Alone

Alone

why do I feel soo alone?

You welcome me in your own home

You swoon me with your affection

but somehow you have yet to appreciate my imperfection.

Why am I still here?

Why am I so crazy over someone who abuses me even more than I already have been.

Abuse, abuse, abuse I want no more.

Abuse so crucial Please sir no more.

I fell in love with a dark man.

How do I explain this to anyone

so leave me alone!

Leave me alone please

I cannot take the abusive behavior anymore.

I am not going to sit here and take this shit!!

NOBODY IS FUCKING PERFECT NOBODY!!

NOT ME AND DAMN SURE AS HELL NOT YOU!!

NOW I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF THIS CRAZY TOXIC ASS SHIT 

YOU HEAR MEEE!!?

So leave me THE HELL ALONE

IF ALL YOU COME WITH IS DAMAGED BAGGAGE, HURT, PAIN, & VIOLENT ASS CHAOTIC SHIT!!

I AM tired....

I am sooo freaking tired dawg.

Please sir, oh please just leave me alone.

I'll feel more secure within myself & God.

Alone, all alone in my own cod.