Always misunderstood

Please try to understand my mind and allow me to have your full attention please try not to dismiss me by misunderstanding my intentions. This is how I truly feel and looking back I believe it was pre destined the exact moment our vibrations matched we formed and instant soul connection and from that moment we started on a journey that turned our life in a new direction. Before that moment I never fathomed that I would feel so deep for you but the moment I met your energy my heart felt what my soul somehow already knew. Even though to my heart you caused a deep betrayal spirit gently allowed me to see beyond the veil, now it's like my soul finally innerstands everything is going according to gods plan. With that being said I'm truly sorry that I come off so misunderstood or at times I'm very naive but everyday I'm chipping away to become the woman I’m supposed to be. I realize you may not understand the validity or depth of my emotions so I pray that you don't take me wrong or become repelled by the devotion. This year has been more then I really care to explain but I feel it goes without saying that you probably feel the same. I have a great deal of respect for you and I admire the way you do you and all I really hope is that maybe you will finally see the real me too. Heaven and hell collided when your reality met with mine and since that fateful day my life was changed and I found the real me hiding deep inside. I'm sorry for those times I forced you to show me tough love but through that pain inner strength and wisdom was gained and I was able to rise above. I do believe in a higher power and I believe in divine time and whether you have realized this or not you and I are two of a kind. All we have left is the moments between now and forever to transcend into who we are supposed to be we are cutting the chains that bind us so we can finally be free. And Whether we decide to come together or embark on different roads whenever you want to reach me just look up to the stars and they will guide you home. ~ 143 unconditional