Aftermath

Not many know what it's like

Living in some one else's pain every day

Feeling sorry for them because you know they can't help it

But it hurts you and your mom so much

Not many know what it's like

To feel like there is no way out, no cure

To love somebody who abuses you day by day

Whether physically or mentally, it takes a piece of you away

Not many know what it's like

To have hatred towards a father you love

Who can't help, but be who he is

To love you unconditionally, but pain you as well

No one knows what it's like

To have a bipolar father

To fear that, one day, you'll act the same exact way

and your daughter will write a sad poem about you