alone

I have this problem where I push people away. 

I cant stop doing this. 

Even if I really like this person I will push them away. 

Im scared that I will get too close to them 

and I will tell them everything and they’ll know all about me 

and then one day they’ll just decide to leave 

knowing everything about me 

and not bothering to say a single word again 

so I push people away 

by Ignoring there texts and call

and I become really sarcastic and bitchy to them 

It makes it seem like I don’t like them anymore 

so they will slowly start to fade away 

and leave me all alone