Some days I wish I would've never met you.

Never have fallen for that smile,

For that laugh,

For those eyes. 

 

Some days I wish we could start again.

From day one,

From when you walked through the door

From 'Hi.'

 

Some days I wish I were braver.

To look you in the eye for more than 5 seconds

To ask how are you doing,

To say 'I still love you'.

 

Some days I wish I would just forget you.

Because I hate this feeling,

I feel stuck,

I feel a pain in my chest. 

 

Some days I wish I could drift away.

Drift away forever at sea

Away from everything,

Away from not knowing what to do.

 

Some days I wish my thoughts would be kind.

So that I could finally be at peace,

So I'm not doubting myself about everything,

So that I can be the old me again