All That She Wanted

The thoughts are often, the thoughts are deep, the feelings are overwhelming, she can't even sleep; her wrists are full of cuts, but her stomach is empty, when she turns off the lights, the tears start coming; the hope of living keeps on decreasing; mentally and physically it becomes too much; she feels unloved, she feels unwanted; she begs God for a better day, but the bad keep coming; eventually it becomes enough, she says one last prayer, then takes a gun to her chest; the pain is done, the suffering is over, all that she wanted, was for someone to love her.