Alcatrez

Love and pain is all know!


Love is pain was all I was shown.


I rode The night horror train. 


Was something like a picnic on Elm St was all I gained.


Left me scared for life


Or scared for many nights.


  Secluded on a island of deep depression.


But why on this ominous island I learn a bittersweet taste of a lesson


 Nothing like your first time..


No training that year but I caught the round year flu...


With anxiety, sweats sleepless nights, and temps above the imagineable ..
Knocked me down like a title with fight THE GREAT Mike Tyson ,


She Had me Tap danicing like I was one of the Jacksons..


As the story goes on..


I begin to prolong, the feeling of


Going through the motion as a Cali-surfer.


Beauty had me green and flipping like the TMNT(Ninja)Turtles.


Lost in abysss of terror.


I don’t want to be alone or have to settle for less.


But what I encounter.


I thought my foundation was sturdier than effiel tower


But got lost looking at the moon while left traveling on a mountain...


Look time flies and im no longer sipping from the youth Fountain

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