alive but still dead

Alive, it awaits in the dark...

But still Dead when im sleeping..

Alive but Dead when im around you..

Feeling alive But im not,

I scream silent but im ignored..

YELLING FOR YOUR HELP!!!

BUT YOU DON'T!!!

im dead 

im alive

im asleep but awake

satan awaits in hell...

i think im losing my mind!!!

just SCREAM!!!