Absoluteness

I am all too much of what some may call

“a pessimist”

as for I am a BIG dreamer,

wishing all too well for my life to be adventurous and

great when I undoubtedly perceive the inevitable absoluteness

that awaits my nearing adulthood.

I am not yet ready to step foot into the unknown

and that’s precisely what petrifies me.

I do not want to do this alone.

I do not want to fail.

But that is one thing i cannot escape.

Absoluteness.