Alone

There is something wrong, What is this feeling? I feel like it has some meaning... It bothers me so, That I do not know, I feel worried, troubled, sad and tired, My heart feels like its been set on fire, yet still my heart feels void, When I'm near a lot of people it still feels like I'm alone, As I write this there are people around me speaking, But they do not acknowledge that I am here, I feel abandoned an alone, At times like this I wish to finally use that razor-blade that I keep at home... I just might... But I fear that someone will finally notice me... and it would give them a fright...