THIS IS ALL I HAVE TO SAY

This Is All I Have To Say 

I'm home alone thinking to my self about 
Life, 
I do not know why stars fill the night sky, 
or how rainbows gain their color. 
I can see God has a good sense of humor 
Love is something I always wanted to know 
Why we love and let go of it , 
Others say they 
Or lonely and they would doing anything to 
have love in their life, That has a way that  
makes tears come to my eyes, 
I cannot explain why I started miss you, 
It's cold out side,and my mind starts to go 
back in time ,When you were in my life and  
I could say you were mine at that time, 
Oh how it put a smile on my face for the moment, 
But with time I realized we never really say anything at all. 
We lost that ''Spark'' in eachother's eyes, 
I have never been to Paris or Rome 
or cities that seem to matter to those that claim to know. 
I have never swam in an ocean other than my own. 
sometimes I think I see your face in my dreams looking 
back at me wanting to say you are sorry for the pain you gave, 
or at a bookstore in an empty poetry section. 
I start wanting to write about you how my heart is lonely with 
out you but life is not fare at times, 
Not to a lonely hearts as mine, 
sometimes the silence of morning brings back memories 
you should have been in. 
sometimes I stand at the edge of the

''Salton Sea'' and watch birds lift in flight. 
Just like my ''Father'' when he died! 
I do not know trigonometry, or organic chemistry. 
I cannot fly an airplane or dance a'' tango'',or remember

''Shakespeare’s'' sonnets. 
But I do love the story of'' Romeo and Juleit'',  
I am really just A lonely ''Poet'' writing a

''Poem'' of time, when that one comes 
to mind,I start to make a rhyme of my blues of you, 
I cannot explain my humor, except it hides all my pain. 
But with time I will write a 'poem'

with your name on it ,But for now I must 
move on and call this It and go home to see brighter days  
that all I have To say.       

               Lilly Emery (C)