AIN'T EASY

I am at a point where I can't hide my feelings no more.

I am totally loosing it,

not to worry, it's kind' a big thing, but I can handle it

I am stuck between sacrife & Love

There's a big differ between these Two,

To love is to sacrife, and 

To sacrifice is to love.

well, I am confused..

I am in a big hell of a fight,

my mind can't keep up, well not to talk of my heart.

these Two aren't in an agreement and 

my soul refused to reveal it's mate or even to give me a clue

than atleast I can take it from there.

It really looks like I am on my own, and

no part of mine is helping me.

boy, it really ain't easy loving you

There's never been a day without you in my damn mind,

To love for me is a big of a deal

I refuse to accept that I am blinded, 

I see Damn well, 

perhaps, Time will reveal all the answers

I long for.