Acceptance

After all i have done
hidden in the darkest place
no longer do i have "fun"
but you can't tell it from my face
you walk right past
not even a second glance
the tears start to come
I'm better that that
i wont let my fear escape into the world of knowing
while I'm trying to hide the pain
years have i spent
only wanting your approval
fuck it I'm done its not worth it
after 18 years you still don't even care