After the Rain, I Should've Drained The Storm

After the rain, I should've drained the storm.

I like to think, but I don't like to feel emotion.   

Me, a person who is great at acting,

can  make anyone believe i am fine.

Consequently, I can't make out everyone elses pain over mine.

When the rain stops, I get  a tingling feeling

that runs through my body  ; but i can't tell 

if that was joy or numbness of my body.

The rain is like my tears bea cause they

both ten to wash away all the negative feelings

in my mind, body, and my soul.

But thats just me.

After the rain, i should've drained the storm.