50 Shades of Feelings

My soul is ready to leave my body

I feel like a snail

stuck in its shell

I fight battles

in my head

I am a firework

ready to explode

My heart is shattering

into pieces

My mind is so lost

I get this hatred

The feeling of not being Loved

Yeah you think my life is Perfect

When your parents doubt you everyday

As if they wanna see me 6 ft under

You think it’s easy

coming from a cursed family

with no structure

All that pain

that’s bruising me

Leaving me with scars

Leaving my ego too faint

Now I got this Anger stirring up in me

Like a dragon that’s ready to breathe fire

Like that bull that’s angry

Ready to run you over

These tears are ready to escape

Now you know I’m that girl

With 50 shades of feelings