all in my face

as I sit here missing you from the mistakes I made I look back to the start. before everything. before we were anything but friends. you told me how you act without me knowing. you told me but I forgot until today. I look back on our memories and hear the way you would talk about other girls and how you thought of them but when It came to me I forgot all about it until it happened to me. it was all in my face the whole time. did you ever take me seriously. did you really mean what you said because I know I meant every word. every single word but did you? did you mean it when you said you loved me or that I was all you ever wanted. because you entertain other girls so easily after we ended like I am easily replaced. so know I sit here feeling stupid because I sit here missing you and ignored what was all in my face from the start.