From Afar

I watched from afar Drenched in the downpour Of rain? Or tears from Heaven? I watched from afar Knowing a part of me Has vanished into Nothingness forever I watched from afar My eyes were wet But I swear It’s only the rain I watched from afar Watched her laugh Watched her smile Knowing it was never for me I watched from afar Watched him hold her Watched him swing her around Knowing that would never be me I watched from afar But I made sure I can at least sleep soundly at night now Knowing she is happy Knowing she is no longer in pain And so I dropped My broken heart And left