always you

when it is warm outside and the wind is just a constant intake of fresh air 

my mind gets high from the thought of you

I want to scream so loud that I rattle the ground 

I want to shake you awake just so you can feel me hit you

hurt you and take away your ability to speak

just like you have done to me

all that I know like the back of my hand is loss and grief 

and you

always you