abused

my bloody stain the floor,
i slam my door,
as my  blade touches the wrist,
that u never kissed,
im leaveing,
it fadeing to black,
joy,
dont cry for me ,
 u hated me ,
why are u crying?
im abused,
 screaming and banging on my walls,
THERE IS NOBODY  TO SAVE ME ,
AGGGGUUUUUU HELP ME ,
ABUSED!!!!!