Achievemephobia

I should not fear it, but it's inevitable,

The image of I standing with my brand that has reached beyond my expectations

The less I believe the more it becomes debatable.

Only the contradicting thoughts allow me to breathe life into "Humility,"

I have to kill the former in order to push through a month of no sales

I'm reading the books, following the steps, will it ever benefit me?

Who can tell?