Accepting Me

The inspiration and motivation inside me has died there was once a time when I use to feel so alive and still the evil in this world is trying to strip me of my life I've lost all hope yet gained all of my faith its hard to comprehend that love and kindness are still my strongest traits. My life is a roller coaster but I know God gave me a second chance for a reason even though I was sick from season to season, I've cried my last tear, I can't believe how angry I've been for the past year and really for no reason. Your forgiveness is NOT what I need to seek for it is God who needs to hear me speak! For his love is the love that has ever leaked... drained away, I know this because if it had then I wouldn't be here today... A spiritual virgin is what I must be so love me or leave me and we shall see if your love really runs... oh so deep. Now its time for me to be me because thats something no one can ever be and in the end its mine and Gods love that runs deepest for me.