Absent Father

(I open my eyes and see no male figure there trying to reach for a person with no care how can someone not care of about a child you helped to get here As I got older I tried to put the pieces together but I was always missing one thing that meant a lot to me, a Father. He was here mentally, not that much physically My mom and grandma always tried their best to make a complete family for me no one felt how I felt, I felt some much hurt that I took in vain but God blessed me and things started to change I started to forget the past and focus on the future because God has a plan for me and he's my FATHER so in the end, nothing was missing, I just needed to see, there was no absent Father, because GOD was always here for me.)