memories.

She murdered the loving soul that once was.

Chain smoking days.

Terror filled nightmares.

These dreams are as deadly as they occur.

What lurks in the dark is surely more fatal.

She gave me false hope.

Thinking I’d feel what love felt like again.

I gave her my love with apprection.

She cut up my heart like cheap plastic,

Now I sit here on my door steps feeling hopeless.

My anatomy is filled with anger and bitter regrets.

My hatred for you is purer than a brick of cocaine.

I take back everything I said to you.

The memory of you haunts me.

She saw a nice guy within and took advantage.

In my lair, she sat so beautifully on my futon.

She made the first move and began whoring herself.

Then she changed her mind!

She dipped and left me riled up!

There I was, with voices in my head;

Demanding her to be raped after that stupid stunt.