Addiction affliction

I been on a hot streak to run my life to a place much to bleak.... Took a pit stop at the corner of depression and despair..... A place much to familiar, god knows Ive already been there.... As I sit at the bench of contemplation, the fog of false emotion began to fade.... Soon after.... in a pool of my own regret I start to wade.... In my head there is an ever lasting fight... One that if I hope to win, I must give all my might.... My life is a product of my decision, and Im tired of destroying with such precision.... A step tword the light I must make.... If any further into darkness.... afraid my soul.... the devil may take.