5 ways to win my heart

Understand that my heart is not a toy.You do not choose when you want to love me. You can not just toss me away, i am rare and i deserve to be treated as such.i play alot but love is something serious to me.you wanna win my heart show me that no matter what you'll always choose me first like i am your favorite toy, just don't play with my heart.

Be sweet. i love sweet.Be mean to them not to me. I’m a cold hearted compassionate mess. I create hurt for myself but i need you to love me. My past situations have made me think differently so no i won’t always be sweet but i need you to love me, i need you to be sweet because sweet is sexy. so just be sweet and sexy.

Love my passion for teddy bears and food just as much as i do

The story behind my bears only a few know but before you know the story you have to understand  my life.

My hair, hair. You have to have hair i love hair. I hate my hair a lot of the time.but i want you to love my hair cause when i wear my real hair.  i love it and i need someone who is okay with the weave but i also need you to love every colorful strand of gray hair in my head because i love them too.

Support me. Support all of the things i put myself in even if i don't commit to them.i need to know that i have someone to lean on. Someone i can call my biggest fan. I need to know that you will never tell me “oh it's okay to give up.” because it's never okay. You should always tell me to push myself. To commit, because that's what my grandpa would say. “Don't start things you can't finish and finish what you start.” and any man like my grandpa is exceptional to me.