Almost losing you...

Almost losing you … 

Truth be told … 

I was scared and terrified 

I questioned the whole situation 

“Why did you go with your friends?” 

“Why didn’t you just stay home?”

Stay home and stay home with your family instead 

In the beginning i couldn’t believe it 

I almost lost you… 

 Seeing you in that white bed 

Wearing that light blue gown 

That only went up to your knees

And all the machines surrounding  

And the monitor being consistent 

* Beep… Beep…Beep… Beep… Beep*

Was music to my ears 

That I hoped would never end 

 But the part that hurt me the most 

The  part that tore me to pieces 

Was the part where you opened your eyes 

Seeing all the pain you were in 

Seeing you not able to speak 

Seeing you not able to eat 

Seeing all the tubes that were in your body

That was the part that damaged me 

I should’ve tried harder to make you stay 

It was the wrong time and place 

But now it was too late 

1. All i could now… 

​Was pray that god wouldn’t take you away