5 Years in an Empty Room

This message wont reach the masses, But if it will. 

Dear Me, and You. I heard about romatic floric. All things about love and how it is managed. 

Honestly I ask, Have you ever been one? Yes, I expect your reply. Who would such not expreince the chemicals of bonding with someone. Oh dear, I must say. It is 2020 centurey. And I'm talking like a cloth. 

But really. I've never been one. But who knows, I might as well already met love. But, my love was decay. It twirls in a cyclone, with big middle eye. Which was calm, and pretty. Yet, I choose to be blind, of the storms and cycles around it. My decions were, wrong and I'm aware. 

Yet, my mind was clouded and alone. It was both a friendly feild, and dogs undfed. Most of this are mumbles I tell. It's up to you to catch up and interpret this mad juggles of words. Though, are you still aware of the topic? Might this time of you reading this, be treated as a date of lil ol loney head space. No, not that I'm desprete. Yet cirous. Of why, it feels like a race. Why does it seems to be a should. or is this just my excuse. Of not having a significant other?

Please, I have ambitions. Are they also a distraction a convince and concealed by not only myslef but I as well was into it. Oh dear. Im grambling your time and attention by you just reaching this far. Truthfully, this is just not only a writing I randomly figure up the words. 

Its almost close to end. Please treat this as preciouse as ypu can. Since these words are from the heart. Of the author name Jafar... Oh that ryhms. And also please I dearsay, dont mind the typos. As long as it's readable, and bearly understandable. Then its fine, for my purpusly lowered standards for now~. 

Are you enjoying, by any bit? Please do, my time was taken while writing this. And it is so presccious. 

Goodbye, so long . Farewell. I'm ready to finally say it for 5 years. 

I appreciate your effort for listening to me. Dear stranger. Thanks for the blind date of words.