All I Need

All I need is an ear, heart and brain.

An ear to share my past failers with. To share my experinece with the world. All I need is someone who is will listen to me. Although maybe if I open my ears and hear the warnings that they share with me, I wouldnt make the mistakes that I've made. My theory is that its the lesson learned what helps up grow.

An heart to learn to love again. To feel wanted is all I ever wanted since I was little. My parents throw me away as if I was a peice of trash. Being adopted was one of the hardest things I had to as a child. The empty void in my heart, that seemed to be getting bigger and bigger. Until I found people who loved me for me. I felt like I could count on him, he was truly my second half. The guy version of me, I fell deeply in love. I shared everything with him. I loved everything about him, ever imperction was my perfection. I opened my heart to him, only to have him crush it with his cold heart. To learn to love again, and trust others 

A brain to know that bad things do happen.