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Individuals think their the causes and solution to my feelings and emotions, when in reality their not ! No one is, I am my own cause so I have to find my own solution . (if there is one) I am no stranger to the episodes I have , I just wish the people in my life were familiar with them too. But I Cant blame them, i mean I am bipolar I do flash out and I do make people feel unwanted and low. Who can deal with that ? Nobody I Cant even deal myself! The one I love dealt as long as he could but now our time is up I just wish instead of dealing he could of help me !! Now its another love lost and I have to get rid of this pain. Whoever is next in line I just wanna start by saying I'm sorry, because i know we'll end the same!