AM I?

"Am I?" I was there with you. Tryin' my best to make you smile. Doing everything to make you believe that I love you. But in the end you wouldn't just believe me. And as time pass by I started to play a song that will always make me cry. A song that is as painful as saying goodbye. A song that is named "Across the Violet Sky". My last wish was for you to believe me. To believe that I was so sorry. To believe me that I was so happy. I was so happy when you were with me. But now I'm just so lonely. The loneliest one, that one was me. Am I? Am I supposed to be the loneliest one? Am I supposed to be hated? Am I not supposed to be happy? If your answer is a 'no' don't worry I'll take it as a yes. Am I sick? Yes I am. Am I? Am I the one that you love?