An Agreement

In the back of his head, he knows he wants more

  than just sex from her.

In the back of her mind, she knows she is exclusively

  attracted to girls.

They go ahead with it anyway.

Shirts are roughly yanked off,

a box of condoms pulled a little closer.

He pretends they're together,

  and that this is permanent.

She pretends he's someone else,

  rather, someone female.

His dreams are coming true for a night,

while this is her first time with a man.

They're naked, and it's strange for them both.

He thrusts slowly at first,

  then picks up the pace.

She loves intimacy, but feels like she's being ripped in half.

It's almost too much.

They both vaguely enjoy it,

  but they also both question what they're doing.