Allusion illusion

I wish everyday I can show you 

How much you mean to me & 

Prove this is not a dream to me 

How much you truly mean to me 

I was blind to see you 

All I saw was a beautiful soul that I knew loved me 

In all reality it was only an illusion 

The person I felled for no longer existed 

For that I refuse to love another soul 

All I wanted was the truth

I accept so much to when you was at your lowest 

I was the one rooting for you 

Guiding you through it all 

Showing what a real black women look like 

Instead what did you do 

I don’t blame you 

You did what you did 

Yall did what yall did 

Shit it is what Is 

Just keep your distance 

Don’t check on me don’t look for me 

See I loved for so long 

Now that part of me is gone 

Get the fuck from around me….