all i wanted

All i wanted was a life that i wish i had 

all i wanted was the ability to feel sad

all i wanted was the desire to be mad

what i wanted was to be me

what i wanted was for someone not leave ne

what i wanted was something that i can see true 

not lie and wonder if it could be me or  you

im lost inside 

wanting nothing more but to kiss my dream and die

looking to the sky wishing i could cry 

but im left on the ground intangled in all my ties 

wondering if there was a god but knowing thats a lie

knowing that if there is a god whats the point to try

all i wanted was to just spread my lies and fly 

but in the end whats the point even if i try