All I want

I just want you... The only thing I want is to be with you... I want to be in your arms with you hugging me and no one staring I want to just be with you and just hug you without worrying that I am hugging you for too long or that we are running out of time I just want to be with you and lean against you I want to be happy I want to let my feelings pour out onto you I want to let myself hug you for as long as possible I want to be able to tell you everything that is bothering me I want you to just be with me and let me pour everything out and I can just cry and you will listen and try to make everything better and you will stroke my hair back and just be with me... but we wont always get what we want do we... I was taught at a young age Oh you get what you get and you don't throw a fit WELL MAYBE I WANT TO THROW A FIT... Maybe I just am not happy with what I get maybe because I know I could get more then what I have doesn't help maybe if the fact that I know I could be on a couch or a bed hugging you or just laying with you and letting myself cry instead of curling up into a ball having no one to talk to about it and having no one be here with me while I cry isn't enough or maybe it just isn't enough that the people I am talking to are just not you...