Again.

Dear Hope,

I am empty again.

I have forgotten what it is like to feel again.

The pain came back again.

A boy came into my life again.

He left as soon as I got comfortable again.

I remembered everyone that left me again.

I thought of my family again.

I tried to wrap my mind about them all abandoning me again.

I gave up again.

I told myself that I wasn’t worth anything again.

I made sure to not see the good things in the world again.

I tried to not get my hopes up again.

I failed again.

I laid in my bed for hours upon end everyday again.

I’m so sad again.

I cry every night again.

I miss feelings things again.

I miss feeling him again.

I miss the warm feeling in my chest again.

I am empty again.

Sincerly, 

E.H.